First Love

Past

Suga

what did they do to u? and why didn't you fight back?

y/n

they.. showed me the picture of my family.. my parents hugging my brother tight.. and they said things which my parents used to say me too.

y/n

i- i just got a little.. emotional.. i just.. i just became a mess..

Suga

and/or..

suga said pressing my palms with his

Suga

tell me everything that happened. ohk? u being such a wreck.. makes me want to.. i don't know.. i don't how to explain it..

Suga

but seeing u so upset.. and seeing u trying to slit ur wrist.. it..

i could see his tears tracing down his cheek.. in the dim light..

i asked him not to turn on the light.. darkness is kinda comfortable..

i wipe his tears with the sleeves of my shirt.

Suga

it makes me crazy.. it hurts.. in my heart.. i.. i just want u to be alright.

y/n

suga... boo.. don't cry. k?

Suga

would u share ur story with me..?

i nodded

Suga

may i share my story with u too..? no one knows about it.. except for the boys..

i nodded

y/n

i would love to hear u out, boo..

Suga

thanks..

y/n

no problem.. so lets start with my story.

he nodded.

y/n

so.. i was born in a family.. where u would normally take birth with a golden spoon in ur mouth. my parents.. are rich. like.. super rich.

y/n

but i was born.. with a little different skin tone.. i have a darker skin tone.. i lot darker than them..

Suga

that makes u more beautiful..

y/n

thanks.. but no one ever thought like this before.. when i was around 6 years old.., my neighbours wouldn't let their kids play with me..

y/n

in school.., i had no friends.. i even got bullied... i talked to my parents about it.. but they just didn't care.

y/n

they always loved my brother more.. he was the kind who was born with a diamond spoon in his mouth.. but i didn't mind.. i loved them.

y/n

i loved my parents.. i loved my brother.. i still do.. but.. i am just.. kinda.. they make me cry.. the past makes me cry..

y/n

when i turned 10, they yelled at me like everyday, screaming at me for being 'different'.. for being 'ugly'..

Suga

but u r the prettiest girl i have ever seen..

i could feel my cheeks getting wet.. by my tears..

y/n

they left me.. they gave me money and the house.. i was just of 10.. no one heard my cries.. a lady came to give me food till the age of 15.

y/n

but ik she hated me too..

in sight

y/n

i learnt martial arts by myself.. and i learnt to act tough.. but.. how couldn't be strong enough to act tough even if i get emotional..

y/n

ppl like u don't exist everywhere uk.. u 7 r probably the only people who are nice to me..

Suga

don't say that..

i could feel myself crying..

y/n

everybody said i deserve to die

he hugged me..

y/n

everyone said i am bad.. and different..

he kissed.. my forehead..

Suga

don't say that munchkin.. u r amazing. u really are different. u r the best living creature afterall.. u r better than everyone.

i hugged him.

y/n

thank u boo..

Suga

don't thank me little girl..

y/n

i hugged him a little tighter and stayed like that for a while before letting go.

Suga

now its my turn.. my story..

y/n

yeah.. the story which made my boo sad.. i will hit everyone who made u sad.

Suga

haha why would u do that?

y/n

bcoz u r my boo.

Suga

haha. u r so sweet little kid..

he kissed my forehead again.

why is his touch making my heart flutter? why does my heart start beating 10 times faster whenever i see him?

TO BE CONTINUED