To those who are having a hard time.

1. I want to be comforting

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I don't know if this will be of any help to you, but please listen.

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Guys, what color do you think it would be if you mixed white and black?

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It becomes a color like gray, right?

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Here, white is yourself and black is what you fear.

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I've heard people say this sometimes

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I heard that gray is almost always a dark color

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No matter how hard you try to hold on, you get tired and it's hard.

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If I add a little white to gray, will it become completely white?

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No matter how much other people tell me to overcome it and cheer up, the wounds in my heart won't heal.

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No matter how much you fear the darkness, you know how to overcome it, but you do it because you are afraid.

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If you keep doing that, you'll start to lose confidence in yourself.

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When you think about that, thoughts of self-harm and suicide come to mind.

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Self-harm and suicidal thoughts are not bad. People think like that because they are too weak to endure it.

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"Is he going to harm himself?" they say things like that.

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I've self-harmed, too. People around me gossip about it. Why is that? I'm struggling, so why do people gossip about me?

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After I come home from school, I think, "What did I do wrong that people are swearing at me and criticizing me?" I cry every night.

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But even if I cry alone every night, the only person who can help me is myself.

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I don't know if this was helpful, but thank you for listening. If you've had a hard time, please tell me. I'll listen.