First love

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I sometimes think about what first love means.

If it was literally your first love, do you count it as the one you had in daycare?

I liked her unilaterally, but can I say it was my first love?

So I just think of my first love as my first love

I also want to experience my first love.

The problem is that I always have unrequited love.

Every time I feel like I'm in a heartbreaking unrequited love that's not just unrequited love, I feel miserable.

I felt so upset every time I saw the love and breakup posts she made.

I think I've become a bit numb now because it's been a while

But sometimes, when a breakup song or a heart-fluttering love song appears in the story that kid uploads,

He just laughs and comes out of his account.

My heart hurts a little, but I think I'll feel better if I don't do that.

Even if I try not to look at you or think about you all day, I can't help but keep missing you.

I feel pathetic for going to school with excitement every time I go, even though I made a fuss all summer long about how I don't like him anymore.

If you're a gold digger, why do you have such a long unrequited love period?

I like feeling a lot of excitement, but I don't feel that emotion alone, so I hate myself for being a gold digger.

If I were to date her, I'd only feel excited every day. I know she likes me too, so I think every day would be happy.

I don't know when my first love will begin.

I wish it started tomorrow