Light in my Dark
CHAPTER 33
Your POV
When I was still young, I tend to think about my future a lot. I already had goals at an early age, and one of them was silly...
"I SHOULD NOT HAVE AN EX BOYFRIEND"
I know. I was too young to think about that, but I figured out myself that it will be hard if you have one, so I promised myself that
I will not have an ex boyfriend, because my first will only be my last.
When Chan came into my life, I didn't knew that I would break that promise, because I thought he will be the one.
Of course I was wrong. I thought that we'll overcome challenges together, and that we're strong. That's the problem. "I thought"...
I was too stubborn to think about the possibilities that he might not be the one for me, because I was too in love.
He left me broken, and left me in the dark. Believe me, I wanted to stay because I got used to having him by my side. I only wanted him.
It took me too long to accept that I can live without him, but still, deep inside I wanted a closure, so we'll be okay somehow..
Besides...I found a light in my dark
Han Jisung
I think she's waking up...
Mom
Oh my god, Soohee? Hun are you awake?
Your POV
I opened my eyes a bit and the smell of the hospital hits me..
Your POV
I can't feel my left arm and felt a bandage in my head. My right hand was holding on to something warm...and I know that kind of feeling
anywhere. My vision slowly adjusted and saw Han's hand holding mine. I looked at him and saw pain and worry in his eyes.
Then at mom who was holding my face with tears in his eyes and saw dad behind her, looking worried as well.
Mom
There's my brave and strong lady.
Your POV
Mom kisses my forehead gently and wipes away her tears.
Dad
I told you she's a fighter. How are you Soohee?
Your POV
Dad took his turn and checks on me.
Soohee
I... can't feel my left arm.
Mom
Oh. You're badly wounded on that side, but don't worry, you didn't lose a finger.
Dad
There we're shattered glasses all over your left arm when they took you here, thankfully they didn't go that deep.
Mom
You must've blocked with your left arm when the accident happened.
Soohee
Oh. That's why...and my head?
Mom
A little wounded, but not that bad.
Soohee
*sighs* Who took me here?
Mom
Your aunt..she was worried when you were gone, and she figured you drove off. Thankfully you we're just a little ahead.
Soohee
Oh no. Where is she?
Mom
She's looking after Soomi. Then your brother informed your other friends.
Your POV
I looked at Han and saw that he's still giving me that look. I owe him an explanation at least. I looked at mom and dad, then they figured
the message, and stood up.
Mom
Well, me and your dad will get you something to eat.
As they left, Han moved closer and kisses the back of my hand.
Han Jisung
Don't do that.
Soohee
Don't do what?
Han Jisung
This! Getting hurt! Do you know what sort of scenarios ran in my mind when I heard that you got into an accident?
Soohee
I'm sorry Han.. I didn't--
Han Jisung
You didn't have to stop Chan from leaving. Look what you've got into.
Soohee
Chan..did he left?
Han Jisung
I heard that he didn't.. apparently your aunt told him because he's the one you went after. He was...here first before I did.
Your POV
Han looked even more at pain than me right now. I squeezed his hand and smiled at him.
Soohee
All I wanted was closure...and I would hate it if he leaves like that again. There's nothing more there..
Han burries his face on my hand and sighs heavily.
Han Jisung
Whoo..I thought for a minute there that you were gonna tell that you still love him.
Soohee
Silly. Come here.
Your POV
I pulled Han towards me and pecked his lips.
Soohee
Don't be jealous, because it's written all over your face. *laughs*
Han Jisung
My handsome face? *laughs*
Han pushes his hair back and acts like a model. Silly guy... yet really handsome.
Soohee
All right all right..you are handsome.
Your POV
He smiles and sits on the bed, looking at my head..
Han Jisung
That bandage looks good on you...it covers up your shiny forehead.
Soohee
Hey!
Your POV
I slapped him playfully and he starts laughing again.
Han Jisung
I'm kidding! Just wanted to make you smile. Can I kiss you?
Your POV
He kisses me before I can answer, and I bite his lower lip.
Han Jisung
Oww! Wait actually that's sexy...do it again
Soohee
Hold on...I hear someone coming.
Your POV
Han quickly returned to his seat but he still holds my hand.
There's a knock on the door and it opened slightly.
It was Innie and Chan.
Jeong In
Noona you're awake!
Soohee
Hi Innie. You're here.
Jeong In
I was really worried..I shouldn't have told you to go after hyung I'm sorry I'm--
Han Jisung
Wait, you told her to come after him?
Your POV
Han looked annoyed and I squeezed his hand.
Soohee
That's okay Han.
Your POV
I looked at Chan and he was just looking at the floor.
Soohee
Chan...can we talk? Please..
Your POV
He finally looked at me and I saw that his eyes were a little puffy. Did he..cry?
Bang Chan
Of course..
Your POV
I looked at Han and ushered him to go outside for a moment with Innie.
He kissed the back of my hand again and stood up.
Soohee
It's okay Innie. I'll talk to you later okay?
Jeong In
Okay, Noona.
He follows Han outside, leaving me alone with Chan...