Light in my Dark
CHAPTER 34
Your POV
Chan sits on a chair beside me, but not making an eye contact.
Soohee
So...you were about to leave. What made you change your mind?
Bang Chan
That's a silly question. Why would I leave knowing that...
Your POV
Chan's voice cracked...and I can't help but feel sorry.
Soohee
Is it that hard for you to give me a proper goodbye Chan?
Bang Chan
It's harder this time...you know what I'm talking about.
Soohee
You know, if you gave me a proper goodbye before and given me a promise, then things might've been different now.
Bang Chan
Maybe... I'm sorry. Look where I've got you. You should've stayed where you are, and let me leave.
Soohee
I'm sorry but no. I won't let you leave like that again.
Soohee
I just want to end things in good terms with you Chan, is it too much for me to ask that? You were my best friend, do you think I want to
Soohee
let that go?
Your POV
Chan sighs and rubs his face then he took my hand.
Bang Chan
I should've told you this sooner, but I still love you Soohee. I realized that when I saw you again. I'm sorry but I can't stay here and
Bang Chan
see you happy with someone else. I need time to... process all that. Please understand that..
Soohee
Can you promise that you'll try? I will give you time...but you'll stay in touch right? Unlike before?
Your POV
Chan was silent for a moment, looking down at our hands. Then he looks up with so much pain in his eyes, that I've never seen before.
Bang Chan
For you...I promise.
Soohee
We...may have different paths to go on, but I don't want to lose a best friend. Don't disappear.
Bang Chan
This is bittersweet..but don't worry. I'll be okay.
Soohee
I believe you will. I don't regret the relationship we had Chan, and I'll always care about you despite of the circumstances happened.
Bang Chan
I'll always care about you too Soohee. This isn't goodbye. I'm sorry that I almost left without saying a word.
Soohee
Forgiven.
Bang Chan
I should go...the next flight is today. I don't want to miss it again.
Your POV
He gave me a weak smile and kisses my forehead gently.
Bang Chan
Goodbye Kim Soohee.
Soohee
Goodbye Bang Chan.
Your POV
I finally had the closure I wanted...seeing Chan leave wasn't hard anymore, knowing that we're in good terms.
DECEMBER
Han visits me whenever he can during this Christmas break. We're watching a movie right now in my room. A Christmas Prince.
I'm resting my head in his chest, listening to his heartbeat, and he was too focused on the movie.
I looked up at him and starred for a moment. I can't believe I was annoyed with him before. Who would be annoyed with a face like like this?
Soohee
Hey! Give me attention...
Han Jisung
Babe, you wanted to watch a movie, and you're telling me you want attention now? *laughs*
Soohee
You're too focused on the movie...and you're quiet.
Han Jisung
Well the movie is great...
I sat up and looked at him.
Soohee
I wanna do something else...
Your POV
Han quickly looked at me and pauses the movie..
Han Jisung
Are you going to say what I think you're about to say?
Soohee
If you're thinking what I think what's running on your mind... no. You perv
Han Jisung
That's...not what I'm thinking. Oh you were thinking about that huuuh?
Your POV
Han grabs my waist, pulling me closer and teasing me.
Your POV
Two can play at that game...
Your POV
I pushed him down, slamming his back on the bed and looking down at him.
Soohee
Maybee... you're irresistible.
Your POV
I started running down my hand in his chest, biting my lower lip. His eyes widened and gulps too loud.
Han Jisung
Wait you're serious baby?
Soohee
Yes. Now.
Your POV
His jaw dropped and I can't fight my laugh anymore.
Soohee
HAHAHAHAHA!
Your POV
He stares at the ceiling looking defeated while I'm dying of laughter.
Han Jisung
You're cruel! I thought--
Soohee
HAHAHAHA your facial expression is priceless, I'm gonna remember that forever HAHAHAHA
Han sits up and pulled me towards him.
Han Jisung
Come here! You're getting it!
Soohee
I'm sorry I'm sorry! No tickles please!
Han Jisung
Then you owe me a kiss.
Your POV
Han pouted cutely and I can't help but laugh again.
Han Jisung
Less laughing, more kissing, or you'll get the tickles.
Soohee
Okay okay I'm heeere.
Your POV
I sat in his lap and pecks his lip repeatedly.
Soohee
There. Satisfied?
Han Jisung
No. More kisses needed so keep going.
Your POV
I kissed him again and he pulled me closer this time, kissing me back.
Seungmin
Knock knock! I better see nothing gross when I come in!
Han Jisung
Can we hangout in my house next time so there's no distractions?
Seungmin
I heard that!
Soohee
Maybe next time...
Your POV
I laughed and walk towards my door.
Soohee
Yes? You need something?
Seungmin
Can I borrow your car?
Soohee
What's wrong with your car?
Seungmin
It needs to be fixed up so I need your car.
Soohee
You mean you prefer to use my car because it's much better than yours.
Seungmin
Okay fine. It's unfair that mom bought you an audi!
Soohee
Well, perks of being the top of the class. Here, protect my baby.
Han Jisung
Your baby is right here.
Soohee
I meant my other baby.
Han Jisung
You're cheating on me?!
Soohee
No! Why would--
Seungmin
*gasps* You're pregnant?!
Soohee
I'll kill you both if you don't shut up.
Han Jisung
I'm just kidding hehe..
Seungmin
Thanks sis! You two can continue whatever you were doing just now.
Your POV
I slammed the door shut and returned to Han's arms.
Soohee
By the way...where will you spend Christmas?
Han Jisung
I'll be spending Christmas eve with my family, then I'll visit you in the morning.
Soohee
Okay. Good thing we're not leaving. My grandparents insisted on celebrating Christmas here.
Han Jisung
Will I be able to meet them now?
Soohee
Yeah. They'll be here on Christmas eve and stay until new year's day.
Han Jisung
Okay...so can we continue kissing now? Hehe
Your POV
We were about to continue when my phone rang, showing an unknown number
Soohee
Hello? Who's this?
???
Hello Soohee... it's me.
Soohee
Chan??