"Thank you for being my first and last friend."

EP.02 [Sayings like this]

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Sob... sob...

Tiring

매니저

Is that right?

매니저

I'm a manager and I have practice today, so come to the practice room.

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...practice..

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..sigh..I don't want to live like this..

Suddenly

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...

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Exactly two minutes late

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Can you move quickly?

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..(shivering)

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ha..

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Practice individually

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yes

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yes

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yes

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yep

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okay

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uh

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...

Put on your earphones, go to a corner, and practice.

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...

Is it music to your ears?

Is it laughter?

It makes an annoying noise

"Haha ...

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...

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If it's going to be like this... it would be better to go to the practice room and do it alone... haha

Turbuck

Turbuck_

Turbuck

bang-!!

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her..

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ha..

Tick-

?~%!@#₩%@~

My heart stops beating when I listen to music anymore

Tryna pull up It's like time has stopped

The snowflakes are falling and moving further away

I want to see you I want to see you

For you, I could pretend to be happy even when I was sad

For you, I could pretend to be strong even when I was in pain

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Phew..

Swish

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..he

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There were a lot of them...

My favorite thing is writing and composing

So I wrote a lot of lyrics

Among them

There were words like this

Lonely and difficult

Help me

Can I restore my red-stained wrists to their original state?

Can I survive, covered in wounds?

Save me

'Everyone forgets...'

'I can do it...'

'Trust me...'

'I'll help you'

...

It's all my story

There are days when you are sad and have a hard time..

A cutter knife helps me

So that you can feel comfortable...

Swish...swish...if you draw it...

My wrist is turning redder and redder

My ankles are turning redder and redder

Lonely and difficult..

Please...comfort me...

Every day

My bruised body

I'm getting tired now

Help me..

Save me..

I used to wear only long sleeves and long pants

Short sleeves...so I can wear shorts...

May all seasons not become winter

Can you... help me..?

...

I'll help you..

You can do it

Have hope

cheer up

Trust me

Everyone forgets...

..I wonder if there are people around me who say things like this..

..I want to find it

Someone who helps me

The person who makes me happy

Someone who is on my side

...

Crackle

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Something like this...

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Could it be possible..

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..he

Have hope... maybe there is...

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..he

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For me...

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There's no more hope...

"To me, the only emotion is fear."

"For me, hope... doesn't exist."