ㅓdRuGs KillEd Meㅏ

EP:2 "CHANGE"

yeonjun

*looks at y\n hugging a man and runs up to them and pushes them away from eachother with anger*

y/n

*angrily* yeonjun! what are you doing!?

yeonjun

what am I doing?!....what are YOU doing is the real question !? *realising that he's totally making a fool of himself but ignores*

y/n

what am I doing? I'm only hugging by brother !

yeonjun

yo- b- brother!? *feeling very ashamed*

namjoon

YES BROTHER !.and who are you to be getting jealous?...*angry*

yeonjun

i- ...I'm a- ye-

y/n

he's Yeonjun!...my uh!..one of my patients.

namjoon

so why is he jealous?!

yeonjun

NO ! IM NOT JEALOUS *scared but trying to be tough* YO-YOU JUST MISUNDERSTOOD

namjoon

hmm well I hope I did *gets close to yeonjun's face and yeonjun backs up*

yeonjun

*gulp*

y/n

YA!...so let's go in ... yeonjun was just having breakfast *clenching her jaw*

yeonjun

*awkwardly smiles at her *

Author

y\n and namjoon walks in while y\n giving him a stare .... yeonjun just stands there realising what he just did , and then comes back inside

yeonjun

*walks up to the table and sits down*

namjoon

*death stare at yeonjun*

y/n

so!... yeonjun finish eating!

yeonjun

ah- ya- *picks up the spoon*

*awkward silence*

yeonjun

*coughs* so how are y'all both related?

y/n

*smiles* he's my elder brother namjoon . I was hugging him like that because we haven't seen eachother for 5 years, he was in America.

yeonjun

ooh....*fake smile*

yeonjun

I'm done eating ....

y/n

good *looks at her watch* so .. you have to go to this counter *points to a nearby counter* and say your name they will give you the doses.

y/n

but remember it won't feel as good but morphine is what you'll be put on and then we'll slowly stop that too.

NOTE: MORPHINE IS A TYPE OF DRUG . IT'S A DRUG THAT HAS LESS POWER THAN HEROINE I.E THE DRUG THAT YEONJUN WAS TAKING BEFORE.

yeonjun

yuck!... morphine!... it's like water I can't survive with that *disgusted*

y/n

you have to *get's serious*

y/n

you have to get the doses at 9am, 12pm,3pm,6pm and then your last dose of the day at 9pm

y/n

this is according to the doses of heroine you used to take before *upset* . you can't forget to taken even one dose!

namjoon

*whispers in high pitch and looking down* junkie

yeonjun

HEY! I'm trying to get clean ok? *yells*

namjoon

whatever *frowns*

y/n

stop wasting time!..go there and get your shot now!

yeonjun

*gets up and walks to the counter*

y/n

*watches his inaudible conversation with the nurse at the counter from the table*

namjoon

I can clearly see what's going here.

y/n

*turns to look at him* what do you mean !?

namjoon

he likes you and what's worse is you like him too, I don't approve of this , you can't be in a relationship with a junkie , you can't.

y/n

*angry* stop acting like you know me so well. you're been gone 5 years!.. and I've changed , I don't like him!

y/n

and pleas stop calling my clients junkies *turns again to see yeonjun with his arm out and taking his dose*

namjoon

I'm leaving, but if I find you messing around with him , I'll kill him , you understand me !? *with crazy looks in his eyes stands up & goes

y/n

*doesn't look at him but scoffs*

after a while...

yeonjun

*walking up to the table feeling happy* , where's you brother?

y/n

he left, *stands up finishing her coffee*

yeonjun

did you guys fight allready ?*leaning on the table and smiles at her*

y/n

that's none of your business *walks away from him*

yeonjun

ok..... well what do I do now ?

y/n

*turns around angrily and looks at him* if you could just look at your shitty schedule once you'd know.

yeonjun

ugh! *pulls out his phone from his pocket and searches for it*

yeonjun

uh- I have CLASSES!...F-FOR MENTAL STABILITY!! *looking at his phone in shock and then looks up to see no one near him y\n had allready left

Author

yeonjun decided to go to the classes as he know y\n was allready upset.

Author

3 classes of mental health and councling classes went by and in the 4th one.....

yeonjun

*sweating and feeling cold * [ I took my dose why do I want more] *checks the time* [I have 1 more hour for my next dose but why do I feel-]

yeonjun

uh- can I be excused? *breathing heavily*

counciler: yes

yeonjun

*walks out in a hurry with his fists clenched*

yeonjun

*grabbs his phone to call y\n but his shaking and sweaty hands slow him down*

yeonjun

y-y\n ...help !..i- ca- *moan* I need heroine!, I need something st- *passes out*

yeonjun

*faintly hearing y\n calling him and it gets louder*

y/n

YEONJUN!!

yeonjun

*gasps loudly and gets up in shock to see y\n on her knees on the floor with a worried face and beside her an empty syringe*

y/n

are you ok!?... yeonjun ! answer me!?

yeonjun

*exhaustedly drops his head on her lap and starts sobbing*...it was horrible I HATE IT !!!

why did I ever take drugs!? *sobbs* my life was perfect b-but I ruined it ..... it's all my fault , i ruined everything!!!ㅠㅠㅠㅠ

y/n

NO-...no you didn't , don't you remember why you took drugs in first place!? *confused*

yeonjun

there is no reason *looks at her* I just wanted to try some and now I'm addicted!!

y/n

*grabs his shoulders and lifts him up* yeonjun! Don't you remember!!? *seriously conserned*

yeonjun

remeber what !?...what are you talking about!? *confused*

y/n

Don't you remember Elle?!?....

yeonjun

*blankly stares at her* WHO!?

y/n

*eyes widened with shock* Elle!! y-you don't remember her!??

yeonjun

I don't even know a person called Elle , how would I remember her if I don't even know her...I think your messed up with something else.

y/n

NO!...*searches for something on her phone*

y/n

LOOK!! *turns the screen to him*

yeonjun

*he saw himself but with a pretty girl and they were taking a mirror selfie* WHAT!!??

yeonjun

*looks at y\n* wh- who's SHE!?

y/n

Elle!!!...your girlfriend!!?? *worried about him*

yeonjun

*frowning* I never have a girlfriend and don't have one now what are you saying!?

y/n

*tilts her head to the side and looks at him with worry* come with me *grabs his hand and drags him somewhere*

yeonjun

where are we going!? what's happening!?

y/n

*reaches a room door and opens it *

yeonjun

*reads the sigh in the door* s- scanning ?...wt scanning!?

Dr.Ho

y\n? what are you doing here with him!? *disgusted after seeing them holding hands*

y/n

*let's go of yeonjun's hand* Dr . Ho he does in remember Elle!!?

Dr.Ho

*frown* what do you mean? does he remember everything else?

y/n

Yes he does!?...but not Elle ....how is that possible!?

yeonjun

*wondering what's happening*

y/n

I just wanted to get his brain scans to see why..can I?

Dr.Ho

sure....*turns to yeonjun* lie down

yeonjun

*looks around the room to find only bed , a scary looking one*

yeonjun

*gulp* there?...*points to the scanning machine*

Dr.Ho

obviously!!

y/n

*notices that yeonjun is scared and confused* come here yeonjun *sweetly*

yeonjun

*he walks towards her feelings a little safer with her tone*

y/n

so you just need to lie down here *slowly pushing him on the bed* you shouldn't move ok? and don't be afraid it's not gonna hurt you .

y/n

it's only lights

yeonjun

*shakes his head while he's nervously lying on the bed*

Dr.Ho

are you guys done now? *disgusted*

y/n

y-ya!...*she said without looking at the doctor*

yeonjun

*the bed suddenly shook a little and started moving up into the round circle bright lights were moving around*

Author

they scanned all sides of his head and gave the results for evaluation

yeonjun

a- am I a mental patient?.. or- do I have something wrong with me? o-

y/n

*places hand on his shoulder* I'm not sure *sadly looks at him*

yeonjun

*looks away from her*

Dr.Ho

*walks out of the room and hands y\n the results*

y/n

*grabs it with both hands and focused on reading it*

y/n

t- trauma *she wispered*

yeonjun

trauma!? *peeks onto the papers but understands nothing* what's- what trauma!?

y/n

*looks at the doctor and then looks at yeonjun* you went to sevear mental trauma.... t

yeonjun

WHAT…

y/n

and when your body experiences trauma you get depressed and sad and you just became worse so your brain just washed out all the bad memories

yeonjun

what!?...I never had any mental trauma!...and how is this related to Emily!?

y/n

not Emily !..her names Elle!

yeonjun

whatever...how is it related

Dr.Ho

do you really not know?

y/n

should we tell him?

Dr.Ho

we can't not tell him now , he's to curious

y/n

but what if he gets depressed again?

yeonjun

i- I won't just tell me!

y/n

*grabs his hand and takes him to his room*

yeonjun

please tell me y\n , I promise I won't get depressed ....i- i mean Dr.kim..*fake smile*

y/n

what am I going to do if you get depressed?

yeonjun

I won't !!..I promise!!

y/n

hmmmm... Elle is your girlfriend

yeonjun

yeah! but where is she now?

y/n

sh- she's dead yeonjun...

yeonjun

what how ?

y/n

y - you

yeonjun

I KILLED HER!??!

y/n

NO NO!

y/n

she was in a terrible accident....a- a car accident

y/n

and you were d- driving

yeonjun

so I did kill her

y/n

NO YOU DIDN'T YEONJUN !! this is the same things that you were saying befor !

yeonjun

* looks down while biting his lip*

y/n

look at me ! YOU DIDN'T KILL HER !

yeonjun

*looks up at her and slightly nodds*

y/n

a bike drove into you , and you - you tried to dodge it but the car flipped and ...

yeonjun

*eyes watery biting his lip* mm

y/n

a- are you ok?

yeonjun

mm

y/n

*looks at him trying to hold his tears*

y/n

*hugs him* I can't imagine how you must be feeling right now

yeonjun

* doesn't hug her back because he'll burst into tears if he does*

y/n

it's ok to cry yeonjun *pats his back*

yeonjun

*bites his lip really hard but gives up trying to hold his tears and starts sobbing with his face buried in the gap of her neck and shoulder

y/n

*feels really bad wanting to cry too*

yeonjun

I don't even know her !...why am I crying!?

yeonjun

and I feel sooo bad that I don't even remember her !!. after she died the least thing that she would have wanted is for me to remember her.

yeonjun

*stops talking because he realised that he will scare y\n by saying all these thing and make her think that he is depressed again*

y/n

*stays quiet*

Author

the next day

yeonjun

*walks down the stairs to the cafeteria to have breakfast , picks up a plate of food and sits down on a table*

y/n

*runs up to his table and sits with him* your eating! so your not depressed!?

yeonjun

*pats her head * no , I'm not .

y/n

*grabbs his hand to stop him from patting her head* you're messing up my hair!

yeonjun

*looks around* well I don't see anyone who you want to look nice for? *giggle*

y/n

unlike you I want to look presentable and nice !

yeonjun

*ruffles her hair roughly* there! now you look presentable and nice *laughing*

y/n

*grabbs a bottle of water on the table and starts hitting him with it*

Dr.Ho

OMG! WHAT DID YOU DO TO YOUR HAIR .?.and why are you hitting him?

y/n

he did it! *continues hitting him*

yeonjun

ah! ow! stop! *pretending like it hurts*

Dr.Ho

*grabs the bottle from y\n's hand because she feels bad for yeonjun after yesterday*

y/n

*frowns at Dr.Ho*

yeonjun

I'm done eating , I'm gonna go and get my dose *gets up and walks to the counter*

Author

the the door opens and the 4 TXT members walks in

y/n

excuse me are you looking for Choi yeonjunshi?

Hyuningkai

Yes we are, Dr- *reads her name tag* Dr Kim *smile*

y/n

well he's taking his dose over there but you can wait for him with us *smile*

Author

they all get seated on the table

yeonjun

*walks up* guys! what are you doing here!? *they all hug him*

Beomgyu

*sits down close to y\n*

Soobin

we came to meet you hyung!

yeonjun

*smile*

Author

they all mingle for a while , yeonjun, soobin, taehyun and hyuningkai were talking among them selves but beomgyu was taking with y\n.

yeonjun

*not paying attention to what anyone was saying but just glaring at beomgyu and y\n angrily*

Hyuningkai

*noticed that yeonjun was jealous and smirks* *gets up and goes to sit close to y\n to make yeonjun more jealous*

Hyuningkai

hi Dr.kim , can i call you something else tho? *pouts*

yeonjun

*gets disgusted*

y/n

yeah!..my name is Kim y\n , you can call me y\n *smiles and shakes his hand*

yeonjun

*stares at theirs hands interlocked but controls himself*

Soobin

hyung!

yeonjun

yes!

Soobin

I called you like five times is something wrong?

yeonjun

no nothings wrong *lies*

Soobin

*continues talking*

yeonjun

*pretends to listen but then sees beomgyu tucking her hair behind her ear and after a while hyuningkai pokes his finger in her cheek*

yeonjun

*stands up and hits hyuningkai's hand away from y\n face with anger*

Author

everyone at the table stooped talking and look at yeonjun confused exept hyuningkai ,he was laughing

Hyuningkai

ㅋㅋㅋㅋ looks at your face!!! *points to yeonjun with one hand one his chest and laughing really Hard*

yeonjun

*realised that hyuningkai knows everything and was teasing him but still wants y\n away from them* ...Y\n let's go

y/n

what?..where? *confused*

yeonjun

*grabbs her hand* guys you have to go , y\n and me have stuff to do

y/n

what?..no we don't-

yeonjun

*grabs her wrist tighter*

Taehyun

but hyung we just came here?

Beomgyu

yeah!..and your new doctor friends seem nice *smiles at y\n*

Soobin

ya! hyung is something wrong?

Hyuningkai

ㅋㅋㅋ ya hyung ...IS SOMETHING WRONG!!?...*still laughing evily*

yeonjun

NOTHING IS WRONG !! *yells scaring y\n*

yeonjun

*turns to y\n* come on ! *drags her*

y/n

*obeys him because he looked scary*

y/n

y- yeonjun ...why are we going to your room?

yeonjun

*doesn't answer but drags her in and shuts the door*

y/n

why are you upset yeonjun?

yeonjun

I can't - I can't tell you

y/n

why not?...and why was hyuningkai laughing li-

yeonjun

*points his finger at her face with a crazy look in his eyes* DON'T YOU DARE CALL HIM THAT ! YOU WILL CALL HIM MR.KAI !..

y/n

*realised that he was jealous and starts smiling and her cheeks turned red*

yeonjun

why are you smiling!?

y/n

your jealous aren't you? *sneaky smile*

yeonjun

WHAT NO- you'll never understand , but I'm not jealous *lies*

y/n

stop trying to deny it yeonjun

yeonjun

I will deny it ! because it's not true!

y/n

*gets serious* .....WHAT WAS I THINKING!! *starts sobbing*

yeonjun

*confused but conserned*

y/n

how could I ever think you'll be JEALOUS !! ... you'll never like a girl like me ... I'm ugly and fat and-

yeonjun

*utter regret* no no that's not what I mea-

y/n

*puts both her hand on her face and sobbs loudler*

yeonjun

*tries to remove her hands from her face but she pushes him away*

yeonjun

*sweating* stop crying y\n!.. I'm sorry I yelled at you !

y/n

*pushes him away* it's not about yelling!!... it's about me thinking you like me while is so stupid ! *starts sobbing again*

yeonjun

no your wrong

y/n

my heart is shattered and it's all because of you!! I should probably be with beomgyu or just die-

yeonjun

*frustrated, agitated , heartbroken and confused*........stop!

yeonjun

STOP SAYING ALL THIS ....I LIED Y\N ...I WAS JEALOUS .. BECAUSE I LIKE YOU! !

y/n

*starts laughing*

yeonjun

*utterly confused*

yeonjun

d- did you fake it!!..just to make me tell the truth!!

y/n

*nodds while wiping her crocodile tears*

y/n

no! wait! yeonjun where are you going!

yeonjun

*walks out off the room angrily*

y/n

don't be upset , I'm sorry , I just wanted to get the truth so-

yeonjun

SO YOU CAN MAKE FUN IF ME!!?...GO AHEAD !! *very angrily yelling*

y/n

no yeonjun I- *gets sad and teary*

yeonjun

oh! Stop with the fake tears !! it's enough!!

y/n

but there are no-

yeonjun

I SAID SHUT UP!! .. IT'S ENOUGH *walks away*

y/n

*watching his body get smaller and smaller as tears stars rolling down her cheeks*

y/n

*yells* YEONJUN!!..I FOOLED YOU BECAUSE I LIKE YOU TOO!!.*gets softer* I never wanted to make fun of you *looks down thinking he can't hear