IT WAS ALWAYS YOU
(PAST) A MOM, EP-1
every patient started clapping after they heard the baby cry
after some while , the doctors came
DOCTOR
reonyeop...is no more...
all of the patients were shocked they couldn't believe it
yeonjun looked at the doctor in disbelief
the doctors said in sorrow as the patients started crying and some of them were in shock
yeonjun went inside to check on his sister
YEONJUN
unnie!
yeonjun went as y/n was down on the floor crying and catching the baby in her hands
yeonjun went and sat beside y/n hugging her
YEONJUN
hey sis it's okay..
Y/N
n-no h-h
y/n was lamenting continuously , yeonjun couldn't see the situation.
Y/N
why his mother? who will be taking care of this baby ? what should I do!?
yeonjun hugged his sister and saw at the baby boy who was smiling
yeonjun smiled back with tears in his eyes
it was terrible scene
YEONJUN
let's get out okay?
y/n nodded slowly
DOCTOR
yes ma'am , the kid has no guardians expect his late mother
YEONJUN
his father?
DOCTOR
she was forced to have a child and he left her ..
the doctor said with a big sigh , yeonjun sighed as y/n remained silent seeing at the baby playing .
DOCTOR
reonyeop always smiled even though she struggled a lot
DOCTOR
she took care of everyone here ...
DOCTOR
and we thought she after gives birth can have a good life but..
y/n looked at the baby crying for milk
she went near him and gave him bottle milk
yeonjun sighed ... knowing the bad news
Y/N
I will take him as a guardian of the child
yeonjun looked at his sister speechless
the doctors nodded with a light hope , they explained the situation and all the process with the lawyer about the adoption
after a week , y/n adopted the baby officialy
YEONJUN
sis , I respect your choice but don't you think you gotta know that your not in a good mental situation.
YEONJUN
and how will you take care of the baby?
yeonjun said playing with the baby who was smiling at him
Y/N
he will grow into a beautiful soul like his mother
Y/N
don't worry about me .
YEONJUN
keep saying that and go crying over that man in your room!
yeonjun said as the baby started crying looking at yeonjun in fear
Y/N
stop Yeon ! get out now !
y/n said as she comforted the little soul
Y/N
don't worry cutie , mama is here
the baby held y/n's little finger tightly and slept in her embrace
Yoongi was shook by the news but he accepted what was y/n's choice
but he wanted to help y/n as he knew how her mental health is ...
Y/N
thanks Yoongi
Yoongi laughed holding the baby
YOONGI
it's okay as long as he will grow up into a great soul
Y/N
he is getting along with you so well
YOONGI
it's because I worked as a babysitter and I am a pro
Yoongi flexed ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ
y/n scoffed it off and left to feed the baby
she made the baby sleep
YOONGI
by the way what's your decision about him name?
y/n looked at Yoongi smiling
Y/N
"jeorum" according to me jeo means embrace and rum means one's fear
Yoongi nodded at the Beautiful name
YOONGI
now who gave you the idea of that Beautiful name ?
Yoongi asked fixed on his point
Y/N
...it-its my decision...I made it...
YOONGI
I heard it before ...y/n... seriously?
Yoongi said sighing
Y/N
fine it was something Jungkook told me so what?!
YOONGI
nothing..
Yoongi looked at how y/n was turning more miserable day by day.
a month after jeorum is born
Y/N
it's my pleasure for working here
Y/N
this company will be handed to Min industries until , yeonjun ssi will get ready
Y/N
everything will go according to what choices we take so trust your work and trust yourself
Y/N
make sure to not give up
the employees were sad that y/n is leaving cause these 2 years with her were memorable
the employees wanted y/n to be back but they knew what they had to do and what their responsibilities are so they agreed with y/n
Y/N
don't worry yoon I will call you after I get to Beijing
YOONGI
you should have atleast took the option to Tokyo
YOONGI
Beijing is difficult mam
y/n chuckled at her brother's nervous voice
Y/N
don't worry I will be fine cause jeorum will be there with me , it's just a year until I completely my University
YOONGI
hmm, also stop drinking and sleep early
Y/N
I will...give my letters to our friends .. tell them to take care
YOONGI
I will dear take care
YOONGI
I will visit sooner with yeonjun so take care
y/n nodded
4 months after jeorum and y/n moved to Beijing , y/n's studying in Beijing University
Y/N
am gonna graduate after 3rd year and leave to a house until jeorum turns 2
y/n said as she calculated the home expenses when her neighbour knocked the door
Y/N
hello
y/n said as she smiled but her neighbour's never treated her well
they nodded giving her a doubtful look and again started some shit
Neighbour1
why are you living alone ? that too...with a child?
the neighbour asked shamelessly
Y/N
he's my adopted son ma'am I am his mother but adopted him
y/n said smiling feeling irritated with the same question every person asks her in the university and here
neighbour2
shameless kid! your a kid and saying you adopted him? such bad jokes!
Neighbour1
yes yes , you guys give birth and run away with kids
neighbour2
we can't give you this house it will be dirty if women like you live here
y/n clenched her jaws but controlled herself
she saw at jeorum who's sleeping peacefully
Y/N
sorry ma'am but I earn money and pay you right ? , you can't throw us aw-
Neighbour1
who knows how you get that money-
Y/N
SHUT UP!
y/n said with anger eyes ,pain and anger can be seen clearly
Y/N
don't , if you don't know what a person is going through then shut up!
neighbour2
see see how worst this woman is?
Neighbour1
get out
Y/N
I will, stay away
y/n said as she packed angrily comforting Jeorum who was crying the neighbours were terrified of her
y/n was walking with luggage and jeorum in her hands
Y/N
hey baby don't worry let's go to our university hostel
jeorum smiled hugging his mom's shoulder giving her warmth she needed the most
y/n sighed
Y/N
it's for me and my son
OWNER
okay ..but you gotta pay something for these rooms
the owner pointed at y/n
y/n was shocked by his behaviour she kicked him and took jeorum and headed out
Y/N
this university hostel providers are worse baby
Y/N
let's sleep uh..in the capsule .
EMPLOYEE 1
sorry dear we are closed
y/n sighed and left
Y/N
ah I can't walk anymore
Y/N
let's sit here
y/n sat down on the street and made Jeorum sleep in her lap
she was starving like hell
jeorum slept peacefully
Y/N
okay...let's place you here
y/n covered jeorum with all her clothes in the bag and made him sleep comfortably
she looked around and she collapsed crying bringing back the memories of her life , why did things go wrong? since her childhood?
Y/N
this world is too harsh but I promise you jeorum mom will take care
y/n said erasing her tears her hunger made her feel too weak
Y/N
I wanna face all the hardships so that i can learn and live am sorry baby I am so stupid
y/n said hugging jeorum who was smiling in his sleep
Y/N
please grow up well and I will protect you always
y/n said her tears falling down when someone handed a bread piece to y/n , y/n looked up in surprise
Y/N
thank you
OLD WOMAN
dear? why are you sitting here?
Y/N
i-
y/n tried to be strong but she struggled to talk as tears flowed down as the old woman patted her
Y/N
I was thrown out of my house ..
OLD WOMAN
aigoo this place is not good for poor people like us
y/n looked at the old woman
OLD WOMAN
rich wins always
OLD WOMAN
anyways come with me there's my home I Live with my only daughter in law
y/n nodded thanking the old woman who helped her with her luggage
it was a small house, but it reflected warmth a lot
OLD WOMAN
she's my daughter in law Mira
MIRA
hello
y/n nodded and bowed to the young woman who looked like she's in her late twenties
OLD WOMAN
we were thrown out of our house as my son married another woman
OLD WOMAN
my daughter in law is 2 months pregnant
mira nodded smiling showing her belly
y/n looked at the woman being that strong living in a hut which might break down
Y/N
congrats
y/n said smiling while Mira looked after Jeorum
MIRA
that's okay..
it was a small room in the hut but it reflected the warmth which y/n needed the most
MIRA
your son is so beautiful he will grow into a beautiful man
y/n nodded smiling at jeorum who was busy in playing with mira
OLD WOMAN
dear eat this
the old woman gave some rice and soup which y/n ate happily as if it's the best feast she ever had
Y/N
I hope you give birth safely.
MIRA
don't worry I will
MIRA
your such a brave woman to leave your home and come here with this child who's parents are gone
mira said patting Jeorum who's sleeping
MIRA
I am sure you will grow into a amazing person and he will too
mira said smiling at y/n
and that's when y/n decided to help people who were struggling
she decided to work hard and give a home to these two amazing persons who gave her a shelter
y/n understood the value of how much a shelter means
they slept happily talking about Beijing
spring came 8 months passed by
y/n found a stable job , completed her university with mira and granny's help , she found a home
OLD WOMAN
wishing the best for you dear
granny said stepping into the train y/n booked for them to live in hongkong as y/n booked an job for mira in her hongkong company
MIRA
take care sister
mira said crying with her 1 month old daughter playing with year old jeorum
Y/N
don't cry unnie
JEORUM
bye mimi ,granny
jeorum said and they all smiled hugging him
Y/N
take care granny and sissy!
OLD WOMAN
we will , you go home safely and also call us .
y/n chuckled and was happy about their warm reminders it reminded her mom she knew that warmth exists too.
the train started to leave , sooner they left . y/n thanked them the most from her heart
y/n felt happy as she turned around she stood there speechless...to find ... someone unexpected but expected
Y/N
yoo-
YOONGI
y/n? jeorum?
Yoongi looked at y/n's thin body and her cheeks were no more
she looked like a patient even though she was happy
YOONGI
come with me
Yoongi said opening the car in a low and stern voice which made y/n understand that her brother was serious
y/n nodded silently
Yoongi catched jeorum as y/n drove them
Y/N
bro-
YOONGI
what did you go through? who were those women ?
jeorum was sleeping as Yoongi was feeding y/n with worry in his eyes she explained everything
YOONGI
look at you being so careless why did you lie to me ? am I that distant?
Y/N
I understand brother ...but just I wanted to work hard and live on my own-
YOONGI
you did that already you got the university rank on your own , got the best CEO award
YOONGI
please let's go home I don't want you to live like this
YOONGI
for me your still a baby
Yoongi said eyes teary with words breaking she was worried seeing her brother crying
y/n hugged Yoongi crying
YOONGI
y/n I missed you dear I missed you calling me hyung and playing around with me helping me with cooking .
Y/N
I missed you everytime hyung I wanna call you hyung until am okay I missed you whenever people talked about their brothers
YOONGI
it's okay baby tigress
Y/N
stop calling me that and feed me yoongles .
y/n looked at her brother who was feeding her and talking about jeorum , what did she do that God gave her such a comforting brother.
that's when she understood she worked hard and that even though she didn't there were people who would say
"your living that's enough dear" and that was her brothers Yoongi and yeonjun,she wanted to get back cause they were some things to be done.
Y/N
you should take me back to Seoul , I miss mum
Yoongi nodded smiling he knew what she was talking about
it's been more than two years since she LEFT everything behind
but surely she didn't let go
YOONGI
you should promise me that you will be okay and promise me that you won't drink
YOONGI
you drank 5 bottles a day during the pas-
Y/N
I won't anymore it's over
y/n said again facial expression changing coldly again .
Y/N
I have to grow up well to take care of jeorum and yeonjun
Yoongi nodded giving a peck to y/n's forehead
YOONGI
let's pack up
YOONGI
now you eat
Yoongi said smiling .
jeorum woke up smiling at y/n
Y/N
hey baby good morning
jeorum smiled at his mom's voice
JEORUM
mommy..
jeorum said before looking at Yoongi
YOONGI
omg jeorum!! call uncle once please I didn't know he started talking!
y/n smirked in a teasing way proud of her son
YOONGI
see your mom is winning come on munchkin
jeorum chuckled naughtily as he hugged his uncle
YOONGI
like mother like son duh
Y/N
haha uncle pack the bags.
YOONGI
of course aunty!
jeorum chuckled at his uncle and mom's fights
atlast there was happiness filled again
Jungkook chuckled
SEOKJIN
yaah! this is damn difficult level in the game
TAEHYUNG
you can't pull it out like that gguk!
JUNGKOOK
am of course a pro
NAMJOON
I got a call from Yoongi hyung
Namjoon said with a happy smile which exposed his dimples the friends were excited to listen what he has got to say
JIMIN
what's it hyung?
hoseok looked at Namjoon
NAMJOON
y/n's coming back with jeorum
Namjoon said giving a slight glance on to Jungkook
SEOKJIN
good news
Seokjin said smiling at Jungkook
JUNGKOOK
I will get a drink for you hyung sit..
Jungkook said smiling
they all looked at each other
JIMIN
what is going on his mind?
NAMJOON
he changed a lot after coming from taiwan ..
the hyungs sighed , while hoseok dialed someone
SOCHUL
everything will go fine calm down you all
they all nodded
to be continued ...
"we try to say everything's destined
but what's destined are your questions in life
what decisions you take are your destiny
you destine your goal , yourself
questions are given by the god " .
so find yourself the lost you .
to be continued