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Episode 39] Lovelorn <1>

As I mentioned in the last episode, this episode is about the past.

I think they'll change the story flow a bit so that the past story will continue for about 2 or 3 episodes!

Hoping for a refreshing high-teen life without emotional exhaustion...

The wind blowing through the window quickly dispersed without a trace.

_It was okay though. It still brushed against my skin.

윤여주

.......

윤여주

.....((He rests his chin on his hand and looks out the window, then slowly lowers his hand.

Oh, did I seem too sentimental?

..I didn't mean to do that,

In fact, as the college entrance exam approached, I found myself staring blankly out the window more and more often.

Because there seemed to be no room to even squeeze in among the classmates who had already formed groups and become close friends,

My life motto was to rather bask in the sunlight that comes in between those gaps.

There's no one to care about, but I care for no reason.

Even though we are not close enough to make eye contact, our eyes keep narrowing.

I pinched my lips for a strangely ticklish feeling. Maybe it's because I didn't apply lip balm, but today it felt especially irritating.

Actually, it might all be my delusion.

학생 / 들

Hey! Class president, don't you have a girlfriend or something?

전정국

...Huh...? ((I get up from where I was lying on the desk

학생 / 들

Why—have you never been in a relationship? Why do you look so dumb?

학생 / 들

...At your level... Oh, no, you're on a different level than us. Level

전정국

What are you talking about, something like that...

전정국

.....

윤여주

.....

윤여주

....((whoosh

전정국

.......

전정국

....doesn't exist..

I feel like I'm going to die from exhaustion.

_After school,

_After school, art room

Dreamy

Dreamy–

윤여주

.....?

전정국

......((Make eye contact with the female protagonist

윤여주

....

A deserted school.

The art room, where small dusts float around, has become our hideout for some time now.

The chairs scattered here and there were pushed over the desk, and that corner.

Because the conversations we had while sitting side by side at the remaining desks were pointless at first, but I soon got sucked into them.

Perhaps because summer was approaching, the longer days were also nice as they were gnawing at the shadows.

The shorter the shadow, the closer we will be to the desk where the shadow falls.

전정국

......

전정국

.....my lady,

윤여주

huh?

전정국

.....

전정국

What is our relationship?

윤여주

..huh...?

전정국

....

The question, asked in a hoarse voice as if it would be cut off at any moment, made me laugh.

Honestly, I didn't expect it... No, I turned my head slightly to the question that had been running through my head.

...I liked the way her cheeks looked brighter in the sunlight.

윤여주

....I see, ..what is this..?ㅎ

전정국

.........

전정국

......We... just hugged each other...

전정국

...and sitting side by side together.......

전정국

..hands too....naturally....

윤여주

....((He lowers his head and looks down at his clasped hands

전정국

Catch...

전정국

........we even kissed.........but............

윤여주

...uh,ah......

In fact, it was something that was passed over without notice.

The kids who already knew everything were just drawn into the atmosphere.

..I didn't have the luxury of worrying about whether it was my first kiss or not.

전정국

.......

윤여주

.....

I feel excited and at the same time dizzy.

It's like crossing between hot and cold water.

But strangely, my heart was pounding like crazy, as if it had fallen over.

전정국

I like you.... ...you know..?

윤여주

....sigh)) I don't know, I made it obvious like that. ..and it's still like that now

전정국

......

윤여주

You'll never be able to cheat when you grow up. Your emotions are all on your face, lol.

전정국

.....I know,..but, it's only for you.

전정국

I'm really good at hiding my facial expressions.

윤여주

.....

My heart was pounding strangely.

When you like someone, when you fall in love, is it really impossible to control that feeling?

For me, who is trying to wrap up this fluttering feeling and mood as if it were just the atmosphere...

Actually, I didn't understand.

윤여주

..do you like me...?

전정국

Oh, of course...!

전정국

...We've only been talking about this so far..

윤여주

.....

I suppressed the somewhat harsh question, “Why?” that was about to pop out.

...my face was red and I felt like I was going to burst at any moment,

There was a moment when I felt secretly impressed by the way he expressed his feelings so confidently, as if he didn't even notice the heat in my face.

전정국

.....

전정국

...Do you want to date.....?

윤여주

..huh...?

전정국

Ah,. M,Of course, the college entrance exam is coming up soon.. After high school, you go to college.., well, I have to go to the military too.... Ha, heh Just...!

윤여주

.....

I wonder if you took my answer as a rejection.

A voice that had grown louder and then gradually became quieter rang clearly in my ears.

윤여주

......

윤여주

....((Turn your head to look straight ahead and then lower your head slightly

윤여주

....okay,

전정국

Whoosh)) ...huh, yeah...?

윤여주

Let's date, I like you too. ((Smile

전정국

.....!!!!((Wow

윤여주

....

It just didn't matter.

Strictly speaking, I dismissed it as just a one-time emotion.

I didn't believe in love, and moreover

I was more interested in how long this love would last,

But it must have been a rather selfish feeling that I wanted to keep the situation I was in as it was.

suddenly

suddenly-

윤여주

Mom...!

윤여주

......

윤여주

.....((I open my frowning eyes slightly

전정국

lol

전정국

Ah, lol Yoon Yeo-ju, really, lol

윤여주

.......

윤여주

...What the... Who wouldn't be surprised if someone suddenly put something on their cheek!

전정국

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ Okay, take it quickly

윤여주

..The kid who said he went to throw away the trash came back with something....

전정국

Juice, no, I just saw a vending machine, lol

윤여주

....haha, that's right..

윤여주

.....((snickers

It's been quite some time since I decided to date him.

Even if I say it, it's only the moon that has changed,

In fact, nothing really changed. It's not like all of his actions and attitudes have changed either.

But he smiled a lot more than before, and tried to hold my hand at random times...

..the school readily accepted my request to keep it a secret, and it was a little bit sweet that only people outside could see it.

윤여주

.......

윤여주

....((Pour the juice that Jungkook brought with your hand

전정국

.......

윤여주

....?

윤여주

Why? Should I give you one too?

전정국

...Huh? Oh, oh no..! Hahaha

윤여주

Then why were you staring at me like that? Do you have something to say?

전정국

......

전정국

hmm....

윤여주

....

전정국

Sigh)) Just because I like it so much right now? Haha

전정국

I was just dazed for a moment. ...Well, as a bonus, I got to see your face too.

윤여주

.....

윤여주

...it's really amazing,

I envy that,

전정국

..what...?

윤여주

just,...

윤여주

Just saying what you want to say without filtering it...?

윤여주

..I envy you for seeming so confident in your feelings.

The saying that true love can only be given by someone who has received a lot of love and is great.

It was the most memorable saying among those about love that only talks about eternity, truth, and sincerity.

I can relate so much,

윤여주

......

전정국

......

윤여주

...Ah, ..did I ruin the mood too much...? Sorry

전정국

Actually, I didn't receive much love growing up.

윤여주

......

윤여주

.....huh...?

전정국

..Everyone else saw it that way, that our family would be harmonious.

전정국

Haha, I was a bit taken aback at first... but now that you're telling me, I'm feeling a bit happy, and also a bit strange.

전정국

My house really revolves around my brother.

윤여주

.....

It feels like I got hit in the back of the head.

전정국

Every year, my brother throws a fancy birthday party, and on my birthday, we just go out to eat at his favorite restaurant.

전정국

...Side dishes are what my brother likes, eating out, movies, and parental love are things I long for when I'm young...

전정국

Sigh)) ...Later, I wonder if he'll even tell me to match up with my older brother.

윤여주

......,

윤여주

...Ah,.. I'm sorry....

전정국

No, well. It's not something to brag about, but! It's definitely not something to be sad about.

전정국

....I just want you to remember that what you see isn't everything.

윤여주

..haha, that's probably been around for a long time.....

전정국

.....Huh,..is that so? ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

윤여주

hehe....

I was overcome with a strange feeling, as if I had unintentionally discovered something completely unexpected.

....a complex emotion that is difficult to define

윤여주

..........

...The biggest feeling among them was probably... relief?

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...Are these two truly a story of salvation or a story of ruin?......

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Hehehehe

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Thank you for reading this episode... I'll work hard to repay the late payment...

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If you have any questions or don't understand anything in the story, please let me know in the comments!!☺️

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Please...ㅠㅠ There are a lot of people watching, but I keep getting rejected..ㅎㅎ...

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Please just give me a handshake once in a while..!

Sonting💐💋