I am a manager
Celebrity disease



Was it just my greed to hope you guys wouldn't be like that...?


Although there were many things that happened leading up to BTS's debut, they successfully completed their debut and even won the Rookie of the Year award that year, so the members were starting to feel a bit more confident.


์ ๊ตญ
Hey bro!! โโ noona from โโ group asked for my number, and she actually contacted me!๐ Isn't that amazing?!!


ํํ
Ma..... Hyung...... is already exchanging messages aaaah๐


์ง๋ฏผ
Ah~~ The juniors and seniors are telling us how cool we look~~ Wow~~~ We really made it?!!๐


์ ๊ตญ
When I go to school, my friends line up asking for autographs~ ๐


์์ง
Wow... our maknae is amazing! You know, I went to school for a lecture and the professor suddenly asked us to introduce ourselves. So I said, "I'm Jin from BTS," but... everyone gave me a look that said, "Who is he?" ๐ฅฒ


ํธ์
Hahahahahahahahaha So what?


์์ง
Well... so what? You don't really know, do you? I'll work harder.... and that was it.... Even the professor looked embarrassed lolololololol


๋งค๋์
Hahahaha, that must have been awkward for both of them. Yeah, just work harder so people recognize you. Hahaha.


์ํ์ฅ
Look at this! What makes you think you're so special that you're just chatting away instead of practicing?! Hey! Park Jimin and Kim Taehyung, did you guys go eat hamburgers yesterday?


์ง๋ฏผ
Ah! Yes;;;; Wait.....

?!!! Huh??? I didn't hear that.....


์ํ์ฅ
Manager! A photo just went up on social media. Why didn't you report it?


๋งค๋์
Ah... yes... I'm sorry...


์ํ์ฅ
Ugh... I can't trust anyone with this!

My former team leader stormed off in anger, and I felt a surge of irritation too.


๋งค๋์
Park Jimin! Kim Taehyung!!!


์ง๋ฏผ
yes;;;;


ํํ
yes;;;;

Looking at the kids' expressions, I thought they couldn't have done anything wrong, so I told them to go to the practice room and calmed my anger down by myself.

Although the boys listened better than the other kids, controlling seven men wasn't easy, and getting scolded by the former team leader every day was becoming increasingly burdensome.



์ ๊ตญ
Guys?!! My new iPhone is here!!! Wow~~~ Isn't it pretty?? Hahahahahahahahaha


์ง๋ฏผ
Again and again~ Jeong-gu~ Why do you keep copying your hyung~ Do you like him that much??? Hahahahaha


์ ๊ตญ
Ah~ What's wrong again~~ lololololol


์์ง
You haven't had your new phone for very long, have you?


์ ๊ตญ
A new series just came out, so I have to buy it~~ lol. I heard new earphones are coming out soon too lol.


ํํ
Ah!! I should have waited just a little longer;;; Namjoon hyung lost my iPod last time so I just bought a new one;;;


๋จ์ค
Hey hey...... What era are you talking about....... ๐;;;; But in the end, at least we found it.....๐;;


ํธ์
Hahahaha Manager~ Aren't you going to change your phone?


๋งค๋์
I want to switch too, but I still have a lot of time left on my contract ๐ฅฒ


์ง๋ฏผ
We can just pay the contract~ You should switch to an iPhone too, Manager~ If you're the BTS manager, you have to use an iPhone~ lol This apple!! Just how pretty is it~


๋งค๋์
How could there be such a thing? A cell phone is a cell phone.๐;;


ํํ
Manager, you haven't bought Bluetooth earphones yet, right?


๋งค๋์
I don't even have time to listen to music ๐ฅฒ


ํํ
Ah~~ I can't take it!! I'm going to have to buy the manager some bean sprouts!!


๋งค๋์
I'm not buying it because I don't need it!! You guys...... Everything's great, but don't just spend money recklessly;; You're all so extravagant these days....

Lately, I've been shooting commercials and getting a lot of money from settlements, so I'm buying more than before...... ๐ณ.........

I've been nagging more lately....๐ I shouldn't be like this....... I'm sure they'll figure it out on their own.....

I thought I shouldn't nag, but something happened.


์ํ์ฅ
How do you even manage these kids!!!!! You didn't even check who they were meeting!!! What were you doing for an article to come out first!!!


๋งค๋์
Ah... I'm sorry...


์ํ์ฅ
You're always saying "Sorry, sorry!!!" Do you come to work just to do that?!! We need to be in sync to get any work done!! What kind of nonsense is this?!! Ugh!!! It's driving me crazy!!!!


While the BTS members were rehearsing for the music show, I was pushed around and scolded at the company... In the midst of that, I don't know what I was thinking, but I relied on a caffeinated drink and headed back to the broadcasting station.


When I entered the waiting room, only Yoongi and Seokjin were there, and the staff were also leisurely sitting around.


๋งค๋์
............ Cheolmin....... Where did everyone go?


์ฒ ๋ฏผ๋งค๋์
I said I was just going out for a moment and went out... Ah! There he comes~

The five people who had gone out entered the waiting room excitedly, fiddling with their cell phones.


๋งค๋์
Ugh... Guys, let's talk. I'm sorry to the other staff, but could you please make some space?


์์ง
Manager, is something wrong?


๋งค๋์
Where have you guys been?


๋จ์ค
I just went out for a bit~ I told Cheolmin hyung~ hehehe

Just then, the children's cell phones rang with a notification sound, and everyone seemed excited as they shared text messages.


์ค๊ธฐ
Guys! The manager is talking right now! Let's check our phones later!


์ง๋ฏผ
Ah! Yes;;;;

At Yun-gi's urging, the children, who had been laughing and chattering away, fell silent... Seeing them like that, a sense of despondency washed over me... I struggled with what to say and how to bring it up. As I looked up at the ceiling, a sigh escaped me involuntarily.


๋งค๋์
Iโm giving you guys more freedom compared to other places, and thatโs what PD Bang wants, too. But I told you to just tell me where youโre going and what youโre doing when you go out.


๋งค๋์
But lately you guys haven't been in touch at all, yet I keep hearing about you from here and there... What am I supposed to do for you? I just got absolutely chewed out at work, and you guys are having the time of your lives...


๋งค๋์
Do I have to pressure you guys and make you unable to do anything like the other male managers???


๋งค๋์
Or do you hate me?


๋งค๋์
Or can't at least one of you take care and tell me? Kim Namjoon?


๋จ์ค
Ugh... Manager... I'm having a hard time too.... And how am I supposed to take care of everything, even the kids leaving???

Everyone looked at me with tired faces.


๋จ์ค
To be honest, our schedule has too much time for choreography practice, and we need some rest time too. Itโs just schedule, practice, schedule, practice, so isn't it possible that we might not be able to contact each other?


๋งค๋์
You guys have been practicing choreography all along, and since you live in the same dorm, don't you ever talk to each other about who goes out or what anyone is doing??? Are you guys just close friends for show???


๋งค๋์
Not only Namjoon, but Hoseok, Yoongi, and Seokjin, can't you guys even send a text once??? Am I the weird one???


๋งค๋์
My youngest, you guys are still young, but aren't you old enough to know right from wrong? How long do I have to keep chasing after you guys and looking after you?


ํธ์
Oh well... I guess everyone was too tired to notice;;;; Manager, please cheer up๐


ํํ
No... honestly, why are you getting so angry just because I missed contacting you once or twice?


๋งค๋์
Did you forget that you ate a hamburger without saying anything a few days ago and got photographed?


์ง๋ฏผ
We just stopped by briefly on our way back after practice. We were uncomfortable being photographed while eating, too, but we didn't realize it would be a problem.


๋งค๋์
I mean, you even got photographed, so why are you saying anything?!!!

Both I and the BTS members were getting emotional, and that is when the former team leader came in.


์ํ์ฅ
What?!!! Whatโs with all the noise?!!! Huh?!! Donโt you know that if a hen crows, everything goes wrong?!! Huh?!!


๋งค๋์
..................

In that moment, various thoughts flashed through my mind.

Why do I have to hear even this?

I thought I was doing my best in my own way...

There was no one to work, and even when people came in, they quit. I really worked hard, but...

I wanted to be a good manager for you guys, and I hoped and believed you would become good singers, but I guess that was all just my greed.......


๋งค๋์
I'm sorry, Team Leader. I can't do this anymore. I'm sorry.

I could hear the former team leader's angry voice coming from the waiting room, and the staff waiting outside all looked at me with worried eyes.


๋งค๋์
Cheolmin, I'm sorry. You're working hard......

Jiyeon (the hair and makeup team leader) followed me, but only said she was sorry and left the broadcasting station.