typical

Calm before the storm...

I'm Byun BaekHyun, I'm 18 and I don't know what to do with my life other than sleep and eat, read something light and be stressed, live life.

What does it mean to be an adult? Is there really anything good about it?

At 15, I thought it would be great to turn 18 quickly, that it would be a new entry into new experiences.

I'd have a girlfriend, a new car, I could buy alcohol and drugs, what a party life I'd have.

But the reality is very different, there's no girlfriend because thanks to Kris I discovered that I like to bite pillows.

There's no car because unfortunately I can't see in HD and my parents are afraid I'll kill someone (not to mention I might fail my driving test).

Alcohol doesn't exist for me because, just like with drugs, you need money to get it, and I'm poor.

Turning 18 isn't the gateway to new experiences; it's just another year of aging and entering the realities of the world.

Life is unfair to everyone to varying degrees and in different ways, while for one person the world ends because of a broken down feather.

Another feels like he's dying because of the injustices in the world and is filled with importance by not being able to do anything.

According to Junmyeon, life is like a Yaoi and we 11 don't know how to have sex, so we'll always end up being violated by life.

I prefer to say that life is like a stray dog; it just waits for you to turn your back to bite you, and if you face it, it lets you do whatever you want.

I have things to complain about, but also things to be grateful for.

I have 10 loyal friends since kindergarten and even though they're idiots most of the time, I love them.

(I'll leave it here, if I see that you like it I'll continue, if not, well, whatever)