IT WAS ALWAYS YOU

I'M STILL HERE PART 1

03:30 PM

Lucky charm's pov:

today was the day I have been looking forward to since months after I started to let go of y/n.

yes I did let her go after when she came back because somewhere in my opinion I knew she won't be able to live with me even though we'll try

I chuckled as I dressed up so that y/n won't find me out...and a mask I designed in which I have been living all my life.

I got out of it it's because of y/n's courageous words and loving soul which always comforted me ..

you might think am crazy to let go of this now...but you will know ...sooner.

it's for the bes-

my thoughts came back to senses after Jungkook came in , smiling weakly

JUNGKOOK

hyung...you okay?

I chuckled at that question , Jungkook...my only little friend like brother

???

yeah buddy! why would you get a doubt like that ?

JUNGKOOK

no- I mean ...hyung...don't leave..please?

???

shh...come here.

I hugged Jungkook as I looked at my luggage and laughed inside

why are you like this lucky charm? haha laughing crazily

when you let go of some feelings and that's when I too let go like a lot people did

and realised it was love afterall...my love was al in blue

???

bun ..am leaving for myself and to get better for a while, later I will be back .

JUNGKOOK

sure but promise me hyung that you will not let go of our relation

I smiled sadly at him , he truly grew up as a man but still his eyes. ..don't it makes me sadder .

I nodded slowly as Jungkook hugged me tightly while I patted him

JUNGKOOK

I will wait for you outside ..

???

okay! am coming

the door was left open for me to walk out of someone's life whom I comforted for more than 6 years

my baby y/n take care of gguk. gguk should care for y/n. jeorum should grow with love.

these are my wishes before I leave this mask. my angel may these come true and let y/n get over her past.

...I looked at the walls of my house which were filled with comfort words I scribbled when I heard that y/n left to Hong Kong

let's do this please ...I can't keep on dancing on this thin line

here I go as myself.

to y/n as her lucky charm

for myself as I wanted to be .

end of lucky charm's pov.

03:45 PM

y/n's pov.

I chuckled as Yoongi joked with sochul and hoseok about lucky charm's letters

I looked out to see a tree with pink flowers it was the spring I wished for in my life . you truly gave that to me lucky charm

Yoongi held my hand in his , and looked at me with a soft gaze

YOONGI

be honest with him atleast, okay?

I nodded before I looked at the window smiling brightly in my life after years .

I afterall will only choose Jungkook all over again ..I don't know why ..but h-he's struggled for me ... waited for me

I couldn't agree that my lucky charm will be left alone ...all alone ..lonely.

why.... can't I hold him in my heart? it was just never...

I looked outside the window with glistening tears in my eyes ... lucky charm just don't let go of yourself, hmm?

he's one of the most bravest person I ever saw ....truly his words comforted me , Jungkook and my friends

without anyone knowing you became a part of us ...you created a family ..

HOSEOK

uh-hem! we are here !

hoseok reminded me as I looked at han river

just like the pleasent waters which behold a lot of tears I am sure lucky charm has a lot too..

just after this...don't leave me ...

jebal.....that's my only wish

end of y/n's pov.

the whole place was filled with lights just like lightning all the souls there

NAMJOON

aish only if tae was here he would be running around

JIMIN

tae called me just before 10 minutes hyung , he's in a shoot and told he will be back sooner.

NAMJOON

that's good. make sure to tell him not to eat spicy food jimin-ah

JIMIN

of course I will.

NamJun and jimin came after dropping jeorum at Mr and Mrs Min's house as they thought it's for the best .

YOONGI

wait is it like an aisle?

Yoongi was awestruck with the decorations

SOCHUL

he's such an sweetheart , I hope he's happy too.

sochul said as she let go of y/n's hands

y/n sat at the bench near as the others were wandering the place

YEONJUN

worried?

Y/N

no... h-he's here and I- am getting a bad feel about this...Yeon..

YEONJUN

one thing is he will never leave you sis , he stayed at your worst and he will be staying at your best too.

yeonjun said as he gave a encouraging smile to y/n before he left with Seokjin and his friends

H.KAI

before I go ..I wanna tell you one thing sis ...

y/n smiled and nodded .

H.KAI

I hope you won't let go of him too.

y/n nodded .

yoongi's pov :

I looked around to see y/n and kai talkin'

I smiled while jin hyung joined me .

SEOKJIN

worried? or afraid?

i smiled slowly

YOONGI

worried and afraid for the boy..who helped y/n always ..he must be a good person but still he can't share his love with y/n..

SEOKJIN

well...anyways we can help him once he's gonna reveal himself , right?

I agree to it but...it's heartbreaking .. that's what I thought..

I don't even know him...but he made me concerned for him...such an kind soul he must be..

I only wish the best...

I nodded to myself as y/n walked towards me .

YOONGI

what is it , dear?

Y/N

I feel pain Yoongi...is he g-gonna leave me ?

I smiled kindly before holding her hands in mine .

I took a deep breath.

YOONGI

when I first saw you in the cradle ,crying , while everyone were happy about your birth

YOONGI

I was worried and was angry about why they were happy about you crying ..

YOONGI

but little did I know that you just came into this world , afraid of this new light in your darkness

YOONGI

so y/n, there will be me protecting you always , if your afraid remember when you first saw jeorum. or maybe about the beautiful moments

YOONGI

it can include the most painful ones ...cause I was so worried about you when you were little but as you grew up , you did well princess.

YOONGI

all my worries went away as now your here waiting for someone who helped you. you stood up ran , cried , smiled .

YOONGI

so what's there to worry?

YOONGI

he will stay. he stayed for you all these seven years.

I didn't know but all I want is for y/n to smile and abandon all negativity for now

Y/N

Pabho!

y/n hugged me crying while jungkook arrived smiling at us . I knew someday she will leave with someone whom she will trust.

you will always be the Yoonji for your brother dear

end of yoongi's pov.

Jungkook's pov:

y/n looked at me doubtfully

I could never keep my mask before her , truly.

JUNGKOOK

umm...whatcha looking at?

Y/N

Nothin , you look gloomy..

JUNGKOOK

well...I wonder who's the charm is..

I chuckled at the bitter lie ...hyung...your making it difficu-

I widened my eyes when y/n kissed my cheek

I looked at her ,while she smiled .

Y/N

I would choose you all over again , even if there's another season after this , it would always be you

I stood there numbly , never did I think I needed these reassuring words...

JUNGKOOK

thank you for choosing me but for now ..your lucky charm needs you.

y/n looked at me with assurance

Y/N

if he was what I looked forward to meet...it was always you whom I wanted to reach out for .

I was shocked with y/n's words ..truly ...she was right ..I wanted to reach out to her .

JUNGKOOK

i have no words ...y/n. but yes it was always you ..and it will always be you.

y/n nodded smiling at me , her eye smile is what I needed

that's the whole world to me .

but for now hyung is my priority..

JUNGKOOK

I have an responsibility...as an request from your charm , can I do it?

Y/N

okay..

I took y/n's hand in mine as I locked our fingers

today will be the day I will tie my heart to yours y/n.

I smiled at our fingers as y/n was shocked but chuckled

she had all the comfort I was looking for ..

end of Jungkook's pov.

everyone chuckled at Jungkook's way

y/n looked at him as if it's the last minute

JUNGKOOK

you all should stay here ! I have an job to do!

the friends nodded before Aaron came running

Y/N

your late love.

AARON

pabho! you forgot your gift for him!

y/n giggled embarassed

Y/N

fine fine ! wait for me I will be back with my charm!

AARON

okay ! all the best dear.

Jungkook smiled at them

there was one bench as y/n and Jungkook arrived

Jungkook let go of y/n's hands slowly

JUNGKOOK

never be afraid. I will be back!

y/n nodded slowly before letting go of y/n's hands and chuckling at his words

JUNGKOOK

be yourself okay? I have a little task

y/n nodded as Jungkook kissed her forehead and left , she was happy

but her heart was so tensed up of what was coming...for her

she looked around , it was Beautiful , the han river and her and ...where's he?

the charm of her past and her scars? truly he deserves to be loved by the world

Y/N

I am sure your here ....where are you ..?

y/n looked around to find Nothin but the trees and the river

she was tired after 5 minutes walk so she sat on the bench ...but there was a letter beside

y/n smiled she knew who it was ...it's so clear

y/n was in tears as she read the remaining part with a pain louder than the bombs

y/n was a crying mess as soon as she completed reading it ...she chuckled at how gentle he was with his words

Y/N

why did you make me believe into such an fantasy which was never true ? like what is this ?!

Y/N

please show yourself, I will let you go too no...I can't but I will try ! i-i promise

Y/N

don't leave me like this hopelessly .

y/n was on the ground as she catched the letter to her heart , her tears made everything around her blur

she was trying to stand up but the pain was too much she looked at the sky...its blue again

Y/N

your leaving me in pain ...you truly are ..

y/n closed her eyes panting for breath reminiscing the memories of her with the letters,suddenly y/n saw a white kerchief handed out to her.

she looked up only to find him wearing a mask , but the eyes behind the mask were in pain and regret .

???

you ... can't be like this okay ? hmm? clean your tears now .

???

such an good overthinker that made you think I will leave

y/n looked at him shocked , she knew who it was ...but she wasn't sure but there's a possibility she thought...still he was here , the one .

her heart was warm as he hugged her patting her in the same way he did , y/n was sure it was him . y/n hugged him back in happiness.

Y/N

why are you so stupid? why did you comfort me by being in front of me ?!?

Y/N

for what was all these needed? your feelings were always valid please don't hide like this anymore charm. the reason of my euphoria.

Y/N

such an good planner you are ! you are stupid and crazy while you always had us!

???

I am a good planner right? I know am crazy ...I couldn't help it ...y/n-nie.

lucky charm took out his mask slowly so that y/n could smile looking at him

y/n erased her tears as she saw tears in his eyes

Y/N

why ? you needed a lot of assurance and I was so blinded that I couldn't look around

???

atleast you saw my letters love.

y/n smiled as he made her sit on a bench and patted her as she took his hand in hers.

Y/N

you should keep my words....please introduce yourself to me as my lucky charm

???

I could. never tell a no to that face ....fine.

y/n held his hands in hers as she smiled looking at him lovingly.

???

I

TAEHYUNG

Kim Taehyung, y/n's one and only lucky charm

TAEHYUNG

loved her all these years and now am happy to let go and reveal myself

Y/N

you should have told before ..why..would you want to suffer tae..? why would you pressure yourself?!

y/n held taehyung's hand in hers as she patted taehyung who was in tears as she broke down too. their endless maze led to here today.

Y/N

and are you really gonna let go? are you really healing?

TAEHYUNG

I tried my best y/n and i-I failed ...but...am sure I will be fine cause I still can see my pabho right?

Y/N

why did you do this ?! you always scolded me and I never tried to be a good friend or atleast a good listener.!

Y/N

how tae ? why did you spoil me with all those letters !?!

taehyung shook his head slowly pulling y/n to a hug

TAEHYUNG

you always listened to my letters and send my letters during my grad , you came to my first movie when hyungs were busy , you always stayed.

TAEHYUNG

you always helped me without knowing dear..it was my faul-

Y/N

your really a great actor , but if you say it's your fault I will slap you truly now.

Y/N

but I can't bring myself to hurt you anytime ...you stayed with me through my worst too.

taehyung smiled

TAEHYUNG

am shocked too? ..cause I never thought I would reveal myself.

TAEHYUNG

when I was confused ...I used to write letters to you and you gave me the best solutions

TAEHYUNG

you made me into a better person y/n.truly.

Y/N

no I should be thankful to you , I wouldn't have survived this desert without your oasis

taehyung scoffed it off smiling widely with pain striking him more that he has to leave sooner

after a while they left to meet the others

taehyung was catching y/n's hands tightly as the friends looked at him with their teary eyes

Jungkook was not there but all y/n concentrated is about her lucky charm

Yoongi approached them slowly

YOONGI

taehyung-ah ..why?

Yoongi asked with his red eyes and looked at y/n who was sad looking at taehyung

YOONGI

you made hyung so much worried bear

Yoongi said as he hugged taehyung, taehyung was a crying mess ...

taehyung looked at the others as they nodded smiling

they group hugged crying silent cries

SOCHUL

my baby , please never do this again? hmm?

sochul said as she petted taehyung while Aaron was shocked

SEOKJIN

taehyung come on , where's our Voo?

taehyung smiled weakly at their actions

NAMJOON

aish come on! taehyung-ah come eat this.

NamJun said as he made his way to bring y/n and taehyung to sit , jimin inter-wined his and taehyung's fingers as taehyung smiled at him

JIMIN

.. taehyung..?

jimin called his soulmate who looked at him brightly..

JIMIN

am sorry I couldn't see -

TAEHYUNG

you were with me always jimin-ah. don't regret .

Jimin nods as he hugs taehyung and hoseok smiles while he pats his back

SEOKJIN

so where's Jungkook? that kid

Seokjin asks as Sochul gives him some coffee

BEOMGYU

hyung...said he has to go somewhere -

the others flinch when they see rumyeol

RUMYEOL

sorry for disturbing everyone, but uh..but please follow my lead , we have somewhere to go.

the others nod as rumyeol leads them to the park again but to a different place .

it's pleasent here and there's place for all of them to sit , it's like a mini carnival

everyone sits as they talk About the decorations

TAEHYUNG

y/n-nie , tete has some work...

y/n looks at taehyung with her feline eyes glittering in happiness

he can't leave her now .

taehyung's pov:

you carry all my love in your eyes y/n. I just can't ever say no to those eyes

Y/N

where do you wanna go? at this hour.

I chuckled at her questions

TAEHYUNG

hey bun am gonna be back , I have a task .

a task to leave you y/n.

TAEHYUNG

so just let me go for now.

Y/N

okay. but be back sooner .

sooner? that can't happen, your charm has responsibility to take care of himself and protect himself

why does my heart shatter now? it's afterall my decision

Y/N

color?

I nodded as I smiled at her warmly

TAEHYUNG

I will be back sooner . just wait hmm?

y/n then nodded slowly while I looked back to my friends

the fact that I have you guys so that I can lean on you always .. makes me the proudest on this whole world hyungs.

Jungkookie I hand over you to my love , the only love who shaped me into the taehyung I am now.

I hugged her before leaving her ...it breaks your heart when you reveal yourself as you but then you have to leave.

aish it's a waste of time to cry over things I can't change.

I turned around to say a word to my friends and leave

end of taehyung's pov.

y/n waited for the little stage on there to light up

it started after a little while , y/n was excited on what is there

"Remember when I told you "No matter where I go I'll never leave your side You will never be alone"

y/n's eyes widened when she looked up to find him the one

who always was waiting for her

Y/N

j-jungkook?

the friends were cheering to the beautiful song

she took out her recording of the lyrics and song

so it meant that ..

"you'll find the voice sooner "

y/n eyes became teary that she didn't know when they started flowing down

she looked at Jungkook as if it's the last moment the eternity ending now

the long waiting

"You still got a hold on my mind And I'll always let you know That I'm always gonna hold on"

y/n chuckled as Jungkook nodded slowly, smiling at her kindly

"Even when we go through changes Even when we're old Remember that I told you I'll find my way back home"

y/n nodded as Jungkook climbed down the stairs of the stage

y/n's pov :

this moment where I found my way back home to you .

let this be like this , the castle we built Together let's not destroy it gguk.

my voice broke but all I wanted to say is , yes I waited for you too.

Jungkook held my hands and looked at me

JUNGKOOK

it will be you .

I smiled as my tears flowed down as sad as I was that's how much happy I am now.

I hugged him tightly , you don't know how I feel Jungkook . it feels been loved , reassured of what all happened in the past

how dumb I was , numb I was , all those came together to this moment

JUNGKOOK

you did well.

Jungkook said before kissing my forehead before he turned to Yoongi

JUNGKOOK

I promised you right? that I will protect her..? I did see?

Jungkook said as I smiled at Yoongi

Yoongi nodded as the others laughed at his teasing

YEONJUN

you guys better do a nice wedding in future!

H.KAI

nah get a room aish

I chuckled as Jungkook eyes still looked like something was wrong...I looked back at the stage as a video started playing

JUNGKOOK

please do accept what's coming.

I gulped down slowly while everyone settled down

TAEHYUNG

uh-hem , day 1 of my day as little charm , we don't where's y/n..but I got the news that she's in hongkong

TAEHYUNG

I hope everything's fine with you , y/n? ..I am recording this as a memory to you so that you won't feel bad when you meet your charm

TAEHYUNG

I feel bad for not telling you but..it's best in this way ...

my tears were falling down as I held Jungkook's hand , everyone were shocked...

Taehyung....

TAEHYUNG

uh-hem day 10 ..

TAEHYUNG

I sent my second letter to her! thanks to Yoongi hyung I got the address

TAEHYUNG

she's taking care of reonyeop noona's son ..I hope she gets all the love she deserves

TAEHYUNG

of course she will! she has Jungkook and Yoongi ! and all the besties

TAEHYUNG

remember y/n , you never walk alone

TAEHYUNG

taehyung likes you it's becoming love...so please come back..so I can live on...hmm? you came back right?

...I was closing my eyes seeing the video , Jungkook was in tears as he smiled at his best

TAEHYUNG

2 years since being a lucky charm.. Nothin changed much but she came back ! everything is so good I wish for the best.

TAEHYUNG

wah it's been a long time I have been sending her letters as her charm....also I debuted as an actor! wah I didn't eat for 10 days

TAEHYUNG

it was for the movie though! y/n is coming to the opening of the movie , I can't believe still...haha

the recording continues and all I can think is about taehyung suffering inside

why are you like this Kim taehyung?!

TAEHYUNG

finally!! y'all! it's just that ...now it's 7 am ..and it's still 8 hours till I reveal myself to our Princess!

TAEHYUNG

aish am so happy about my own heartbreak ? anyways! I am so happy like where did it start? and how well It went..

TAEHYUNG

time flies by right ,y/n?

taehyung's sweet eyes with regret at the ends of his eyes and smile I could never try not to understand you

TAEHYUNG

I am so happy because today will be the day I will start a new journey in my life and I even started letting go of this relation.

TAEHYUNG

as her friend I think I can protect my fool by myself

I chuckled sadly at his worn out face with hopeless smile why ? at this point?

TAEHYUNG

before I entirely stop this ... this journey meant the world to me y/n ...truly. and that world was you .

....to be continued as part 2.