let me go
Chapter 2


I woke up

it was late at night

I went outside to the porch

he's really back

I laughed at myself

maybe I did over react

but...

he-

the door opened


Jaehyun
your awake

you
oh yeah

...


Jaehyun
nevermind I'll go

he closed the door

you
what...

I sat on the floor gazing at the stars

my phone buzzed

unknown number

I threw my phone

no it can't be him it just can't be Hyunjin

I moved on

I forgot about him and all the sudden he just


it can't be him

I need those pills again

I grabbed them out of the cabinet panicking

I grabbed a handful of them

the lights turned on


Taeyong
what are you doing

he saw what I was doing


Taeyong
no! stop it


Taeyong
why are you doing this

he grabbed my wrist and took the pills


Taeyong
your hurting yourself

you
please


Taeyong
it's just Hyunjin he won't do anything to you

you
yes! he will

you
do you know how much he affected me when we were together


Taeyong
does not mean you should do this!

you
he is not what you think he is he's crazy he will do anything to-


Taeyong
calm down these won't do anything

he gathered the pills and put them back in the bottle

he sat next to me


Taeyong
don't worry I'm here

you
I know but


Taeyong
think positive


Taeyong
we might not see them

you
"might"

he put his hand on top of mine

I tried pulling it away but he held it tight

my phone buzzed again

he took it away from me and got closer

•Taeyongs pov•

now that I finally had my moment I didn't want to kiss her

I've liked her for so long and now I want to turn back

I looked at her in the eyes

my cheeks were warming up just thinking that im actually going to do it

I got closer to her lips

and she went along with it

I wanted to pull back but

I couldn't

I french kissed her and my mind went blank

I didn't want to take things to another level so I pulled back

•your pov•

my cheeks were burning up


Taeyong
one..


Taeyong
I'll go

he left running and shut my door

I laughed

in excitement and because I was surprised

my phone buzzed


can't he just leave me alone!

I was blushing still

what was I going to tell Taeyong the next day!

I stayed up almost the whole night

I can't sleep for some reason

I fell asleep at 7:00am

and I heard a my door nob click