Special Teacher (Son Dong-pyo/Season 3)

固花 「Gohwa」 🥀

A few days later...

(The feeling of being left home alone after everyone else has gone to work)

손아련(25,초3)

(I don't want to do anything...)

손아련(25,초3)

(I'm not doing anything right now, but I don't want to do anything anymore...)

KakaoTalk!

손아련(25,초3)

Ha... why is the phone so far away...

손아련(25,초3)

Sigh...

손표동(24,초4)

(KakaoTalk) I'm going on a date after school~~♥

손아련(25,초3)

Teacher Pyodong...

손아련(25,초3)

The flowers that Teacher Pyodong gave me... they've all withered...

손아련(25,초3)

you...

손아련(25,초3)

Just like me...

손아련(25,초3)

A flower that withers because it is not loved...

🎶🎵🎶🎵📞🎶🎵🎶🎵

손아련(25,초3)

Yes, star mother!

Teacher~ I heard that you quit..ㅠㅠ Star really liked youㅠㅠ Are you not going to come back?ㅠㅠ

손아련(25,초3)

Yes, mother... I'm sorry it happened like thatㅠㅠ

The way a star treats people he likes and people he hates is completely different, but I really liked him because he seemed to really like me, but I'm so sad that it ended up like this.

It must be hard to adapt to Star because the teacher keeps changingㅠㅠ

손아련(25,초3)

That's right ㅠㅠ I'm so sad too.. Star was so pretty and she was my first disciple.. I'm really going to miss her..

Thank you so much for taking such good care of Star so far. I hope you will continue to be a great teacher who guides children in a good direction in other places.

Yes... thank you... I hope you and your mother stay healthy and well...

Yes.. Then I will change the star.. Star, tell me.

스타(지체장애)

...

손아련(25,초3)

Star...ㅠㅠ

스타(지체장애)

...

Star.. Take care and it was fun being with you.. I'll miss you... Take care!!! Bye!!! 😭😭

스타(지체장애)

Hello... (snap)

You're a starㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ

손아련(25,초3)

okay...

손아련(25,초3)

It's not my fault...

손아련(25,초3)

It was my first time working, so 5 people were a burden to me.

손아련(25,초3)

There are people who feel sorry for me and even call me to express their condolences...

손아련(25,초3)

It's not a failure...

손아련(25,초3)

1/5 success... I did nothing wrong...

🌸꽃잎엠씨

Actually, out of the six mothers, the two I cared about gave me a lot of good advice.

🌸꽃잎엠씨

I was the mother of two aggressive children. Aggressive behavior is the most dangerous behavior, so I had to take care of those two children first.

🌸꽃잎엠씨

The other four children had no choice but to turn out that way because I was clumsy and didn't pay much attention to them, and the two mothers who did pay attention to them were grateful to me, so isn't that a success?

🌸꽃잎엠씨

Moreover, because of Corona, I only got to see the kids for about two months because of online classes. It was hard for me, who started working in March for the first time rather than joining midway.

🌸꽃잎엠씨

When I become more skilled and can take care of six children, I think the mothers of six will like me.

손아련(25,초3)

deadhead...

손아련(25,초3)

Even if a flower withers, it is still a flower...

손아련(25,초3)

You're so much like me... I can't throw you away...

(after a while)

손아련(25,초3)

also...!!!

손아련(25,초3)

Even when a flower withers, it's still a flower!! It's so pretty!!!

Even if I wither, I can be reborn as pretty as this...

(After a while)

손표동(24,초4)

There are many other good places... Do I really have to go there...? ㅠㅠ

손아련(25,초3)

yes...

손표동(24,초4)

Oh my... I see...

손표동(24,초4)

arrive...!!!

It was an unusually cold winter...

After it passes... more beautiful flowers will bloom...

Looking back at the fading wounds... I hope we can talk with a smile...🎵

손표동(24,초4)

What song is it? Are the lyrics good? Haha

손아련(25,초3)

Kim Sejeong's tunnel hahaha

손표동(24,초4)

Actually, I also found a song for Teacher Aryun, but would you like to listen to it...?

손아련(25,초3)

Yeah haha

손표동(24,초4)

The title is To Me Who Doesn't Love Me

손아련(25,초3)

(It's just me...)

Where, how, and when did it start? The anxiety and loneliness that enveloped me

손아련(25,초3)

(Where, how, and when did my loneliness and depression begin?)

What kind of thoughts do you have while you spend your days? Or perhaps, what makes you hold on so precariously?

손아련(25,초3)

(The sight of me spending the day doing nothing... I'm living because I can't die... Maybe I'm not living, but just enduring...)

Because I lied to my childhood by telling myself that I had to endure it and become an adult.

손아련(25,초3)

(I'm an adult and a teacher... I have to persevere even when it's hard... I have to stop crying... I have to smile in front of the parents...)

손아련(25,초3)

(I've been deceiving myself like that... I'm human too and I'm still young... It's okay to cry if you're sad...)

I got used to the time when I didn't know how to love myself and wasn't loved.

손아련(25,초3)

(I didn't even realize that I was withering away, and I just thought that I had to smile and teach, and so I withered away little by little)

If it becomes too hard to bear, then you can put it all down and take a break.

손아련(25,초3)

(Okay... you can rest now... you can cry... it's all over...)

I couldn't even say it because it hurt so much, so I guess I hesitated and it became a habit.

You can put it down for a while now. It's been really hard, my children.

My closed memories that I want to hug, now let's rest in peace, lonely days...

손표동(24,초4)

Thank you for your hard work!! Teacher Aryun was such an amazing special education teacher!! Let's forget everything and take a short break to become even better teachers...!!

손표동(24,초4)

You can walk slowly!!!

okay...

손아련(25,초3)

During that time... it was hard... but I learned a lot... had fun... and was happy...

hi...

🌸꽃잎엠씨

Aryeon only experienced this... but I can't say anything about it at the time, but I experienced another big thing that was just as big as this... I can't tell which one was worseㅠㅠ

🌸꽃잎엠씨

A-ryeon only lost her dreams, but I also lost my love.

🌸꽃잎엠씨

Even now, I am still a withered flowerㅠㅠ

🌸꽃잎엠씨

Another reason why I described myself as a withered flower is...

🌸꽃잎엠씨

When I die, I just die. Day by day... I feel like I'm withering away in pain...

🌸꽃잎엠씨

I don't feel like I'm withering anymore. I've gotten a lot better.

🌸꽃잎엠씨

Today feels like the last episode, doesn't it?

🌸꽃잎엠씨

But it's not the last episode haha ​​My goal is to finish it by Wednesday

🌸꽃잎엠씨

The reason is... I have something I want to do starting Thursdayㅠㅠ

🌸꽃잎엠씨

It's really so pathetic, but... I lost my dreams, I lost my love, I have nothing I want to do.

🌸꽃잎엠씨

That's all I wanted to doㅠㅠ

🌸꽃잎엠씨

So I'm just going to try whatever it is..!!

🌸꽃잎엠씨

I really became the emotionless teacher that people talked about... no, I became an emotionless personㅠㅠ

🌸꽃잎엠씨

There was nothing to be afraid of, nothing I wanted to do, nothing fun, no motivation, no greed... nothing.

🌸꽃잎엠씨

When people are depressed, everyone tells them to get a hobby or exercise, right?

🌸꽃잎엠씨

But when I get depressed, I know it, but I have no motivation and can't do anything.

🌸꽃잎엠씨

It's pathetic, but... it was the ice cream that saved my life...

🌸꽃잎엠씨

Then see you next time🥀