First Love

A beautiful LIE

Mama

Y/N have you consider what i've told you before about your Tita Alex Son ?

i put on my headphones. I hate this drama, mom keeps telling me this over and over again.. What does she think of me? Just okay?

Just give it away? I don't want that---

Mama

Im talking to you Y/N, put away that headphone or i'll throw it myself.

Y/N

" Mama naman "- i stand up and tryng to leave the house ..

Mama

" dont walk out on me .. this is for your future Anak .. iniisip lang kita. thats why i keep on bugging you regarding this one "

Y/N

"Are you really thinking about me, ma? Or do you just want to expand your business with aunt? Ma, don't use me as collateral---"

(**slap**)

I almost cried from pain and resentment when my mother's hands touched my cheek.

Mama

"S-son, I'm sorry.. I was just shocked. I didn't mean to--"

I didn't mean to disrespect her, because if I turned the world upside down, she would still be my mom. It's just that -- I can't breathe...

i was able to get out of that apartment while trying to catch my breath .. i-i really cant breath ..

In my hurry, I didn't remember to grab my bag, even my inhaler.. I was about to go back but..

Mama

Y/N where are you going? Come back because we're not done yet.

Y/N

"Mom, l-let me think about it.." - I continued walking away..

Mama

" Thinking about it ?? until when? Your father and I are old. And you're not young --- "

Y/N

"I have someone else to love, Ma.. So please.. let me love the one I want, let me be happy with the right person.."

Mama

"Do you have a boyfriend? Break up with him right now, I already said yes to your aunt to arrange a marriage between you and her son."

Y/N

"I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS" - and I couldn't stop crying. Why do I have to go through this!

Do I have to obey even if what is happening is not right? Will I turn a blind eye?!

Should I just follow them because they are my parents even though it hurts and I know I won't be happy? 😭

Mama

Don't cry for me Y/N.. you're 27 ---

I turned away from her and walked away.. Mom was saying something else but it wasn't registering in my brain.

I can't even see what I'm going through because of the tears that are coming out of my eyes..

I'm about to enter the elevator at ---

Mama

"Where are you going? We're not done talking yet --" Mama blocked his hands so the elevator wouldn't close completely..

Y/N

"Ma, please not here .. "

I suddenly felt embarrassed about my mom's situation because there was a man wearing headphones who could see our situation.

Mama

"Then come out!! This is a warning Y/N.." - he tried to pull my hand out of the elevator..

Y/N

"M-ma Please stop. I don't want to get married" - I almost struggled in mom's grip as my tears continued to pour.

Mama

" Wether you like it or not you'll --- "

Yoon

" i think you need to let go of her hands. if she doesnt like it, then let her be . . . . Ma'am "

I look at him, and trying to come up with the most unreasonable idea ..

I tried to break free from Mama's grip, I faced the man next to me --

And I hugged him tightly..

-- end of chapter 1 -- if it's him you'll see.. maybe I'll really get a hug 😂