I'm a solo singer, but... ((IU

Self-harm and... a new light

Self-harm...what is self-harm...

What hurts me... or what makes me happy?

Well then... try it and you'll find out...

Swish...swish...

There was blood on the cutter knife...

There's a sea of ​​blood on the floor...

How is it?... Happy... Sad...

no..

This...takes away the stuffiness...

really...?

Well then... let me ask...

What if you don't self-harm?

"I feel so frustrated... I have to self-harm to get rid of the frustration."

"I'm going crazy"

If I shout "Yahoo" loudly on the mountain, will the feeling of being suffocated and going crazy go away?

no

It doesn't disappear...

Why...is that so...?

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This is... because my heart is so hurt...

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How big is the wound in my heart?

At least the happiness...the sadness...it's a wound that can't be healed even if you combine them all.

Why do you know so well?

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Me too...because my heart is deeply hurt

What do you want to be when you grow up?

???

"I'm a celebrity"

???

"I'm angry"

???

"I'm a dancer"

Everyone must have something they want to do..

But... no...

Someone...hasn't decided on a dream...why?...because it's hard...

People who self-harm...people with depression...people with social phobia...

These people... are having a hard time...

People with depression... do things like become celebrities or idols?

I have to laugh... then it'll be hard...

People with social phobia...have a job that involves performing on stage.

Well... it's hard... and you might get wiped out...

People who self-harm... some people think that these people have mental problems...

Do you want to do all these things?

No, even if I don't want to do it... I have to do it...

Because it's hard...

Because there is no one to comfort me...

Because there is no one who believes in it...

and...

There's something I didn't say...

This is a secret that I'm keeping just for you guys.

Do you have any true friends?

A friend who cries when you cry and laughs when you laugh.

I don't have...

Why?...

I... don't laugh...

Even though I'm sad, I don't cry...

It's too...difficult...so...there's nothing like that...

And... I'll tell you a secret...

A secret... that only I know... a secret...

Have you ever seen a light other than blue or yellow?

Then...come to me...

I'll tell you... that light

I know...all about light

Should I tell you?