Love triangle
Episode 16 (4 years ago)
FAST FORWARD 3 YEARS
Producer
What the hell was this performance???
Producer
This isnt what ive been training you for!
Producer
Do you think this performance was good??
I shook my head, a tear trickles down my cheek
Producer
No, i didnt think so Y/N im so dissapointed in you!
Worker
Sir-
Producer
I brought you here because i thought you would work hard
Producer
I guess i was wrong
Producer
I’ll be assessing you next month as usual
Producer
You better show me a performance that was better than this one
I nodded
*door closes*
I fall to the ground
Y/N
I cant take this anymore
I’ve been stuggling trying to go to practice and doing school at the same time
And it brought on a ton of stress and anxiety
I consistanly kept thinking about debuting and what i would do if i wouldnt
And lost all my motivation
That consistant thrive to do well in school and try and debut was lost
I didnt know if debuting as a kpop idol was what i wanted anymore
And kept thinking if this was the right choice
I didnt know it was going to be this hard
I didnt know if the blood, sweat and tears i put in to make an effort would lead to something
Why did it suddenly become like this?
I curl up into a ball and begin to cry...
HYUNJIN’S POV
Girl 5
OMG ITS HYUNJIN!
Girl 4
HYUNJIN HIIII!!!!
Hyunjin
Oh hi!
Girl 4
OMG HES SO CUTEEE
Hyunjin
Thank you!
Girl 5
CAN WE TAKE A PICTURE ???
Hyunjin
Im so sorry but im not allowed to take pictures
Girl 4
OH PLEASE JUST ONE PLEASEEE
Hyunjin
Ahhh.... okay okay just one
Girl 5
OMG UR THE BEST!
Hyunjin
Okay now i really have to go
Girl 5
OKAY BYE HYUNJIN
Girl 4
BYE
Hyunjin
Goodbye!! And please take care of yourself!
Hyunjin
Hmm craving an iced americano right now
Bartender
Hi, what can i get for you?
Hyunjin
Can i please have an-
Bartender
Iced americano?
Hyunjin
Ha guess i order it a lot then?
Bartender
Haha one iced americano coming right up
Hyunjin
Thank you!
Hmm i wonder where that girl is
She sang so beautifully i hope to be able to sing with her
Bartender
One iced americano for Hyunjin
Hyunjin
Thank you
Hmmm their iced americanos are the best!
Y/N’s POV
*sniff* *sniff* i think its time to let go of my dreams
Being here was all i ever wanted
And it came true
I got to sing and dance and i met some amazing people here who had the same dream as me
We all went through some hard times but i got to share it with them
But being here has taking too much of my time and energy and isnt good for my mental health
I feel disapointed in myself
For not being able to push past the hard times
For giving up so easily
But i can accomplish so many more things
Debuting is just not one of them
I begin to cry again
Y/N
Im going to miss this place
Y/N
These 3 years have been a lot and im so glad i got to experiance them
Y/N
Although im giving up my dream these past few years have made me stronger and made me feel like anythings possible with hard work
Its getting late
I look around for the last time
Turn around and walk to the door
Look back at the studio one last time
And turn the lights off and close the door
I walked to the producers office and cant bring myself to knock on his door
Eventually i knock
*knock* ........ *knock*
Producer
Come in
Producer
Y/N? What brings you here?
Y/N
U-um i-i
Deep breathes Y/N
Producer
?
Y/N
I- dont think t-this is what i w-want to do anymore....
Producer
Y/N what are you talking about?
Y/N
I-i dont think i want to be a k-kpop idol a-anymore
Producer
What? Y/N you cant be serious
Producer
Is this because of the things i said earlier?
Producer
Y/N you need to go through these things in order to become what you want to be
Producer
No one said training to be an idol was going to be easy
Y/N
I-i know that i-i always knew that
Y/N
B-but all of this i-is too hard for me i-i just dont want t-to go through it a-anymore
Producer
Y/N please think this through are you sure this is what you want?
Y/N
Y-yes im 100% s-sure
Producer
*sigh* I had high hopes for you Y/N
Producer
Just know L.T Entertainment is always open for you
Producer
I hope whatever you accomplish in the future is something you truly love
Producer
Just know there will always be hard obstacles to pass
Producer
And sometimes those obstacles are something you cant pass by yourself
Producer
You may fall
Producer
But you will always get back up again
Y/N
T-thank you and t-thank you for e-everything youve d-done for me
Producer
Haha anytime goodbye Y/N i hope to see you soon
Y/N
G-goodbye
I leave his office
It takes me a good few steps for me to stop and begin crying
Those words are something i will never forget
I will forever be grateful for this place
I walk out of the L.T building and see Hyunjin and his friend
Seungmin
Heyyyy Hyunjin
He wraps his arm around Hyunjin
Seungmin
The other members are waiting for you lets go
Hyunjin
Oh yeah okay
I walk past them, they didnt notice me
I walk home dreading the news i have to tell my family
Wise words ;-;