First Love

Maybe..

Suga

idk.. u gotta find that out urself.

y/n

yeah... right..

Suga

that person must be really lucky..

y/n

u will know him when the right time comes.. i am not ready.. to admit my feelings yet..

Suga

same.. lets just wait.. until we r sure of ourselves.. lets keep it a little secret till we r ready.

i smiled and he smiled back.

i am not ready.. i am not ready to tell him he is the one who makes me feel that way.

*knock knock*

someone knocked on the main door and we opened the door

Jungkook

hey.. y/n..

y/n

yeah..?

taehyung, jimin and jk hugged me

Jimin

we r sooo sorry.. we couldn't protect u.

y/n

its fine.. atleast u all care for me.

Taehyung

are you okay?

i nodded

Suga

they hurt her.. the entire shit even made y/n slit her wrist

y/n

yoongi- u could keep it a secret..

Suga

no. u hecking tried to kill urself and now u want me to keep it a secret? girl.. everything is safe with these dorks.

Suga

u can share anything with us. and keeping it a secret won't help. we need to make it clear that u r not someone to be messed with.

J-Hope

u can be free with us.

RM

we will always be there for u

Jin

and.. let me see ur wrist.

they sat on suga's bed and turned on the lights

y/n

it's fine though.. i didn't slit it..

Suga

u were going to.

y/n

but i didn't

Jin

be honest. how many times have u tried this before? there r marks on ur wrist. this can't be the first time..

y/n

it isn't the first time..

Jin

when was the first time?

y/n

u r going to call me crazy

Jin

tell me.

y/n

at the age of 10

Jin

u really ARE crazy

Suga

don't call her crazy. u don't know what she went through.

Jin

what happened? did her parents leave her or something? at the age of ten. as if its something any normal kid would do.

Suga

that's exactly what happened

Jin

what?

y/n

my parents left me at the age of 10. bcoz of my skin tone.

he remained silent.

y/n

its ohk. u don't need to stay silent.

Jin

when was the next time?

y/n

at the age of 13.. the bullying thing was getting worse.

Jin

then..? there r a plenty of marks on ur wrist..

y/n

a few months ago..

they all looked at me

Suga

wtf why would u do that?

y/n

bcoz its the same everywhere. i get haten and bullied. i didn't expect to meet ppl like y'all here

Suga

so u tried to slit ur wrist?

y/n

what else could i even do?

Suga

U could fight back! stand up for urself! like u have always been doing! is that a joke to? u can't end ur life like that?!

y/n

how long could i even endure all that?!

Suga

oh c'mon-

Jin

suga.. calm down..

Jin

y/n.. u can share anything with us. like anything. but don't repeat this.

i kept quiet.

Jin

say something

what does he even want me to say..

Jin

SAY SOMETHING!

Suga

STOP SHOUTING AT HER! SHE WON'T REPEAT IT. OHK?!

Jin

i- i am sorry.. i didn't mean to shout..

y/n

its ohk.. and thanks..

Jin

for what?

y/n

for everything. y'all mean a lot to me.

Jimin

u r making me emotional

i started tearing up too

y/n

sorry i didn't mean to-

Suga

look at u kid, why would u cry? stop crying, munchkin.

he wiped away my tears with his sleeves

y/n

thanks boo

i never even thought that i would actually have these great angels in my life

TO BE CONTINUED