Is it hard...?

flower

I have white flowers

But the bigger it got, the less I saw the flower.

The white flower I saw one day was red and had a wound.

I was surprised to see the flower, but I didn't have time to be surprised.

When I saw the flower again after some time, it had turned black and had thorns.

I got a wound when I tried to touch it after a long time.

And now that I saw the flower again, its stem was broken and dead.

The interpretation of this eagle is...!

"I have a white flower"

Here, the white flower refers to my pure self.

"But the bigger I got, the less I saw the flower."

It means that because you are so concerned about your grades and relationships with friends, you are unable to reflect on yourself.

"The white flower I saw one day was red and had a wound."

It means that the scars from friendships and academic stress have accumulated and changed color.

"I was surprised to see that flower, but I didn't have time to be surprised."

I expect that you will be aware of your own wounds but will not have time to care.

"When I saw the flower again after some time, it had turned black and had thorns."

His wounds are getting worse and he is becoming so bad that he cannot trust people.

"I got hurt when I tried to touch it after a long time."

It gets so bad that you can't even trust yourself and it hurts you.

"And now that I see that flower again, its stem is broken and dead."

It gets worse and I decide to commit suicide.

Yes... It's the birth of Mangle... I thought I wouldn't be able to upload it on Monday, but I just wrote it because I thought of the material...

Everyone, and I used to be okay without comments when I wrote stuff like this, but these days, I'd appreciate it if you'd leave some comments...

Well then, bye!