"Let's flirt, officially"
16 โข I will protect you.


_ After Jungkook woke up early and went to work, Yeoju is currently worried.

I was concerned about the scars I saw yesterday, so I decided to go into the study and look through them.


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... Still, isn't that something I should know? ...

Yes, so I can help.

_ The heroine, having made up her mind, headed to the study.

There was nothing particularly unusual about the study.

_ There were only a lot of documents and a ballpoint pen.


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It doesn't seem like there's anything to hide...

_ Just in case, I opened the drawer and started looking through it, and inside the drawer I found a piece of paper that appeared to be a medical certificate.


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Diagnosis? Where does it hurt? ...

_ After checking the diagnosis, it seemed like he had been diagnosed with many diseases.


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Why are there so many? ..

There were many diagnoses written down, including love syndrome, lack of affection, hedgehog dilemma, lost bayrose syndrome, and last cut syndrome.


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I understand the lack of affection, but the rest is just...

_ With a worried heart, I went into the search bar and started searching for the diagnoses one by one.

๐ | Love Syndrome _

Love syndrome can be defined as an inexplicable anxiety about an imminent breakup, and a person infected with it unconsciously tries to escape from the anxiety by changing their behavior.

๐ | The Hedgehog's Dilemma _

Human relationships are difficult, neither too close nor too distant. This saying compares the human state of mind to a hedgehog's inability to get close to anyone, as it injures them with its thorns when trying to get close to them.

๐ | Lost Bayrose Syndrome _

A phenomenon in which you unconsciously lean on someone when you are having a hard time or feeling depressed, only that moment is forgotten, and later you cannot remember it at all. This symptom appears in people who pretend to be strong or trustworthy on the outside.

๐ | Last Cut Syndrome _

Self-harm, a representative example of last-cut syndrome, is not about cutting one's wrists to die, but rather as a means to temporarily forget the painful reality. It's not about dying, but about wanting to confirm one's life... In other words, it's a syndrome characterized by a yearning for a new person.

_ It was shocking to look up the meaning of all the diseases, especially the Last Cut Syndrome, where people self-harm to feel alive... It's ridiculous.


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Come to think of it, they're all... diseases related to love?

These were illnesses related to the anxiety that the person you like or the person by your side might leave you.


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This won't work, I should go find my sister...

_ Suddenly, I remembered my older sister who was a specialist in psychiatry, and called her.


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๐ - Hey, sis... do you have time?


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๐ - Hey, heroine, what's going on?


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๐ - I have a question...


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๐ - Okay, let's meet up. Where should we meet up?


. . . .



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Hmm...

_ Yeomin, the older sister of Yeoju, is currently checking Jeongguk's medical certificate.


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So, this diagnosis is... your company's representative diagnosis?


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Nod - )


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By the way, you searched the study again and found this?


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That's what it is...

_ Yeomin put down the medical certificate she was holding and gave Yeoju some sincere advice.


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I don't know exactly what his condition is, but...


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I think you are in a very dangerous situation.


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what do you mean? .


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So... well, how should I explain it?

_ He pointed to the diagnosis on the certificate and explained it one by one.


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In cases like yours, the desire for affection is much stronger than that of ordinary people.


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So, of course, he didn't receive any affection from his parents, and there's a high possibility that he was even abused.


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ah ...

Somehow, there wasn't even a typical family photo at home...


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But you said you were crying when we first met, right?


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Oh yeah, right...


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That person must have thought he was abandoned again, and in that situation, you were the one who approached him unconditionally.


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There's a high chance that you're stuck in that person's head.


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It may not be that bad now, but later on, I might become a monster who would do anything for you.


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Well, I know you're not the type of person to do weird things, but...


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And, there is a high probability that this person had a 'trauma' when he was young.


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I don't know what kind of trauma it is?


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I don't know, unless he tells me himself...


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Can you fix it?


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I think it's almost impossible.


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In cases like Last Cut Syndrome, it can be cured if the person who is important to the person prevents them from continuously 'self-harming', but...


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The rest of the affection-related syndromes are difficult to cure, but if they were cured, it would be a miracle...


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The odds of that happening are practically zero.


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Is there really no way?


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If there is one...


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"The probability that the person I love will love me and not leave me"


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Same thing? .


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Gyaut - )


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Oh, you don't understand? What I mean is...


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Unless the person you cherish, the person you love, takes responsibility for you for the rest of your life...


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There is no way.


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Even so, it's not like it's a disease that can be cured...


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This kind of love-related syndrome is difficult for the person who is loved.


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In the case of people like this, they feel 'obsession and possessiveness' not only towards the person they love, but also towards people like their subordinates at work.


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It's probably one of the two.


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Have been abandoned a lot, or have been subjected to continuous abuse...


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"It could be both."

Crack, crack -


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Huh? , Miss Yeoju? ...


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Is the representative here?


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.. Oh, there is, but...


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It would be better not to go in.


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What the...

Boom!! -

_ At that moment, the door to the representative office opened loudly.


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Huh, who did you sit there for?

_ He looked at Dahee with rabbit eyes.


์ต๋คํฌ
Is that you? , living with Jeon Jungkook.


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however ...

Slap!! -


๊น์ํ
Surprise - ) Madam!! ...


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.... ah


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What are you doing?!! ...

_Jungkook ran over in a hurry and looked at Yeoju's face.


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are you okay? ...


์ต๋คํฌ
A cheeky, vixen bitch.


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Who dares to open your eyes wide in front of me?!


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Jeon Jungkook, isn't it because you can't behave properly that you get these vixen bitches attached to you?!!

No, the representative to that kind of person...


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Mumble - ) It's a video even without watching it.


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what?! .


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It's funny,


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If you treat strangers like this when you meet them for the first time, how much more so would you treat your own son?


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This little girl...

_ He cut off Dahee before she could finish speaking and asked a question to Jeongguk.


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This time, Jeon Jungkook chooses.


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Can you forget that person?

_ Unlike the usual clear atmosphere, he asked quite seriously.


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.... what ..


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You asked me,


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He asked if I had forgotten Nam Jin-hyeok, so he said he would help me.


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This time I'll help you, are you sure you don't care about that guy?

_ The heroine reached out her hand and took Jeongguk's scarred hand and spoke.


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Come with me.


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... really? .


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Let me be clear, don't say anything about taking responsibility.


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Not just anyone can do that.


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The reason he said he became interested in management was because he wanted to package himself.


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I'm really worried about you.


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I don't care.


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"I will protect that person."


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Yeah, really _


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Shut your mouth - )

What is this situation? ...

Something, the atmosphere is completely different? ...


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You don't have to be anxious.


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"I will protect you."

_ After finishing speaking, the female protagonist headed outside while holding Jeongguk's hand.


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This is ridiculous - ) Are you crazy?!


์ต๋คํฌ
Secretary Kim, why aren't you catching that girl?!!


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Ah, I... I need to go to the bathroom because I have to take a dump.

_ I grabbed the wet tissue and headed to the bathroom.


์ต๋คํฌ
Ha;; , really these...


๋ง๊ฐ์ฐ๋ก ์๊ฐ
Let's get organized.


๋ง๊ฐ์ฐ๋ก ์๊ฐ
Jungkook is a victim of "domestic violence" who has been physically and mentally abused.


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Because of this, there are many mental illnesses.


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Although he is a child who naturally wants to receive a lot of love and gives a lot of love, he becomes obsessed with affection due to continuous abuse.


๋ง๊ฐ์ฐ๋ก ์๊ฐ
The syndrome you should focus on is โLast Cut Syndrome.โ


๋ง๊ฐ์ฐ๋ก ์๊ฐ
Although it's a spoiler, Jungkook suffered severe abuse as a child, to the point of being on the verge of death, and because of that, he has a great fear of death.


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That's how "Last Cut Syndrome" came about.


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This syndrome confirms the existence of oneself through the pain of 'self-harm'.


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When you feel pain, you confirm that you are alive, your anxiety disappears, and you feel relieved.


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The female protagonist, who learned the meaning of this, decides to protect Jeong-guk.


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That's all for now, and later I'll explain the characters and the details here and there.


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Touching is mandatory, it's good manners _


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Please give me a call.