First Love

Framed

suga hasn't talked to me since the morning.

i am here sitting with jungkook, jimin and taehyung.

y/n

hey

Jungkook

yeah?

y/n

y isn't suga talking to me?

Taehyung

he is ignoring you?

y/n

yeah.. since the morning.

Jimin

did u do anything?

y/n

i don't think so.

Jungkook

there must be a reason he is mad at you.

y/n

i.. but what..?

Lisa

well well look who is here

i ignored her and kept talking to them

y/n

what am i s'posed to do now?

Jimin

idk.. find out the reason?

suddenly i felt someone pull my hair.

Lisa

bitch i got some interesting news about you.

i kicked her leg making her leave my hair and naturally falling down with those cringy shoutings.

Lisa

see what happens to u now.

Jimin

leave her alone, lisa.

she put her phone infront of my eyes. it had the picture.. of my parents.. and my brother.. sehun..

i stared at her phone

Lisa

what? wondering how we got this photo?

nope.. i wasn't even wondering. but i was too busy looking at my brother's adorable face to actually reply her.

Jungkook

who are they?

Lisa

u don't need to know, kid.

she pulled my hand, taking me somewhere.. while i was blankly following her.

its been 8 years since i saw them..

lisa pushed my against the wall and jennie, jisoo and rose came with a smirk on their faces.

Lisa

ready to suffer, little girl?

"u r just an ugly little girl"

Jisoo

look at ur pretty hair.. we are going to make it sticky today

"look at ur pretty eyes.. but ur face just ruins the beauty of ur eyes"

Rose

the pretty clothes u r wearing are going to get ruined.

"u r too ugly to have these pretty dresses"

jennie

we r going to make u a mess

"u r a messed up undesirable kid"

tears filled up my eyes. those words.. are stuck in my head.

they poured some milkshakes on my hair and kicked me and slapped me and all.. but i didn't feel a thing

i didn't defend myself.. i didn't fight back.. i didn't say anything.. i didn't react. i was just.. feeling numb.

IU

LEAVE HER U BLOODY BITCHES!

i heard her.. she was fighting for me.. she was fighting for an undesirable worthless kid.

she took me to the washroom and washed my hair for me. she gave me her clothes and made me change into her clothes.

i finally broke down into tears.. "unwanted! immatured! ugly! undesirable!"

"u deserve to suffer"

i couldn't stop crying.. the voices in my head wouldn't stop repeating those words.

iu hugged me.

IU

are u okay? do u want to go home?

i nodded my head as fast as i could. i needed at be alone.

i wanted to be away from everyone.

i hugged my knees, as i sat next to my bed, on the ground.

i couldn't stop crying.

"worthless!" "undesirable!" "ugly!" "sucker!" "u deserve to suffer!" "u deserve to die!"

those words.. never left my head.

"u deserve to die!" "u deserve to die!" "u deserve to die!"

i kept crying, as i reached for the flower vase near my bed, on the table.

y/n

i deserve to die. i deserve to die.

the vase breaks into pieces as i let it fall on the ground.

y/n

i deserve to die..

i pick up a broken piece of the vase

y/n

i deserve to die..

i hold the tip of the broken piece against my wrist.

y/n

i deserve.. to die..

TO BE CONTINUED