Finding the real me hidden behind pretense
16. Opportunity is something you grab.
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김여주
Slurp)...whoosh..
I have killed many people since long ago,
A flawless person. That was my title.
At some point, the small gap began to grow bigger.
Miko, it meant crazy psycho.
Psycho, that wasn't a wrong word.
When I kill people, I lose consciousness for a moment. It's like I become a different person.
But. But.... I also feel guilty.... I felt a lot of guilt every time I killed a person.
But my boss brainwashes me and tells me to kill him more...
김여주
Phew-)....No....Uh...
But... Boss was my savior....
Will Subin see my inner thoughts and stay by my side?
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김여주
Kwaak-)...You're here....?
최수빈
.....hello?
이시연
....(Cuckoo
이서희
.....(tingle
이서희
Why did you call him, heroine...?
이시연
Huh....if you keep teasing me....I'll go out.
김여주
Be quiet.
이서희
Uh... yeah! Okay
이시연
Okay, I got it, unnie.
김여주
...Subin, can you see into my heart and stay by my side?
최수빈
....uh?
Yeah, it was natural that I couldn't answer at first.
An organization and a boss.... I didn't know that things that only happen in novels could actually exist.
최수빈
....ㅎ I'll be by your side, heroine.
김여주
.......
김여주
Okay, let me tell you my story.
김여주
Crazy Psycho. That's my nickname. I killed a lot of people, and I was flawless... That's who I was.
김여주
Is it okay?
김여주
I...was such a vicious person.
김여주
You too, are you annoyed by this kind of me?
최수빈
...So, how did you feel when you...killed someone...?
김여주
....//(Hwaak
Are you the only one who cares about my feelings?
During that time, many people left my side one by one, telling me it was okay, it was okay.
이서희
Sigh-).... Hey, Lee Si-yeon, let's get out of here.
이시연
What... Seriously, how did you know my name?
이서희
I'm your sister... be a little observant... (dragging
Just-
김여주
Honestly... I think I've always felt guilty...
김여주
When you kill someone, you lose your mind for a moment....should I say that....huh....
최수빈
Pat pat-)....It's okay....It was really hard, right?
김여주
.....but I have to keep doing this.
김여주
Boss...is my savior.
최수빈
..
김여주
Actually, even if I wanted to leave, the boss was much... stronger than me...
김여주
But... I'm planning to leave on the day I turn 20.
김여주
The boss is getting older.
최수빈
...really?
김여주
boss....
I have one year left to become an adult...
In a year, the boss will be 53 years old.
김여주
That day... I will pull out the roots...
최수빈
Cheer up!
김여주
........okay.
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dump_
김여주
Phew.....
My legs feel weak...
김여주
Still....I said......(Single
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