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EP:4 " MISUNDERSTANDINGS "
Author
one week later...
yeonjun
* lost in deep thought* [I haven't seen y\n or Dr. Ho for a week and don't want to, I don't trust anyone anymore
yeonjun
and I've become cold to everyone especially my new mentor because I know they're all the same but I prefere my new mentor rather than y\n
the new one's prettier too-]
Dr. Kim
yeonjun , come downstairs and have your breakfast!! how many times do I have to tell you!?
yeonjun
ugh! *gets up and drags his feet down*
in the cafeteria
yeonjun
[I'm not hungry... I'm just gonna get my dose] *walks to the counter*
Beomgyu
*taps yeonjun* hyung!
yeonjun
*shocked by hearing beomgyu's voice after so long* beomg- *gets cut off by beomgyu hugging him tightly*
Beomgyu
*gets teary* i- i- feel so bad for you
yeonjun
what?! *tries to push him away* why would you feel bad for me?!
Beomgyu
I'm so sorry that I was flirting with her, i- i- can't imagine what you must be feeling like
yeonjun
stop! what are you talking about!?...why would I care if you flirted with anyone!?
Beomgyu
*frowns his eyebrows*... hyung I'm talking about y- y\n...
yeonjun
so?...why would I care about her!?
Beomgyu
*utterly cannot believe what he just heard*. Are you ok?!....why are you acting like you don't know what happened?!...
Beomgyu
I thought you loved her!...even if you didn't...how could you not care!? *upset and angry*
yeonjun
w- what are you talking about , did something happen to y\n? *serious*
Beomgyu
*scoffs* ARE YOU SERIOUS!?
yeonjun
BEOMGYU! DID SOMETHING HAPPEN TO HER!? *agitated*
Beomgyu
SHE'S DYING HYUNG!! SHE MET WITH AN ACCIDENT A WEEK AGO ....SHE WAS RECOVERING BUT SUDDENLY ONE DAY SHE WOULDN'T WAKE UP
Beomgyu
DOCTORS SAID SHE'S GIVING UP....SHW IN A COMA FIR THE PAST 3 DAYS , AND SHE'S GETTING WORSE....* tears rolling down his cheeks*
Beomgyu
*looks down* doctors say.. that s- sh- she not gonna make it *bursts into tears*
yeonjun
*just stands still with a blank face*
Beomgyu
but - why didn't you know about this !? *wiping his tears*
yeonjun
*staring at nothing* ............
Beomgyu
h- hyung?...*turns to see what he's staring at*
Beomgyu
yeonjun hyung!!?. *taps yeonjun's cheek*
yeonjun
it's-
yeonjun
it's all m- my fault *tears wet his red swollen face*
Beomgyu
what's your fault ...no hyung nothing is your fault thus happen because God planne-
yeonjun
no *shakes his head with tears flowing from his eyes like a river flowing downhill and looks down wetting his t-shirt*
yeonjun
I m- was driving when Elle died...a- and i- called y\n a w**re.. she must have- *falls on his knees with his hands on his face and sobbs*
yeonjun
i- I'm a addict!...and a murderer! i- I don't deserve to live *muffled sobbs*
Dr. Kim
yeonjun?!...*runs up to yeonjun pushing beomgyu's shoulder *
Dr. Kim
*kneels down beside him* yeonjun are you ok?! *worried* what's wrong!?
Dr. Kim
*looks at beomgyu* why is he crying?!
Beomgyu
i- I don't know *walks away fast wiping his dripping face*
Dr. Kim
yeonjun!?..ge-
yeonjun
GET OFF OF ME!! *pushed her to fall in the ground and continues crying*
Dr. Kim
I'M TRYING TO HELP YOU! *eyes get waterly*
yeonjun
I DON'T WANT YOUR HELP!!
Dr. Kim
THEN WHAT DO YOU WANT !!?
yeonjun
--- i- i- want----
Dr. Kim
what? what do you want?
yeonjun
*puts his hand in his pocket and removes his phone* Dr. Ho- I- y- -ry i- d- -re*was sobbing so much that he couldn't even speak*
Dr.Ho
who is this? yeonjun? *with a blocked nose and sleepy voice*
yeonjun
y- yes..i- se -er- *agitated because he can't explain*
Dr.Ho
I can't understand what your saying yeonjun , but if you're asking about y\n then your too late you can't apologize to her now
Dr.Ho
and it's all your fault
yeonjun
j- just tell me w- w- where she i-is *trying very hard to talk properly*
Dr.Ho
*sighs* I don't know what you're gonna come here and do now...*sighs again* she's at ----- hospital.
yeonjun
*cuts the calls get up and starts darting out if the place*
Dr. Kim
yeonjun! where are you going!?
yeonjun
*ignores her and runs out of the building, stretches out his hand on the road and a cab stoped near him
yeonjun
he jumped in before the cab could even stop fully and said breathlessly* ------ hospital now!
Author
the cab driver saw his state and immediately started driving.
yeonjun
faster!! *yells while leaning in between the front seats impatiently*
Author
the driver goes faster
yeonjun
*frantically scanning the road to find the hospital*
yeonjun
there! *points to a building* opens the door but the driver stops him because he forgot to pay*
yeonjun
*angrily opens his wallet and flings a bunch of notes to him and runs out of the car and rushes into the hospital*
yeonjun
*runs to the reception * is there a patient named kim y\n here!?
nurse: yes room number 36 on the 12th floor
yeonjun
*runnins to the elevator but it's full so he runs up the steps when he reaches the 12th floor ,he runs all around the floor to find room 36
yeonjun
*stops and stares at the door knob , he places his hand on it and the cold metal of the door knob gave him shivers down his spine
yeonjun
he mustered up the courage to twist his wrist and open the door*
the door clicked open , he slightly pulled it towars him and lifted his eyes up to look in the room
Author
he saw a bed , with an unfamiliar person on it , she was bald with pale lips
Author
the whole half of her face had damaged skin and flesh and blood and her eye was blue and swollen
yeonjun
*thinking he's in the wrong room but then saw Dr.Ho looking at him *
yeonjun
*turned away covering his mouth with tears flowing from his eyes in disbelief*
yeonjun
*he tried hard not to make a sound but soft sobbs left his mouth*
Dr.Ho
*tapped yeonjun's should*
yeonjun
*still doesn't turn around*
Dr.Ho
y- Yeonjun
yeonjun
*hummed in response and turns his head*
Dr.Ho
*turns him around and hugs him but notices that he's very sweaty*
Dr.Ho
did you take your dose?
yeonjun
*solfty* that's not important now
Dr.Ho
*sits him down on a chair and rumages in her bag*
yeonjun
*still crying without a sound and trying very hard not to look at y\n*
Dr.Ho
here *stretches out his hand and gives him the drug in his elbow
y/n
*grunts making yeonjun look at her*
Dr.Ho
she can hear us talking
yeonjun
can she!?...
Dr.Ho
Yes , she has been responding . but doctor say that she can only get better if she feels like she has something to live for-
yeonjun
can I please talk to her alone!?
Dr.Ho
Yes...*gets up and walks out*
yeonjun
*slowly goes to her bed scanning her body and seeing all her scars and bruses*
yeonjun
y- y\n? *trying to sound like he's not crying*
y/n
*no response*
yeonjun
y\n - y\n I- ....I didn't mean anything I said , I just said those things out of jealousy , I can't share you with anyone , but - but
y/n
*grunts*
yeonjun
*grabs her cold hand* y\n c- can you hear me?
yeonjun
I'm so so sorry...I really am...and I didn't mean anything I said , I regreted what I said immediately after I said it i-
y/n
*grunts in a higher pitch*
yeonjun
I'm here y\n *grabs her hand with both his hands*
namjoon
what are YOU doing here!?
yeonjun
*gets up* i- i-
namjoon
*looks at yeonjun's swollen red and wet face had looses his anger*
yeonjun
i-
namjoon
i- it's ok...stay.. I'll leave * turns around and opens the door*
yeonjun
hyung!...i- thank you
namjoon
whatever *goes out and closes the door*
yeonjun
jagg- I mean y\n?
y/n
*a small smirk came on her pale lips*
yeonjun
*smiles after seeing that y\n heard that he almost called her jaggiya*...
yeonjun
*stares at her pale lips and licks his lips*
yeonjun
*caresses her face* hm?...will you forgive me?...and get better?....please?
y/n
*grunts *
yeonjun
even with no hair, and all these marks .... your still pretty...so pretty
so don't think you look ugly ok?...and don't think no one needs you
yeonjun
I need you , Dr. Ho needs you, your brother needs you , your parents need you, and your patients too...do you need more?
yeonjun
so many people need you y\n...so please don't give up ... please don't....... because i-
because i-
yeonjun
because I love you
yeonjun
I really do y\n. and I don't care if you love me back , I just - I just want you to get better and let me protect you , that all I want-
yeonjun
are you blushing!? *big wide smile*
y/n
*blushing*
yeonjun
*laughs*...
Dr.Ho
are you done? *startles yeonjun*
yeonjun
*turns around to see Dr.Ho wiping her tears*...y- yeah
yeonjun
how long were you here?
Dr.Ho
long enough...*checks y\n drip , vitals, oxygen etc.
yeonjun
i- I'm sorry Dr.Ho ....f- for everything....I know I'm trouble ...and I'm sorry for that
Dr.Ho
I'm not the one who you should apologise to
yeonjun
I know but - I just feel like and should.
yeonjun
a- and thank you for being so nice and you know
Dr.Ho
well....your welcome
yeonjun
w- where are her parents?
Dr.Ho
they were just here , the left to get a new set of clothes...but why?
yeonjun
no..I just expected them to be here.
namjoon
I'm with her now right?
yeonjun
*gulp* y- yes hyung
namjoon
you can't take care of her ....so don't think that just because I'm being nice that I'm allowing you to be with her-
yeonjun
I know hyung *looking down*...i- I won't be with her... I'll just be there for her , I'll not try anything with her or anything ,
yeonjun
I'll just be like her bodyguard....and I'll try my best to be a loyal to her and to get clean an-
namjoon
ok! I get it...
y/n
*tears rolling*
namjoon
*wipes the tears*
y/n
*stops*
yeonjun
i- is she sleeping?
Dr.Ho
ya- *turns off the lights* let's go
everyone leaves the room
next day
y/n
*feels itchy and scratches her neck and turns to her side*
yeonjun
and!!?
y/n
*opens her eyes sleeply and hums in response and stretches*
yeonjun
OH! MY GOD! HYUNG!!..DR.HO!! SHE'S WAKE!!
y/n
*opens her eyes wipe realising that she's awake*
namjoon
*runs in and hugs y\n along with Dr.Ho*
yeonjun
OH! MY GOD *big smile with tears in his eyes and covering his mouth*
Dr.Ho
*breaks the hug* what's your name?
y/n
*frowns* y\n!
Dr.Ho
*hugs her again*
yeonjun
*standing and covering his mouth* OH MY GOD!
namjoon
*breaks hug* does anything hurt y\n?
y/n
*shakes her head*
y/n
mom?
namjoon
s- she coming , I'll call her
yeonjun
*still covering his mouth with tears in his eyes* OH MY GOD!!
Dr.Ho
can you stop saying "oh my god" and just hug her allready?
namjoon
*death stare*
yeonjun
*gulp* l-later.....
Dr.Ho
*smiles at there reaction*
y/n
*opens her arms at yeonjun*
yeonjun
*opens eyes wide and points to himself*
y/n
*nodds with her arms still open*
yeonjun
but- *looks at namjoon*
namjoon
*death stare*
y/n
oppa!. please! stop scaring him!
namjoon
*scoffs and goes out to call y\n's mother *
y/n
*looks at yeonjun again with her arms still open*
yeonjun
*goes up to her but hesitates to hug her*
y/n
*grabbs him and huggs him*
yeonjun
*slowly hugs her back tightly*
his eyes close because of the relief
yeonjun
*hears namjoon's voice in the corridor and breaks the hug and rubs the sweat off his palms on his jeans*
namjoon
*walks in* she's on her way * doesn't look at yeonjun
yeonjun
*head spins* [must be because I haven't eaten]
yeonjun
*palms very sweaty and continues rubbing his palms on his jeans*
yeonjun
*head spins faster and feels very cold*
yeonjun
*shivering and breathless* *looks at the time* [11:24]!!!!...
namjoon
yah! are you ok? *grabbs yeonjun arm*
yeonjun
*starts shivering harder* m- my d-dose *grabbs namjoon to hold his balance*
namjoon
D. Ho!! *grabbs yeonjun* HE DIDN'T TAKE HIS DOSE,!
y/n
yeonjun!!
Dr.Ho
*runs to the medicine cabinet and rumages*
yeonjun
*sweating and shivering really hard* Q-QUICK!
namjoon
Dr.Ho ! faster!
Dr.Ho
*runs up with a needle*
namjoon
are you ok now?!.... yeonjun?
yeonjun
*nodds and immediately gets off namjoon and falls backwards but gets back up again and grabs y\n bed railing*
y/n
*utterly worried* yeonjun!! I told you not to skip your doses!! you'll only get wo-
y\n's mom
*walks in really worried* y\n!! *runs up to her and hugs her tight and cries*
yeonjun
where's her father - I mean mr.kim...*wishpers to Dr.Ho*
Dr.Ho
*looks at yeonjun in disbelief* you should really research about your girlfriend
yeonjun
s- she not my girlfriend!...*yet*
Dr.Ho
he died ...few years back...
yeonjun
*gulps his dry mouth* h- how?
Dr.Ho
*looks at him again* OD
Dr.Ho
that the whole reason why she is working here and that's why her brother hates junkies because her father was one.
yeonjun
h- he OD'ed?
y\n's mom
*runs up to hug Dr.Ho, breaks the hug and turned to hug yeonjun*
yeonjun
*looks at y\n's mom with big eyes and moves back a little*
y\n's mom
*going to hug yeonjun but stops* y\n! who is he?
y/n
he's my-
y\n's mom
I doesn't matter you helped her *hugs him tightly*
yeonjun
*freaking out*
y\n's mom
*breaks the hug and pinches his cheek*
Author
*covers his red cheek with his hand and fake similes at y\n's mom*
y/n
*bursts out into laughter that tears came in her eyes*🤣🤣
namjoon
Mom!!
y\n's mom
what?
namjoon
don't hug him
y\n's mom
why!? ....
namjoon
just don't
y\n's mom
but he's cute...*hugs him again*
yeonjun
*petrified*
namjoon
EOMMA!!!!! *pulls her away from yeonjun*
y/n
*still laughing her guts out*
yeonjun
*scratches his neck* i- I'll go...*embarrassed* *walks out*
y\n's mom
aww! he's shy!
namjoon
EOMMA PLEASE!
y\n's mom
*laughs with y\n*
----in jimin's house-----
jimin
*scrolling through y\n instagram*. [I wonder what y\n's doing now?...is she really over me?]
-----FLASH BACK-----
----the time when yeonjun had a nightmare that he couldn't find y\n , and y\n got a phone call saying that she had to go----
jimin
*on the phone* y\n?...hi...I can I talk to you....I just need your help with something
y/n
hello?..ya... I'll be there
y/n
*waves at yeonjun*...I have to go
yeonjun
*waves back*
y/n
*walks out if the building and takes a cab to a bar*
y/n
*walks into the bar , sees jimin and looks down but walks up to him*
jimin
*smiles* y\n! I didn't think you'd come
y/n
yeah well if I didn't you would keep bothering me so...
jimin
*laughs* that actually right
jimin
do you wanna drink *shows y\n the drink that in his hand*
y/n
no thanks, just tell me what you needed help with
jimin
oh! come on!..just one drink... it'll look bad if you come her and not have at least one drink
y/n
just one....you buy
jimin
*smirks* you're as cold as you were before
y/n
*pretends that she didn't hear*
jimin
here's your drink *gives her a glass of liquor*
y/n
what it is?
jimin
it's not poison!..it just something light don't worry
----------
everyone is drunk...
y/n
*couple of drinks later gets up* I'm leaving
jimin
allready?.. *wipes his eyes and smiles sleeply*
y/n
*ignores*
jimin
*falls asleep on the table with a glass in his hand*
y/n
*stubbles out if the building and struggles to walk but forgets the way home so she walk to the rehab*
y/n
*walks into yeonjun's room and knocks down a stool*
yeonjun
hello?
y/n
yeah
Author
---falls asleep on yeonjun ---
jimin
*jumps back to reality*... I'll call her
jimin
hello?
yeonjun
*angry* who is this?!
jimin
*shocked* [a man?] ... I'm - I'm
y/n
yeonjun give me my phone *grabbs the phone from his hand*
yeonjun
*cuts the call before y\n could see*
jimin
[who's yeonjun?]....[I'll message her later]
y/n
what were you doing?
yeonjun
nothing *smile*
yeonjun
[I should research about her.... I'll ask Dr.Ho]
Dr.Ho
yeonjun leave her alone , she has to rest , let's go eat lunch
yeonjun
ya coming! *runs behind Dr.Ho*
----in the cafeteria-----
yeonjun
*smiles at Dr.Ho*
Dr.Ho
*frowns and continues eating*
yeonjun
*smiles again*
Dr.Ho
*throws her chopsticks on the table*. what do you want?
yeonjun
me?..I don't want anything... continue eating..do you want anything more ?.. I'll pay
Dr.Ho
no I don't want anything more....but I want you to tell me what you want... because I know you want something
yeonjun
*fake laugh and stuffs his mouth with food*
Dr.Ho
*clears her throat still waiting for an answer*
yeonjun
*swallows his food* I want your help.. please *aegyo*
Dr.Ho
ugh!..*looks away*
yeonjun
please *still in aegyo*
Dr.Ho
what do you want help in?!
yeonjun
and..
Dr.Ho
huh!?..how am supposed to help-
yeonjun
research about y\n.....I don't know anything about her so....... please
Dr.Ho
hmm... actually your asking the right person about this...
yeonjun
*big smile* so you'll tell me!? *leaning in closer*
Dr.Ho
no *continues eating*
yeonjun
ahh! whyyyy!?
Dr.Ho
shush! stop shouting!!
yeonjun
*gets louder* ahhhhhh!!
Dr.Ho
OK! I'LL TELL YOU STOP SHOUTING!!
yeonjun
*stop shouting and smiles at her*
Dr.Ho
what do you want to know about her?
yeonjun
jimin... who's jimin? *stuffs his mouth with food like a baby*
Dr.Ho
her ex...she met him because of namjoon , he was namjoon friend....and they used to always hang around with y\n ...
Dr.Ho
and then jimin and y\n fell in love and...
yeonjun
why did thre break up?
well...after awhile jimin grew distant from everyone.....and they found out that jimin had become part some mafia
Dr.Ho
and almost tried to kill y\n because she broke up with him ....and that's another reason why namjoon is so protective
Dr.Ho
he couldn't believe that his close friend would do something like this, so he doesn't trust anyone.....and finally 2 years after all this
her dad died of OD ....so she got a job here...and met you ...
yeonjun
but- what about that time when y\n came to my room drunk?....you said she was with him....why would she hang out with him if they broke up?
Dr.Ho
he's like that,he can make people do what they don't want to do.....if she didn't go , he would have probably kidnapped her or something
yeonjun
*angryly scoffs and chews his food angrily*
yeonjun
is there anything else.. about y\n..
Dr.Ho
well maybe...but that for you to find out ...I told you the essiantial stuff...
yeonjun
uh! fine....
Dr.Ho
EXCUSE ME!?...YOUR SUPPOSED TO SAY THANK YOU ..... WHAT'S "UH! FINE"?!
yeonjun
thank you so much Dr.Honim...*giggles*
Dr.Ho
DON'T TALK WITH FOOD IN YOUR MOUTH!
yeonjun
but you told me to-
Dr.Ho
I SAID STOP TALKING WITH FOOD IN YOUR MOUTH!
yeonjun
*gets quiet*
Dr.Ho
I'm done eating in going...... finish your food and then get up!
yeonjun
*nods*
yeonjun
[I should find out about my self too...I don't remember Elle at all, let me call soobin ]
Soobin
hyung! is something wrong why did you call!?
yeonjun
nono nothing wrong ,I just wanna talk to you about something , can we meet ?
Soobin
oh!..ok ...but where?
yeonjun
I'll come out , I'm free now are you?
Soobin
uh!..yeah I'm free...
yeonjun
ok then we'll meet at -------
Soobin
*happy* ok!!
yeonjun
*cuts the call and walks out of the place*
----time skip-----
Soobin
hyung! *sitting at a table and waving his hand to yeonjun*
yeonjun
hello! *sits down on the table*
Soobin
what did you wanna talk about ?
yeonjun
Um...about Her...
Soobin
o.....I thought you'd ask me that one day
Soobin
you guys were pretty close..... actually really close...
Soobin
it was kinda disgusting to be around you both *cringe*
yeonjun
really!?
Soobin
yeah!...we always thought you'd end up marrying her
Soobin
but then all this happened....
yeonjun
*looks down*
Soobin
anyway...
Soobin
oh! you guys broke up for a while too..you were a mess!
yeonjun
why did we break up?
Soobin
ah! just some stupid misunderstanding....but y'all got back together really quick.
yeonjun
*buzz from is pocked , takes out his phone*
yeonjun
*stares at the phone with big eyes*
yeonjun
I have to go!.. sorry , bye...*pats soobin's back and runs out*
Soobin
*thinks for a while and gets up and follows yeonjun*
yeonjun
*reached the rehab*
yeonjun
*walks to the cafeteria and-
Dr.Ho
YEONJUN!!
yeonjun
*stops walking and slowly turns around*....yessss....
Dr.Ho
what did I tell you!?
yeonjun
I'm sorry I- I ate alot I'm full and I had to go somewhere-
Dr.Ho
I don't care....now come on y\n calling you *walks away leading yeonjun*
yeonjun
*follows her* y\n?.. calling me?..why?
Dr.Ho
*just keeps walking*
Dr.Ho
*reaches the door and goes in but asks yeonjun to wait out*
yeonjun
*scared* [what is happening?]
Soobin
yeonjun?
yeonjun
soobin what are you doing here?
Soobin
I followed you because you looked sneaky *walks up to him but- ...trips over a piece of tile stockings out and yeonjun grabbs him but-
yeonjun couldn't hold soobin's weight and fell down with soobin on him just like a cringy kdrama but soobin didn't get off yeonjun
soobin just stared at yeonjun and there faces were in inches away from each other
Dr.Ho
*opens the door to let yeonjun in but see's soobin and yeonjun and covers her face and walks back in*
y/n
OMG! YEONJUN! *saw them from a little gap*
yeonjun
*flings soobin off him* what the hell !? why didn't you get off me!?
Soobin
i- i-