Come in if you're having a hard time :)
I hope you stay healthy and don't get hurt. I'm worried about you :)
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First of all, I think the reason Sam's life is BTS.
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He said he was about to die, but he didn't die because BTS came to mind.
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I wanted to be with them a little longer
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I wanted to make them happy
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Because I want to watch their appearance
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Isn't it because you wanted to be with them more that you didn't die?
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You said that BTS came to mind first, not your family or friends?
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I think the reason Sam's life is BTS.
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Think about it, what Sam lives for?
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Even if it wasn't BTS, seeing Sam living like this right now, doesn't that mean there's a reason to live?
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12 years is a short time if it's short, and a long time if it's long.
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If it's 12 years out of 100, I think it's a really short life.
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I still have a lot of days to live, so won't I have too many regrets when I die?
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There are probably still many things I haven't done yet.
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There must be things you want to do too
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And most of all, think of the people who will be sad when Sam dies.
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Friends, family, acquaintances, and me too
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Everyone will be sad
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Sam is really precious to someone.
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So I hope you don't give up on life.
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If you don't like Sam's life, try changing it.
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Try reducing your swearing
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I'm also trying to reduce the number of times I beat up my friends
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You know what? Yoon Ki-hyung says that women who curse at others are unattractive.
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After hearing that, I thought I should change my swearing.
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And swearing is bad
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It has bad intentions and makes the other person feel bad when they hear it.
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Also, if you hit, the other person will get hurt and injured.
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If you don't like that kind of life, start by changing Sam's behavior.
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After fixing all those things, wouldn't Sam's life have changed?
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I think I'd be happier than I am now.
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If you don't know who you're living for, think about who you're living for.
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And if you don't have a reason to live, create reasons to live.
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There must be a reason for living.
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If you're having a hard time, don't suffer alone. Lean on me.
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If it's okay with you, you can cry on my shoulder.
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I hope Sam is always happy
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Um, I'd like to tell you my story for a moment.
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Because your story seems so similar to mine.
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I'm 13 years old. I curse a lot and beat up boys, so there aren't many kids in my grade who don't know me.
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As a result, I became close with boys and got hurt by them a lot.
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Because of that, I started self-harming for the first time and it was so hard.
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And after that, difficult things came crashing down on me like waves, and I was so tired that I kept self-harming.
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Then I attempted suicide and covered my mouth and nose with a towel.
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I couldn't breathe and felt pain.
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But it was pretty bearable
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I felt better thinking that once this pain was over, there would be no more hardships.
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This may sound like an excuse, but at that moment, tears came to my eyes and BTS flashed through my mind.
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I wanted to spend more time with them. I wanted to live happily with them in this one life.
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So this is how I'm living now. There are so many hard times right now. Things are harder than before. But I can hold on.
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Now that I have a reason to live as a singer,
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I live thanks to singers
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The reason my life is singers
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My beloved singers
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Was the story too long? Sorry.
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I hope that BTS will stay healthy and that your worries will be resolved well every day. And I hope that you will have more days of laughter than days of crying :)