- then... is because you asked IU to do that song instead of Baby? But when we recorded the guide, she couldn't control her voice one bit... and the song was totally because you got enamored with the princess and were doing all the possible to hide it in front of her on video calls because she was like... on the other side of the country... that's why you wanted to sing more on your songs and add a lot of English - I started to ramble out of nowhere... Namjoon always throws us under the bus when a fight is about to start and is who influenced that part of my personality ( I just don't like conflict and my mouth says whatever on my mind at tne moment).
- OMG! I knew it! - said Suzy, and Baika was trying not to laugh... I looked at Yoongi carefully.
- Why did you come here, Jeon Jungkook? - My friend asked with eyes that made me feel chills and the will to run and hide somewhere.
- Hyung.... I.... probably because you contacted her to do another collaboration, which is why she thought differently about you, but I think she is dating someone now, cause I saw her in.... I better shut up...
SUGA'S P/V:
Can I talk with you for a moment in private? - asked Ten
- If I give you five minutes of my time, would you go and let me work properly with Min Yoongi? -My wife said
- Be seated on his legs are the same kind of work as accompany him to my birthday?- Jia said
- That was a date but thanks to that I didn't need bodyguards because she practices personal defense with them and is really good at it - I said and she was green of jealousy and red of frustration since Ten was suposed to be the man to demonstrate she could get the man she wanted.
- Min... you decided to be for your fans first, so don't get her so worked up over something as common as going somewhere together, she is here holding that man like a golden ticket and we should get strange ideas when we don't know anything about them - my wife said, advertising me to not make more enemies trying to separate us.
Ten almost pushed her away to be free to offer an arm for my wife, I just murmured that I prefer if they get the idea that Baby was mine and any of us was going to play around. Ten was claiming her attention at all cost, which was perfectly clear to me and Jia... Jia was in her own world, imagining a wedding that would never happen.
- Five minutes is a bit short... what about a coffee in a good place and talking peacefully you and I... - the Idol said, smiling like a rat. It was driving me awfully crazy.
- I don't like coffee and don't have time for you today, Min asked first and since I was free he would like to spend all my spare time on him, until I have other business to attend - Baika said taking PD-NIM arm and walking outside the set.
As I waited for her return all kind of weird ideas crossed my mind and Jungkook did his best to maintain me distracted, whe she returned I noticed how sexy she looked on that apron, the dress I wanted to see on her today was totally hidden under it and since I took the top she wanted to wear so people wouldn't stare at her for showing that amount of skin so carelessly.
She returned, but I actually just wanted to be the center of her universe again, like I have been lately. I planned a nice day together to change the bad moments she has to endure every time Lee, Jena, or their minions noticed her here to cause trouble around her... or try, Baika endured it without falling on their games but at home... at home she was just hurt and vulnerable because was taking all that unnecessary stress to herself, I didn't have to endure bad attitudes at home she was cute, lovely and funny towards me the best she could manage... even if I had my ways to make her unable to hide from me anything... somehow, doing that made me unable to hide my own struggles, and she has been there for me too.
I have lost all my interest in working, mostly because photo sessions are the most tiring thing for me... I was irritated because after noticing that any small gesture on my part was a significant motivation for her to stand our relationship. I am not the nicest guy in the world. Actually, y biggest fear is not being able to demonstrate my feelings so she can feel happy as I'm for having her.
Her endless patience to make me understand her points, negotiations with smiles , and nothing that she would do anything gladly if I dmadethe effort to ask nicely. That her kisses are addictive... so many things that I didn't want to hide anymore.
The group members have noticed quickly, I was having serious problems to keep my relationship secret because that was giving the opportunity to all the bad intentioned people to hurt us... so much that my jealously was killing me sometimes because we can't openly say we are together and to respect it.
I haven't noticed in wwhichbubble and small world I was living, I thought I was too mature , o that's why I could close so easily the door towards love and romance... thought that any of that was for me, I convinced myself that being alone would be the best for me even if I wanted to explore what being married was or having a child... I was scared to ask those around me about their personal life, because once I heard that , they would exchange my life for theirs to not have all those responsibilities and thinking how lonely I was... I was just scared to know.
Baby was a sponge, everything tinted her, she kept learning how to deal with other humans, understanding their wiew and accomodating into her soul the things she wanted to herself... she was isolating herself lately, I was concerned she was taking that from me because I didn't want to think she had experienced life worse than me.
-ro... that guy will do the impossible to get the bunny princess on his bed or ionany flat surface - Jungkook said as soon as they were far enough to not hear us talk.
- Don't remind me because I will become the reincarnation of something evil if he tries something on Baby... That imbecile bought a Maserati for her. Thanks to heavens, he doesn't care about those things and varely can distinguish a couple of brands... believe me that I regret convincing her to dress up to go to his company and give the best impression possible with her feminine appearance.
- You shouldn't worry she was more than happy with your flowers and whatever you did to put that smile on her face, look if you are so concerned focus on doing this concept is magical and atractive... I can bet my salary that all those armys waiting for new pictures will end in the hospital because you biased them - Suzy joked
- Don't poke me Suzy, because I am about to go there and set fire on that guy clothes, so he realizes what burning up to the bones means - I answered fuming and closing my shirt and crossing my arms not looking at anyone in particular.
I felt like the staff close to me stepped back almost a meter away from me... I must be radiating strong vibes to not get closer.
They tried to focus about returning to the original plan and do my makeup, tried to enlighten my existence because I wanted to do this today because I was surely against the idea of showing my body at all costs... no matter how old I get, nobody would give a darn to see my pale and small frame and the traces of my visits to the hospital.
- Should I get some ropes to get the labor done? - Suzy tried to joke about my insistence on keeping my shirt on and covering myself as much as possible.
Jungkook also rolled up his sleeves to follow her lead but it worked the wrong way and Baika received the wrong answers as soon as I opened my mouth. Our maknae can't see the people he loves fighting, any of us can actually manage that well without being in the middle so he learned from Namjoon how to nervously say whatever that crossed his mind, fortunately we didn't wanted to fight or anything so he realizes whe we at the same time that nobody is fighting or anything here.
- I don't want to go home, but Suga should apologize to all that are wasting their time on this - Baika was right and she didn't waited even a second to take off her apron, cover herself properly and walk away again.
- SORRY, SO SORRY - I said quickly before she disappeared from sight that she needed a break, and I need her close to be able to do this .
- Hyung, is it fine to let her go? She isn't going to leave and actually go home... I will bring her back...- he said but I hold into his clothes
- we need a little breath from the stress, don't worry about it. I will look for her in a while, when I talk to her normally and this aggressive tone - I explained to him
- Hyung... why are you that way with her? She hasn't done anything wrong at least that I know. - Jungkook said.
- ah... sometimes being older doesn't mean that I became a perfect person. She can shoulder my personality often, but actually don't want to increase the burden... all my insecurities come up when I do things that I regret.
- you are very mature sometimes, so what is bothering you? Why are you so out of yourself today? - Suzy asked
- that's not important now... can put something to cover me a little? I don't think I can stand people sneaking stares - I advertised, and everyone started to work
I hugged myself and started to focus. This was just getting ready like always with my usual team and that nobody was paying me more attention than necessary.
As I waited Suzy made a barrier between me and the biggest part of my staff with my shirt open Jungkook decided to make a joke about not needing ant whiteness on my makeup because I already looked like an onigiri without condiments.
- Why don't you take a try in front of the camera, surely you will like a ghost too? - I said to him so he wouldn't say anything else about my body, I know he is just playing around, but today I can't endure anything at all.
Everything was being smoothly between Baika and I since she returned from Busan, but she secluded herself at home until I invited her to travel around with me and a few things she wanted to do. She was giving me everything of herself, worked from home and pushed me to enjoy my life to the fullest even if the next morning she would have a difficult day.
Last night... I know she loved that I surprised her, waited for her and was the one making her day better because this morning nothing could take her smile from her face, didn't even had to convince her to be my companion today.
- See? I look human. Hey, you have been doing exercise?- said Jungkook after trying out what was set for me.
- I need to do exercise for my shoulder. It goes bad if I don't take care - I said, starting to feel anxiety about doing this.
The professionals noticed that I was moving away from them sigtly again.
Suzy's P/V:
- I will get Baby back, entretain him but don't touch him much she have him space but we didn't, try to keep working slowly - I said to my assistant, that was like my sister to me because I spent most of my life talking to her.
I know Baby's favorite hiding spot is Yoongi's studio so I walked towards there to find her, I stepped out of the elevator ad observing the different corridors, and take the one towards Yoongi's lab.
Jena was trying codes at the door, so I figured out Baby wasn't there or she would chase the girl away if she acknowledged the intruder. I decided to send a short video to PD and Yoongi since she didn't notice me and was thinking what to do to scare her... I was hiden behind a pillar in the corridor looking for a song or something in my play list with a strong sound... like with trumpets or something really noisy to take her soul out of her body.
But something unexpected happened, a very pissed off Idols arrived, not properly dressed, barefooted one paler than white marble and just beside him a healthy tanned one with a toned to perfection body... I realized that I was salivating over my babies Yoongi and Jungkook.
So I shaked my head to take those thoughts out of my head. When was the last time I saw a man naked? I need to meet new people soon, ogling this young angels become adults was a reason to protect them and don't get caught by their handsome image, I teached them so many things so they are more likely my little babies than anything.
My short mental breakdown made press on the screen of my cellphone ready to play a song at the highest volume possible, wasn't the song I had in mind but the start of CL's song "spicy" with that baritone voice asking for sauce at the very beginning just matches them walking with killing vibes, Jungkook smirked noticing me there also in panic mode.
I got impressed for a second, but Jena... she was on the floor with her things everywhere, her eyes round as boiled eggs, her mouth open and took her sigtly longer to have a functional brain again. The bad luck is that the electronic system of Yoongi's studio is a little slow and gave the green signal when they reached the door and Yoongi opened it, so she managed to get the security code at the last try.
He saw something, Yoongi took a piece of paper from the floor and stopped the music show to get over there and learn what happened.
- Who gave you this? - Yoongi asked in tone so low and penetrating that put my heart to beat like crazy... he wasn't even using much volumen or aggressiveness, but there is so much time since I noticed him so furious about something.
- what's that? - asked Jungkook
- a list of security codes, mine is here, but doesn't have any other references and I appart from me just two people has my code. But I am know there is a way to get this information - Yoongi said softly, and that scared me even more than my fights with my ex. His smile and sweet voice the tension on his body... he is going to disintegrate her if she makes the wrong decision.
- I was... asked to... check whose are those, but... nothing else, I promise - she said, struggling to talk
- Who asked you? - said PD-NIM followed by a lawyer and another CEO... I must have interrupted a meeting , Sejin came seconds later, having trouble breathing properly... probably had to run here from where he was.
- Lee... said I should take on his duties until someone else takes his place... he said this was more important than my life - she cried.
- I didn't want to believe you were so stupid that your feelings were making you take the wrong steps... tried to convince myself that your love was just toxic, but really ... you just had to not leave doubts that your head is totally empty. What a deception... I don't want to see you in front of me anymore, better... forget that I exist - Yoongi said so nicely that it was sending chills. It was like hearing something evil, even Jungkook stepping back a little.
Yoongi entered his studio and looked around, Jungkook helped Jena to stand because she was in shock and I collected all her things, on her wallet a photograph of a really young Yoongi looking at her younger version like a stupid boy in love... he even got into a photo stand for her, so he once did all those normal things with a girlfriend, sometimes I wanted to be on Baby's shoes but sometimes I just pitied her, seeing the dangerous block of ice Yoongi is.
Nikki's P/V:
- Nishimura Riki - someone said on my back, it was the correct pronunciation of my name without honorifics... nobody calls me that way. Well, one person does, but she... I turned around, forgetting the conversation I was having with my teammates.
- Hey, glad to see you - I said with a genuine smile on my face, couldn't help myself our group was about to debut when we met her, she also was struggling with the language but also could say a few things in Japanese.
When we needed more time to prepare our choreography, he was always available to stay with us until we couldn't move our bodies anymore and bought us so much food. I think all of us had a little crush on her because she always has been so open and helped us to stay focused and happy even at those hard moments.
- Ahhhhh - screamed our lider running to hug her... what an energetic dude.
- It's been a while, darling - she said to the monkey on her arms.
Kay grabbed him like a bag of potatoes over his shoulder and apologized to her. But she didn't mind being hugged she actually invited us to do a group hug.
- what are you up to? - Baby asked us some started to talk about our work, and others said not to give spoilers, but she just corrected her question to know what we should be doing at this moment.
- they are going to the gym and I will go visit the guys that almost debuted with us, they are getting ready to go into another survival program to choose the rest of the members of the new group... they are going to promote mostly in Japan so the staff asked me to go do the big brother thing to see if they really are fine with that plan specially for the one of the guys that had to learn the language like me and now will have to start again the process learning Japanese - I said.
- Just be yourself and hear them out, you experienced how are the older Idols towards you getting ready to take the same journey as they did years ago, it's hard and difficult to be an Idol so any support they can manage to get will help them, if you teach them 10 things at least one, they will apply to the next generation following them... I am so proud of you. The staff thinks you are the correct person to guide them a little - I couldn't stop my heart and the happiness hearing her compliment.
All the way there couldn't take her words from my head, even laughed remembering she would put a stone over my head because I am getting taller every time she sees me. I don't have the intention to fall in love with her. My little crush is enough for me, but I hope to be able to see her more often... I don't know if I can teach anything to the boys mostly because they were my friends during the competition to debut in my group and almost made it.
I just have to be myself and hear them... the moon is beautiful and full tonight.
- we arrived, and I haven't heard you humming in the car lately. Something good happened to you?- My manager asked.
- A pretty woman praised me. That's good.
- Don't tell me you have time for dating? - My manager asked
- Of course not, do you remember Baby Brown? The one that stayed until late practicing the choreography with us almost two years ago.
- Ah! The Latin American dancer, yes I remember , but she is not often at the company, I heard she almost canceled her contract with the agency for a problem with Lee, you know... the head of the management team of BTS, but he got fired this morning, and I have seen PD-NIM convincing Sejin to let him handle the situation... hopes she doesn't leave the company, she is a very nice person, always with a smile ready... that's not usual in this country.
- Hopes she stays, let's go, they must be waiting.
- Thanks for doing this Ni-ki, I know you have enough with your own life but sometimes we have to be the biggest person and I believe you can understand them better than us, that are just old people telling them what to do and where to go all day long - my manager said.
He haven't told me this before, I suppose our management team also feels bad managing us to go, do and say whatever they consider necessary. This job is not easy and at least I am happy that my company always tries his best to not exclusively do what's best to earn money with our efforts. We have some room to be.
SUGA'S P/V:
What a pity, I never thought a woman could break my heart so many times... I really had hopes for Jena to finally open her eyes and see that Lee was just using her to do the dirty job.
Never imagined this, how much I loved her in the past and how much I regret it... I was so angry realizing that I just saw what I wanted from Jena, I wanted to forgive her or myself for my past and everything that led us to the present.
Jena was definitely an enemy to my well being, I wanted to eradicate every memory and sentiment from me... never imagined that I would enjoy imagining myself taking her by the neck and throw her from the highest level of this building to see her corpse without a sane bone and her suffering in pain hearing me laughing about it.
I know that is horrible and cruel, but I actually can't help myself. Themost evil, perverse and inhumane sentiment of hate was taking over... I don't remember a moment of my life feeling this unexpected desire to destroy something, not even on the hardest moments of my existence.
- Is she inside? - a woman asked, it was Suzy actually.
- No everything is how it should be, must be at the gym - I answered
- Min, shouldn't you change the code? - Sejin asked
- I'm busy, I will do it later before going home.
- Jena take your things, you are fired and meanwhile you do that I will ask for your documents - PD decided
It wasn't necessary for me to hear more of that, I started to walk towards a probable place where my wife could go. There was music on a few people seated watching her doing some pole dancing wearing her heels.
I like how she dances, no matter the circunstace. She has some public today, probably because is a popular hour to meet other Idols from our agency and is more enjoyable to have a partner.
I usually do everything with a trainer because I need a specific planning to be sure my body doesn't suffer and maintain the condition I gained after my surgery.
- I wanna try that but my body probably will refuse - Suzy said
- she is taking it easy today it's mostly dancing, you should ask her for lessons, Baby is a good teacher and will find movements that you can do... we tried the pole dancing once but is so tiring physically, those muscles of iron are not joke - Jungkook said smiling
Jungwon and Sunoo totally captivated by the music were enjoying the show to the fullest as the others felt shyness about their enthusiasm. We came inside to take a seat and see her a little longer, Baika noticed we don't want to stop her right away.
- kitty you have to do something! They can't fire me so easily, tell them you want me here, I should know the security codes, she knows mostly of them and doesn't work anymore... I got her place because I am much better - Jena came around and I ignored her presence as much as possible.
- Better on what exactly ? Stop acting up, is quite pathetic to see you begging an Idol to keep your job - My wife said getting seated on the floor to talk.
- You don't have shame, they are minors - Jena said and they laughed
- Baby just twirled around and did a few nice steps, she wasn't trying to do anything extraordinary, there is nothing to feel shame about - said Jay.
- Nice? There nothing nice on what the overcooked bitch does, don't you see is all false? Tricks to make you fall for her? - Jena said but I decided to get up from my seat and help my wife stand on her beautiful shoes, even if I had to look up to her because the heels are really high this time.
I couldn't help myself, I got a short kiss from her lips... actually I wanted to find a way to take all this anger out of my head. However, I know perfectly that taking advantage of my wife shouldn't be the answer to calm down... was the easiest way because she takes everything from me as it comes... even this insane anger.
- I beg you perdon beautiful, I didn't asked for permission... take your time to return to work, if you still want to do it - I said pushing carefully her away to not have the temptation to go for more.
- Bro! - said Jungkook I just could see a metal piece coming to me.
- ¡Diablos!- said my wife as I admired the heavy tool that almost cracked my skull, she was handling one side just above my head will all her strength as Jungkook and Jay hurried to get control over the steel bar and a out of his mind Jena.
I imagine it's the first time for her seeing me taking a kiss from my wife, I am rather distant and cold so when I say nice things about her or flirted with her at the company building nobody takes it seriously, the ones that helped on my secret weeding or are important staff knows that we are together but never dared to ask or say anything about our weird relationship.
When any previous girlfriend from my teammates came, it was clear the relationship, the romantic thoughts between them and the opportunity to have something as normal as a relationship with our professional issues.
- ¡ carajo! - said my wife when I also took control of the bar and she could remove her hands, embracing herself clearly in pain.
That was enough, I lost against my anger and wanted to break every single bone on that scarecrow, that haven't done anything but hurting me and my wife since she noticed that I love someone that is not her.
- playing with sticks we are? - I asked asked smiling
Jungkook's P/V:
Fuck! he is going to kill her for real
- take her away! HYUNG! STOP! HELP ME! - I shouted after violently grabb Jena's clothes to move her behind me and tried to take my friend that will murder that stupid girl.
The guys present also came to do some kind of barrier so Jena wasn't on sight as Suzy tried to make her move but she wasn't moving just was observing how Yoongi looked so beautifully cute with a smile in his face but was terrorific at the same time.
I was scared, Yoongi is harsh, says bad words, he gets angry and goes away. Sometimes takes some days until he can be in the same room to talk things out, and that doesn't happen often enough to think about him lossing all his patience or going crazy about anything. I would say that he regrets the most showing his bad reactions, comes with gifts out of the blue and is awfully nicer than before but don't knows how to apologize at all.
Baika is the first person that called so much his attention to say anything about it, he saw her meters away saying "how beautiful", we know he likes tanned skinned girls over traditional beauties even if he can appreciate the good looks. Did a million of things out of the regular to be closer to her, to be able to see her or be in the same room... we thought it was a crush because she ended being part of our company and dances so well, not even two years later since they met for the first time and he can't stand being without her, they are married with hopes of becoming a family.
The princess always protects him from everything she can, normally Yoongi is the one ready to end hurt instead of us, he is the strongest when situations comes upon us. Is one of our pillars and models to behave on a pacific existence.
- ¡ Me duele! ¡No me toques! - Baika said crying a little with her voice but not with tears.
- Guys, think she needs a doctor - Said the lider of the other group
He stopped, left everything to check on her from where he was and he calmed down to attend her. Baika didn't wanted to show him at first, had to tame all that unnecessary fury inside of him.
- Beautiful let me check your hand, please... just see if you can move your fingers that's all, I promise. This movement, just open it.
One wrist was turning black and on the left her knuckles and three fingers looked pretty bad but she could manage to move them without problems, and Yoongi said tp her that probably was just the hit but it was better to show it to the doctor.
SUGA'S P/V:
- So sorry, I ended hurt again - she said
- thanks for helping to maintain me alive, hold onto me, I will carry you there beautiful - I said not caring the surprised faces around me.
- I think... I can walk, don't carry heavy stuff around, your makeup is gorgeously done too - she said as I untied her heels and pusshed the sleepers on her.
- It's not an option - I admited
- But
- Isn't negotiable either - I interrupted her.
Several reasons made do it, I showed my interest on her carrying her in my arms around the building. The doctor said she was fine leaving it as it was just using a cream because she said that didn't wanted painkillers.
She couldn't do much to help me on my photography project but stayed there for me until I finished everything. When we told them why she was hurt and saw my change of attitude for Baby.