- This is not your car, have you any reason to do the ridiculous?- she says, this penniless girl from a hole is telling me what to do?
- Respect me!!! You aren't nothing but a toy.
- So... what's the problem? I don't see why any of my business are related to you.
- Jimin...
- What about Park? We varely talk on cordial terms lately.
- Come out and talk like a person!!- a lot of dudes came out to surround my target.
- You mesed with the wrong girl....
- No, bitch... I will teach you to not get my man... and cheat on him.
- Are you dating Yoongi ?
- No...iugh... I am talking about Jimin.
- The only dude I'm related to is Min, to your information.
- Then stop sending him stuff like this - it was one of the short clips Jimin used to tell me in a very bad way that he has received more offers than mine and he is getting tired of me. He was the one calling every other day for a date when he knew that I wasn't dating anyone.
- That was taken when Yoongi came to visit me and we started something... it is an old video he took to show his friends my hability to do pole dance... If I wanted to dance on his lap... we wouldn't be having this conversation.
- He just... Lisa told me you were with Yoongi tonight... so... guys... teach her to not get in may way... you whore don't have enough with one dude... what do you want? To collect the seven members? - that is impossible... doesn't it? They don't share women... she is not that pretty.
She got half undressed here in the street, took the long stick from the car and moved it dangerously. This shameless psychopath....
- Look stupid... this place is a private area, with cameras. I don't have anything to loose but I will make sure she doesn't see another coin in her accounts to pay me for this... so if you want money to do the stupiest thing she says... come and be sure I don't get up after the first blow or....( I did a small demonstration ) is the last thing you will do with your stupid lifes... ah and my first aim is always between the legs, stupidity shouldn't be spreading freely - stupid... me??? How she dare !!!
They disappeared leaving me alone....cowards. But I know she was the reason, Jimin compared us... that only have one traduction for me. He wanted her.
- This is not going to end here.
- I'm not interested in Park, but he is a friend, solve your business and don't try weird stuff... you don't know me.
- I don't believe you!!!- I cried
- I don't know what he said to you... but he is obviously busy with his military stuff, yeah there are a few females in the camp...like nurses and militar personnel, but you shouldn't worry... if he is doing this so you wouldn't forgive him... then tears aren't going to help you.
- Babe.... dress up or get shoes on... the streets aren't clean, even if they look like it - Yoongi came with food in his hands.
- Okay...- She helped him... It was better to go now he is someone I don't wanna mess with. I will like to know what he will do with her when he learns about her dirty secrets with Jimin.
SUGA'S P/V:
- what happened?- I asked serious
- not sure, but seems like Jimin kicked her, she knew that I fancy you, is not the first time she realizes that something must be happening between us. Lisa and Jisoo probably don't hide their thoughts about it... Lisa saw us tonight, you kissed me so many times that nobody should have doubts about what we are... but she is pointing me.
- well... that's not important now.... what about something to eat and then talk about those promises I made?
- Deal... what's in there?- she tried to smile but I know she wasn't happy, not like before I needed to met Hoseok.
- Are you hungry? Me too... I bought a lot, hope is all nice... I don't remember eating here lately, I cleaned her foot with wet wipes and put some socks on her and carresed her legs... just because.
- surely is good.... that... feels nice.
- my hands?
- yes... they are warm.
The passion that made nervous to walk into the restaurant, in case someone noticed what I was doing in my car, with my wife.... that fire, was nowhere to be found... but I couldn't forget not even with the bad news
- Babe...
- One second... I am almost done - she was cleaning after we shared the food, fortunately wasn't that bad, even if we skipped eating a few things.... they were too sour even for us that can tolerate almost any flavor. But seriously that salad seemed to be dressed a decade ago.
- Yoongi... what is it?... hey love...
- sorry... I was distracted... come, sit on my lap - I was distracted because I didn't wanted more drama or complications.
- What is wrong?.... - she asked softly.
- Nothing... I... Have you changed your mind?... I will do whatever you want - I used my fingers to touch her lightly in a nice way, nothing that would give her the idea that I would force her into more than this.
- I want to relax... I should get a shower... you smell so good and I probably don't anymore - she came closer to try and figure out what I smell like now.... as if she couldn't remember how intense was her touch before.
- mmm.... I am all yours - she kissed my neck lightly.
- Wait for me... I will get clean quickly.... mmm here - she poured a little of a nice alcohol... was a traditional made soju, she likes it over others brands because she says that the taste is nicer.
To me it was too sweet, exactly like her... too easy that I forget when I should stop. Baika was like that, with me... she lures me to consume the space between us until there doesn't exist more room... I grabbed the bottle and walked with it to our bedroom.
I was leaving in the dark every room, from the principal area where we stay most of the time, to the music room that little by little has become into a full studio and my old desk is now a cabin to record without noises... the working table was moved to the guest room that my parents use, because is the largest one.
The other guest room was for my brother or any friend and we have a small room with a small window but with a private bathroom and space enough for the amount of clothes that I need to storage.
She stopped buying things that isn't going to use and selled or donated all that she could and I permit, because she was selling her memories of events she once used to assisy, being like a tradition since she was so disconnected from her family.
There in our wardrobe, she has a little space I can see her things are still in boxes there under the table, same table to do her beauty routines or to work, sometimes I use it to write my lyrics when the house is full.
- love... I will brush my teeth quickly.
- oh... I...
- relax, I will wait for you in bed, like a good boy.
- you can be a vampire for all that I care - she wiped the glass to see me better and I blowed a kiss.
I wasn't finished when I felt a humid presence behind me, I laughed pulling her hand from my waist to my breast. Her kissses in my back and shoulder didn't scaped my recognition.
I turned around to use a towel on her body and hair, enjoying what she let me see, touch and kiss. I moved us towards our bed.
- I think I left something unfinished...- my heart stopped or feels like it.
- Darling even if you ask me to sleep cuddling tonight, I wouldn't be more happier... this is what you want? - she didn't answered me her eyes were like looking to the flames I started to be warm.
- Ready?- She asked softly
- Ready or not... babe... I am all yours - the pleasure started with her smile and all that followed afterwards.
At some point I was under her perfect, so perfect existence... wanted to be devoured, wanted to be used... because she loves me. I know love is not made for me... but she is diferent.
BABY'S P/V:
I have never tried drugs voluntarily, unless my doctor made me have something to cure me.... But tonight Yoongi makes me fly.
Since I met him my life has been like that, a Kaleidoscope... I don't care about anything, only the passion in his eyes, the pink in his lips, the hability of his hands... the secrets behind his voice and then my life wasn't as bad anymore.
I opened my eyes from a nightmare, I can't remember if it was a dream, a premonition or a evil existence... I couldn't breathe and I relaxed because Yoongi was totally unconscious next to me, very naked.
Goodness I am so lucky.... I remember his smell, his flavor and his touch, his words intoxicated by the lust to have me, the care, the love... I can't forget any detail... then I was up, awake. Completely awake to realize the sun trying to burn the curtains... oh my gosh! Is he late for work?
- hey ... cut my hair... is totally out of control.
- What?... Yoongi... I can't... it's going to look horrible.
- why? Do you hate me or something?
- No, but despite of your good opinions about my talents, I don't think that cutting your hair is gonna be like... that nice...or easy.
- I have that trimming machine... don't ask why... only set it and make everything even... nininiinnnnn... can't be that difficult.
- I think you have lost a few screws last night....
- came on... I am not an Idol... just a man doing his task... I don't have to look pretty anymore... just... think that during my service time is your only opportunity to touch my hair.
- Don't tempt me... please... I am a big fan of your dark and long strands.... I love your hair....
- It's going to grow back in a few days... don't make me repeat what you said to me every time something happened to your head.
- okay... is only a hair cut, is going to be long again.... it's only hair... - I needed to convince myself.
- come... I charged it.
- So you prepared everything?.... I can't believe you sometimes.
- Ana... you are so dandy after watching me boxing a dude, big as hell and you are in panic mode because of my hair...
- Yoongi... I don't care about anything of that... I mean... great to know, that you trust me... but any of that made me change my mind. I love you Yoongi.... your hair is perfect without my help.
We ate slowly, he asked why my questions from last night seemed less important... he was ready to give me answers, to explain me... so I don't care. I don't care what he likes to do, to be the man I met and got married with.
What he made me feel with his words, his behavior... the way he loved me last night... I don't have reasons to doubt. We are on the same page... I talked too, about my past over the breakfast I prepared for lunch, before he hast to go out.
- Is not bad, don't worry more about my hair, I'll get it professionally trimmed next time.
- yeah, that would be a better idea than this experiment... I will be at home unless I get bored and go to the store myself instead of ordering to receive everything here.
- okay.... lock the door well at night. Anything, just text me I will try to answer when I have time.... Love.... see you later.
- yeah... I will be here when you are done for today.
- I hate this shift.... I will be out at midnight or later... until that... - he kissed me softly again... probably the fact that I left the house affected him more that I thought. He never repeated the same mistake ever since he came to bring me back to share this apartment.
SUGA'S P/V:
- Min... we have someone new... he was changed from regular service to here... whatever the reason... here, his expedient. Wait for him and teach him what we do here, the boss says he is with us.
- yes, Sir...- my superior handed the documents over the pile in my desk. I noticed that today mine was the taller one in my team. How long does he pretends to have me here?
- you look different....
- mmm I trimmed my hair at home... it's that bad?- I was happy with the result to try to convince her again, despite she doesn't want to repeat the expirience.
- no... you are glowing... it's annoying - I couldn't believe it. Ah... must be that ridiculous idea that I look better when I spend my time with my wife.
- eh??- I faked ignorance but my work wouldn't be less because of that... I didn't wanted to think about the notice Hoseok gave me... we can't do much.
Why someone would try to sell something that dangerous? A misile with a nuclear head... is not impossible to try and create one using abandoned nuclear plants but in Asia those aren't multiple, and aren't exactly abandoned... and to imagine that they negotiated something with... no... that was suicide or to steal it... how they will transport that?
Of course if I get to know anything I will not hide it, I don't wanna know any of that dangerous idea... professional will deal with that... but... goodness if it becomes real.... I don't wanna imagine that... I am trying to be father... how I can look at my wife if I get to know that they managed to traffic with that? If she leaves me to have my child where I can't follow her?.... If she thinks that I'm just like his father, maybe little on the limit from oportunist from a criminal.
- sir...
- eh? Me? I am not your superior here but do you need something?
- they told me it's dinner time...
- ah... go then, I'm trying to finish this first.
- isn't a problem if you take your pause at a different time?.
- no if I don't go outside to eat, feel free to go and get to know everyone.
- o...okay...- he suffered lesions on his leg so the rest of his service will be here in a office. The training is hard sometimes and accidents aren't unavoidable, fortunately they didn't added extra time to his service because he completed his mandatory training as soldier... I am going to do that after my birthday. I want to be at home and share my birthday with my wife and probably my family.