Finding the real me hidden behind pretense

19. Life... or love

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(Cheolkeong-tang)

"Oh! 10 points, that's great!!"

"As expected, you are the boss!"

....(Cuckoo

김여주

It's noisy. CO

이시연

....Phew.

김여주

....Sigh, are you saying that you're becoming a member of an organization to build up stamina? You came in on your own, but you know very well that it's not easy to leave.

이시연

Heh. You know I'm smart, I can go out.

김여주

Oh, you're smart...? Hmm... I don't think so.

이시연

....what the heck!

김여주

By the way, you're the boss... no, I call you the vice boss

이시연

Phew... Boss?

김여주

I think the members of the organization will take me for granted because I'm their vice-boss.

이시연

Um....this is really absurd,,,

김여주

what?.....!!

이시연

Haha... no.

이시연

Anyway, work hard, boss? (wink

김여주

Phew....(Shivering

Tang tang-

.......

thudding-thudding

김여주

.....!!boss

???

.......(snickers) Hello?

slam!

김여주

Ugh...ugh...whoosh

???

You have to bow your head.

???

I think I've been letting you down too much lately. lol

김여주

.....I'm...sorry

???

In the past, you always listened to me...

???

....You know? You're under me....ㅎ

???

From there, you just have to guide my path forward.

Pfft

???

Got it?

김여주

.......yes..

???

Whoosh-) Oh, that's right. Are you playing the charade now? Stop it.

???

It's so fucking funny. Do you think you can be loved like that? Don't be ridiculous.

김여주

......

???

You've already killed so many people, so you shouldn't be loved... lol

???

(Ssaaa) Isn't that right?

김여주

you're right

???

Well then, it's difficult

thudding-thudding

......

김여주

Thud)....huh

Honestly, there were more things that were true.

It was so true that I couldn't refute it even if I wanted to.

No, even if you could refute it, you can't.

I'm just a small, tiny creature.

I don't know what to do from now on.

.....

이시연

(Turbuck) Are you okay, boss?

김여주

Nod)......

....

.....

Dreuk-

김여주

........

이서연

(Gyautung) Hello? You're not saying hello today...? Hmm

김여주

.....(ignore

박지훈

Hey, what's wrong with you?

최수빈

Whoosh).......(anxiety)

이서희

.......sigh...tsk tsk (mumble)

_

Kwaang-

최연준

Sister!!

김여주

....(shudder

Pfft-

김여주

Knock knock knock knock!!!)......(Whoa

최연준

iced coffee

박지훈

Hey, is your shoulder okay?

최연준

Bitter) Yes.....

최연준

I'm going to go see my older sister for a bit!!

박지훈

What the...

....

김여주

.....hello

"....Yeah, it's me....lol"

김여주

.....boss...

"Phew....how is it? Did you tell a secret?"

"Speak up and tell me about your hypocrisy with your own hands.....ㅎ"

"If you don't, you'll...die...lol"

"Oh, and I have to run over and practice as soon as school ends today."

김여주

.....(kwak-)...Okay, I'll go

Knock-knock-knock....

김여주

Phew....(thud)

Squeak_

김여주

after....?!!!!!

최연준

(Shivering).......

김여주

How did you...get...here...

최연준

Sister....right.....? You know....

'Yeah, I was a kid who wasn't loved from the beginning. In that case... haha. Let's just reveal it... huh..'

It might be a little...sad...lol

김여주

.....(crack)

Yeah, I'm acting... I'm good at fooling others... But why am I so bitter....ㅎ

김여주

.....Huh?

김여주

(Sigh-) Did you get caught?

최연준

Ah....no....no....sister....I believe in you.....

김여주

Baby, what are you doing? You have to run away....ㅎ(Baby, what are you doing? You have to run away quickly....ㅎ

최연준

......(sob-)...No....That's not right......

김여주

.....(sigh) Think whatever you want. I'm tired of taking care of my juniors now.

Thump. Thump. Thump

Squeak-

dump_]

최연준

How... Sister... Sister... How could that be...

최연준

(Tuktuk) I... really don't know anything about you...

최연준

...(crack)...

.......

_

김여주

.....

김여주

....Seohee, I have something to say.....ㅎ

이서희

.....huh

이서희

Okay, then tell me now. What are you going to do now?

김여주

.......(gulp)....I don't know either

이서희

Are you love... or... life...?

이서희

Don't just keep crying and looking empty....ㅎ

김여주

....But it will be difficult for me to be loved now.

이서희

.....what?

slap!

김여주

......!!!!

이서희

Make sense!! Can't you see me? What about Subin?? Do you think so selfishly...?

이서희

Siyeon...Seoyeon...Taehyun...Jihoon...we'll all be by your side.

이서희

Well... I don't know much about Choi Yeonjun.

이서희

I will definitely respect your choice!!!

김여주

!!!....thank you...whoa...heh

이서희

Smile-) I will always be by your side.

김여주

huh!