First Love
Confused
"u r too ugly to have these pretty dresses"
Suga
look at this kid.. i don't want other nonsense people to lay their eyes on you. u r too nice to go through all of those shit.
i just stared at him blankly. he was like the angel who was sent to me to console me.. to make me see the sweeter side of the world..
Suga
why r u staring at me like that?
y/n
nothing.. thanks..
he just nodded. and i kinda blushed.
the dinner was amazing. suga cooks really good.
"look at this kid.. i don't want other nonsense people to lay their eyes on you. u r too nice to go through all of those shit."
i kept smiling as i repeated his words in my head. those words made me feel happy.. like it made me feel like someone actually cares for me.
he made me feel like its actually worth it.. surviving all these years managing to create a positive confident personality for self defence.
he was.. nice. not nice.. he was.. a cool nice savage person. and he made me smile.. without a reason.
suddenly my phone rang
its my doc.
Doc
hey y/n.. did i wake u up?
y/n
nope.. i wasn't sleeping
Doc
cool. well.. about the appointment, are u free tomorrow?
y/n
yup. when do i go to u?
Doc
4 pm?
y/n
sure. see u in ur office tomorrow, then.
Doc
ohk cool. good night.
y/n
good night.
i hung up. she is my councillor. since she is quite young, she understands me well.
so no party tomorrow. thank god. and its holiday tomorrow in school.
so i get to spend my entire day at home and then i go there. cool.
YOONGI POV
As i was laying on my bed, i thought about everything. like everything.
y/n told me she has her appointment today and i asked her to text me when she reaches there.
what kind of doc did she go to though.. i am curious. sometimes it feels like she is full of mysteries.
suddenly a text enters my phone
"i am here, boo"
it was y/n.
"ohk, munchkin"
we gave each other nicknames in the morning. it was another sweet moment. i call her munchkin and she calls me boo.
i smiled. she is.. nice. no.. not nice.. she is.. amazing.
another text.
"boo, I'll take long to return"
"why? is the appointment really long, munchkin?" i replied
"yup. she is my councillor. so it takes time"
so she goes to a councillor?
"Oh."
i send it and put my phone on charging.
i didn't know what to do so i just laid there.. doing nothing.. like a jobless 30 year old who has given up on finding jobs..
a few hours later, another text entered my phone. i unlocked my phone and it was jennie.
i opened the message and it was a pic. a pic of someone who looked kinda like y/n.. the girl's hair covered her face so i couldn't see her..
"ur girl, y/n, is a good drinker" she captioned with the pic.
but munchkin was at her doc's office. how would she go there?
some minutes later, jennie sent me a video. a video of the same girl kissing some guy.
"and a good kisser too i guess ;)" she captioned it.
wtf.. who is this girl? and why does she look like y/n.. and y is jennie calling her y/n?
i tried calling y/n. "the number u have dialed, is currently switched off. please try again later"
makes sense. her phone is going to be switched off is she is with her councillor.
some time later, lisa texted me.
"suga, why is y/n hitting on MY man?! she is touching him like she is touching some silk dress"
what.... the.... fuck....
someone called. it was y/n.
Suga
hey y/n
y/n
hey boo. u called?
Suga
yeah. is ur appointment over?
y/n
yup.
Suga
where are you?
y/n
At the bus stop, why?
Suga
wait there. I'll pick u up.
y/n
no no.. its fine. my bus is already here.
"young lady, u r drunk", i heard the driver say from that side of the phone.
y/n
boo, i guess our classmates were somewhere nearby.
Suga
yeah. how do u know?
y/n
because i have seen these drunk girls before in school.
Suga
oh. so he wasn't talking to u?
y/n
who?
Suga
the driver
y/n
no. first of all, i don't drink. secondly, y would my councillor give me alcohol?
Suga
right..
its 9 pm now. and y/n is out.
09:43 PM
y/n
boo! i am back!
she was wearing the same dress as that girl.
she didn't smell like alcohol, though
y/n
what happened, boo? y r u not talking to me?
Suga
just.. something happened. and i am a bit confused.
y/n
oh. what happened, though?
y/n
nothing. go back to ur room.
y/n
oh..
Y/N POV
what's up with suga? why is he acting like that?
i was laying down on my bed, when suga opened the door and sat up
Suga
hey.
y/n
yeah, boo?
Suga
did u meet jennie and all?
y/n
nope. where would i meet them? at my doc's office?
Suga
not funny
y/n
i am not even trying to be funny. i mean it.
Suga
so u r telling me u didn't meet them, right?
y/n
yeah. why?
Suga
nothing. anyway. I don't want to eat anything tonight. would u make urself food?
y/n
sure. but y won't u eat? is ur stomach hurting? acid?
Suga
no its nothing. well I'll leave.
y/n
oh-
he left.. what happened to him..? is he alright..?
TO BE CONTINUED