do i know you?

what happened

hyunjin

and/or ..?

you almost couldn’t hear him; his voice barely a whisper

Y/N

hyun ... jin ?

hyunjin

oh ! y/n ! are you feeling better ?

not really .

Y/N

uh, a little .

hyunjin

better enough to get up ?

hyunjin

actually ! theres no rush !

Y/N

no, no . it’s fine

i sat up, noticing we weren’t in the bookstore anymore.

Y/N

where are we?

hyunjin

oh ! yeah you were passed out for a bit. i couldn’t just leave you there, could i?

Y/N

you could of...

you said it insanely quiet and when his eyes opened only just a little more, you knew he heard.

only a slight change of his face and you wanted to take it back.

hyunjin

i can take you someone else if you want ? back to the bookstore ?

Y/N

no ! i’m fine

hyunjin

so ... care to explain what happened ?

Y/N

oh ... right .

Y/N

just a panic attack .

he looked quite shocked.

hyunjin

a ... panic attack? why ?

Y/N

i ... have PTSD .

hyunjin

what ?

Y/N

it’s short for ‘post traumatic stress disorder’

Y/N

which basically means something happened to you that left you traumatised,

Y/N

and the side effects are things like panic attacks, nightmares or flashbacks, and a depressed mood .

Y/N

also anxiety . lots of anxiety .

hyunjin

i know what it means ... i’m just-

Y/N

worried for me , nervous to be around me , and so on ? i’ve heard it all .

hyunjin

no, no ! just ... what caused it ?

Y/N

my PTSD ?

hyunjin

yes ! what else ?

Y/N

oh right .

Y/N

it’s kind of a long story .