My fireflies

I'm tired of everything

carat

"the sky is beautiful tonight, with millions of stars"others would say that. but how is the sky beautiful? those tiny dots?

carat

those stars are beautiful? how? it's just some stars in the sky, nothing more

carat

I'm tired of no longer feeling anything, I'm tired of pretending I'm okay, I'm tired from running away, I just want to give up, I just.....

carat went out to end her life, she didn't want to get bullied everyday, just before jumping off the bridge, a strange man stopped her....

an old man

miss stop, I don't know how you are feeling at this moment, but please come to this place tomorrow

carat

"maybe I should give it a try",I thought to myself, maybe I can do it

carat

"mister? what do we need to do there? "

an old man

"you don't need to do anything just come to this location and bring your one speciality, something you are good at"

the next day she went to the location which the man gave, it was a huge shop with glass walls and windows, with lots of flowers beside it

she went inside

an old man

you can't sit anywhere you like and make the thing you are good at

carat

I went outside in the garden and started to paint, just then I heard someone behind me with a bold voice

a boy

"some how that painting, it looks sad, it is of pain and sorrow, it's falling apart, asking for comfort and someone to help"

carat

a hand was on my head, I could feel the chill down my spine, my body was numb, that hand it was so warm, I wanted it there for a little more

a boy

"wait I'm coming","bye mister your shop is as beautiful as ever"

carat

I wanted to stop him, I wanted to look back and face him, but before I could stop him I lost my consciousness