Is it hard...?

Outcast

Have you ever been ostracized?

I'm being treated... haha

It was just... so hard

I wanted to die and not live, so I said it was a mistake last time and tried to go up to the rooftop...

Seriously... it was so hard. It felt like the world wasn't on my side. My friends from school were already close with each other and were trying to exclude me.

These days, I'm hanging out with a few boys, and the girls seem to call me a vixen.

I was so frustrated and upset that I said I had a headache and went to the infirmary. When I went to the infirmary, I felt a little better.

Is it really lonely being an outcast...? Bullying is completely blatant, but being an outcast is being ostracized little by little, so it's really lonely...ㅎ

It's so scary and hard to see my friends leaving me one by one, but there's nothing I can do? lol

Ah, these days when I go to school, the kids don't give me much material for the school stuff I write, but this stuff gives me a lot of material...?

So maybe this is really far from the end... a billion light years away?... lol

I guess I should end it here, but these days, stories are short...? Sorry...

Well then, bye....