First Love

Stop being sorry

Suga

Yes!

y/n

what?

Suga

good morning

y/n

yeah good morning to u too

Suga

listen to me

y/n

i am listening

Suga

can u stop trying to take the coffee powder from the shelf and sit down on the couch for a while,

y/n

can u come here and help me get it down then?

Suga

no i won't

i glared at him

it's morning and i love having coffee every morning and so does he.

he usually makes coffee for the boh of us bcoz we get uo at the same time, but i woke up late today. or maybe he woke up early. idk.

y/n

why?????

Suga

bcoz i am still mad at u for trying to kill urself.

y/n

i told u i am sorry

Suga

not enough

y/n

then what else do u want me to do for u to forgive me?

Suga

i want u to sit down on the couch and listen to me.

i sighed and sat down on the couch, folding my legs, beside him.

y/n

what is it?

Suga

do u still have nightmares?

y/n

nope! they r all gone now.

i said with a smile

Suga

good.

he smiled back

Suga

so the thing is i might be home late at night sometimes today onwards. i will inform u if i get late.

y/n

why? did u get a girl?

Suga

i-

y/n

huh.. of course, with ur looks how can someone even be single?

Suga

u just said that i look good

y/n

as if u didn't know already. anyway who is that girl?

Suga

wait-

y/n

someone among the girls in our class? wait.. is it the girl who once flirted with u in the cafe?

Suga

no-

y/n

then is it the gurl who keeps staring at u like u r a tv and her favourite movie is on?

Suga

wait what?

y/n

or wait.. its probably not IU, right?

Suga

no way

y/n

it can be anyone.. almost every girl in the entire school drools over u.. is it-

he started laughing

y/n

what?

Suga

ahy? are you jealous?

he said nudging me with his elbow

y/n

huh. why would i be jealous?

Suga

oh yeah? then why r u so worried? and how do u know about who keeps staring at me and all that, even i don't know all that.

i divert my eyes from him and i felt my cheeks getting a lil hot

Suga

do u.. perhaps like me too?

i look at him again

y/n

i am not like other girls, u know

Suga

ik u r different. u r cooler..

i smiled

Suga

and prettier..

he was smiling too

Suga

and more childish.

back to his sarcastic expression.

y/n

childish?

Suga

the other girls in our school who don't fight back either don't know fighting or are complete nerds.

i looked at him blankly

Suga

but uk how to fight, and u r not a nerd. then why tf didn't u fight back? do u think i am kim shin from goblin, and u r eun tak of goblin?

i just kept looking at him

Suga

u can't summon me everytime u r in danger. i might not be there to protect someday! then r u going to kill urself when m not around?!

i smiled. he cared for me so much.

Suga

why r u smiling? do u know how scared i was yesterday? all of my blood got dried because of u!

y/n

i am sorry, boo, and thank u so much for caring for me.

i said hugging him

y/n

are you still mad at me?

Suga

i was going to be. but u ruined it. how can i be mad now? u r just a little kid.

i laughed.

y/n

yeah i am a little kid and u r a 70 yr old grandpa

i laughed.

Suga

do u have dissociative identity disorder by any chance?

(Dissociative identity disorder is a disorder characterised by the presence of two or more personalities in a single person)

y/n

no i don't. but why?

Suga

u were so vulnerable and insecure yesterday and now u r so tough and savage.. like its such a great transformation overnight. wow!

y/n

haha i know right? i have different filters too. i am a person afterall.

Suga

i can see that.

y/n

u didn't even tell me the reason why u r going to be late. whom r u dating?

Suga

do u really think i am that kind of a person? like someone who would stay out late leaving u alone just bcoz of some girl?

y/n

u r atlking as if i am the most precious thing in the entire universe-

Suga

u r a little kid. i can't leave u alone like that for any stupid reason. especially after tomorrow.

y/n

then what's the reason?

Suga

i will be over at RM's. we r working on a song. so it might take us some time completing the sound track and the lyrics.

y/n

oh.. i am sorry for misunderstanding.

i put his finger on my cheeks and poked it.

Suga

stop being sorry

y/n

why?

Suga

bcoz i said so.

y/n

yeah?

Suga

yeah

we both smiled at each other

TO BE CONTINUED

hey guys i am so sorry for uploading late

my exams were going on

and i am so sorry this episode wasn't worth making u wait for so long.. but tomorrow's episode is going to be amazing! i promise!

anyway. i wwill upload the next ep tomorrow.

lots of love

♡