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Long time no see, everyone


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I hope you've been doing well. It's already August.


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6 days is quite a long time, right?


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For me, the mental process was over before I could even do anything.


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This


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Anyway, it was a time when I was so busy with various problems that I was out of my mind and physically exhausted and worried.


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It was just a rest stop, but I had a really hard time with anger management issues and depression. I guess I should just leave my dreams as dreams.


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Yes, anyway, today is the 3rd, right? I was originally going to make an announcement on the 3rd, but I think I need to think about it a little more to make it effective.


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I think that will answer your question, so first of all, I will tell you why I took a break today and what made me think about fandom.


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1. My friend broke up with me.


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I heard that an old friend of mine and I broke up a few days before the break.


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We had been together for about 32 days, and my friend was so upset that we had a heart-to-heart talk.


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And it also gave me an opportunity to look back.


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2. My crush moved away.


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That's the guy who came up in my chatroom. That guy had no choice but to move, which led to me transferring schools, and that's how it ended.


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I cried a lot because I felt empty, whether it was because I did my best or because I liked it too much.


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I was so upset that I didn't feel like coming at all.


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3. I broke up with my friend.


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I had a falling out with a friend I had been seeing for several years, so we ended up breaking up.


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I was not feeling well at all because he was a friend of mine who had been with me for a long time, and I couldn't do anything.


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4. It was the academy exam period.


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I had an important exam at school, so I didn't feel like I was in a good condition to do it at the same time.


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I thought I should let go a little for my grades and my current life.


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Because I prepared for this exam for a very long time and very hard.


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So far, that's all about rest, and now I'll tell you why I'm thinking about fan meetings.


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Because I couldn't finish my writing properly and it wasn't fun, I was thinking about changing from a writer to a commenter, and this is because I thought that I could be okay without being on FanPlus.


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There's nothing wrong with that.. haha


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This was roughly the reason, and I would like to apologize to those who have been unintentionally harmed by Sonting and others.


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I think I'll get the answer to my worries tomorrow.


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This was my ideal comforter friend. Thank you for reading.