- Babe...- I was feeling totally exhausted and so comfortable in bed to be awake
- Mmm?
- What time is it? - I moved my arm to block the lights.
- Five minutes later than when you set the alarm.
- So tired... come here....- my voice was hoarse and I had time to sleep enough to imagine that five minutes was enough to feel like an entire night passed, but too tired and comfortable to get out of it, to bring her with me by myself.
- You fell asleep in a second, must be really tired.
- I sleep better with you love... hurry up - she came quickly, with a smile and making the bed bounce with her arrival.
- I should be the one saying that.
- Why are you so stressed now?- I asked
- I'm not stressed, maybe something more like.... worried? - she admitted sincerely.
- Worried... just tell me already.
- Hopes nothing changes our relationship, with me and a baby coming up... sorry if I'm ruining your carrier because fans here...
- My fans will love it, the rest will have a problem if they don't, so don't worry about something we can't control.
- But we didn't gave them any opportunity to know this side of you... us. Yoongi, having a family is my dream, I will understand if you... I don't know... My friends believe that you will accept anything to have me around.
- Your friends ?... Do you feel like them? Do you regret this? I mean our relationship... or is thst you ar doubting about my sincere thoughts about the baby.
- No, I trust you but... honestly... I never dreamed about relationships until you came around,always thought . Perhaps because is definitely not what I feel about you... that I have such a desire... your friends haven't said anything? They know that we exist at all?
- I only talk about music... people think that I only like to talk about my work so they talk about their own main occupation. Probably is not different than talking about the weather in your opinion... and yes they are always asking to meet you, that we are real not my fantasies.
- At least haven't asked you to end this crazy relationship... but that is not important, it's getting late.
- Love... trust me this is a great idea - She laughed when I decided that maybe we should talk more, my hopes on that.
- Okay...- she said in a very adorable way.
I couldn't resist her cuteness and trapped her under my body to kiss her gently, before we got too tired to do more than rest peacefully, hugging each other.
- Yoongi... hey... it's getting late for you - Another day, I have to get ready for it.
- nnnn.... five minutes please...- would give anything to stay and spend more time with her, our relationship needs to get stronger.
- No seriously, you have to get up now or you will have to leave, without time to get ready and eat breakfast, like a person (I mean it )- she hushed the last part.
- nnn... why are you up so early?
- I have to go to the agency today, I work there sometimes.
- Do you rwally need to work? I'm rich - I pulled her against me and observed if she was fine kissing me right now. Her mouth was fresh and minty, her lips glossy and her perfume very light.
- mmmm.... you are not helping Yoongi - she unwrapped the blankets from my body, to run her hand over my stomach and stole small kisses from my lips.
- Baika Anacaona... how did I ended married to such a beautiful girl?
- Who knows... don't be lazy and get ready, husband of the year - she winks to me, as she fixes her hair and makeup. I couldn't resist the opportunity to mess with her and have some intimacy before starting my day.
I don't have time for sex and she doesn't mind my rude ways to feel her mine, starting something, to mess around only. I know that she will not let me out of the hook next time, my hopes on that.
I knew before hand that my kisses, my actions and words were only a game this morning, a warning to wait for me impatiently and a promise to continue from here later whenever I want.
Yeah... I love to control the times we can be passionate and the opposite.
She gets frustrated with my games but is fine, is funny for her too.
- Danielle.... from Ador... from New Jeans... the most important girl group in the agency - A child says, I could care less... she believes that I was impresed?
- Ah... mmm, hello - I don't know what she wanted but I was in a hurry after deciding to ride towards HYBE before going to work. Instead of letting her to drive alone in my car.
My wife is a careful driver but since she is pregnant and very underweight for her height, I was afraid the doctor was certain about her, loosing her consciousness at unexpected times... or getting sick easily.
- I was wondering if you would have time for a coffee with me...
- Sorry, I'm busy today - I explained, walking around my car to help Baika out, before she had time to do it by herself.
- I'm fine Yoongi, but I appreciate the opportunity - Baika smiles brightly to me, before holding my hand and landing softly out the big car.
BABY'S P/V:
- Oh... good morning? - I haven't noticed the person behind Yoongi that scaned my presence. My greetings came out like a question and Yoongi murmurs something about having to go quickly before is too late for work.
We saw the car going on reverse and leaving the parking before turning to enter the building in silence. A very uncomfortable situation, she seemed to be in an awful mode since Yoongi decided to leave us. He hold my chin for brief second, in his eyes the desire for a goodbye kiss that couldn't occur.
- He is nice because you had sex last night, don't imagine that you are special - I laughed
- Well, he is being nice because my doctor says that I can black out at any given moment so, it's better if I focus on gaining more weight instead of imagining things about Idols, hot nights or anything unnecessary - I said and she seems more irritated than before.
She is a young Idol, that she is sharing her thoughts about my relationship with Yoongi is very unimaginable. Does she likes Yoongi? Honestly, I don't need more to be worried about.
- Don't get in my way or you will regret it - she pushed me away and I made a big effort to not fall dangerously. Why is this happening to me?
- Brown!... oh my dear - I turned around to see Lee the main bodyguard that always traveled with Yoongi or the group members.
- sorry... thanks for your help... I think... I can manage - I put some distance between us he is a married man and I heard that his wife is very jealous. Have enough people hating my existence to get one more to the list.
- It's fine... she pushed you.
- Don't make this bigger, please...
- Sorry, I can't do that... I have seen enough to know what will come afterwards.
- I'm pregnant... just learned about it so, better if we don't move the waters.
- Look, I know that you can manage and be like a gost when necessary but on my watch, nobody will treat you badly.
- Mr. Lee... please.
- Yoongi asked me to be your shadow.
- Why?
- Because he loves you and bumpy too.
- Jesus Christ... he... told you?
- Hey... he loves you, trust me. I know everything from everyone.
- no... I don't have words... that's all.
- Let's go in we can talk inside if you want.
- No... I understand your duties.
- But you don't share my recommendations, and Yoongi's worries.
- Is not that... is like everyone wants him... just because.
- He is so... untouchable sometimes.
- That's a nice way to say that his tongue is cruel?
- Maybe...
- He is sweetheart, would you believe me?
- Mmmm... nope.
I laughed he is so nice to be with, I know that everyone only thik that he is too strict on his duties, but he has to be, to keep everyone safe.
He accepted to be companion instead of my shadow, Mr.Lee was popular with females, he was serious and the best on his job. Nevertheless, we could spend the time together with a better ambiance than being in that uncomfortable position of being a client instead.
- Why are you here hearing shit from people that doesn't knows you?
- Jeon?- I hushed... when did... how...- he walked under my umbrella and lighted a cigarette in my face, he turned around to exhale the smoke and disposing the item quickly.
- sorry... I forgot that I can't do that around you.
- Eh?... sorry - I was too surprised to understand the situation, I haven't saw this coming.
- I'm here... because something came up... but you shouldn't let others talk badly about you without knowing who you are. Go home darling...
- I'm busy... Mr.Lee needs a break, he took care of me all day long.
- Go home... I mean it.
- But... - Lee passed his arm around me and got me inside, I couldn't understand anything this was like crazy adventure.
- no please.... no....again, I don't want to remember...
- you look scared... is the boat?Are you sick?
- Jin? Where are we... what is happening?
- Remember... it's easy...
SUGA'S P/V:
- ...Then she suddenly got pale like a sheet of paper and I carried her here as soon as possible.
- Lee... is not your fault, the doctor advised us... she is fine because you where there to catch her when she passed out... she is reaching, go call the doctor, please...
- yes...yes... - he moved quickly.
We were in the medical area, Baika was working doing errands and leaving some documents around when suddenly she couldn't manage to be awake by herself.
- Ana... my precious....- I held her hand hushin softly
- mmm.... no.... the smoke....- she turned around and emptied her stomach.
It was a big mess but fortunately she turned to the other side and could comfort her.
- Oh...no... babe.... relax...- I carresed her back and shoulders. She regained her senses in a very awkward manner.
- nnnn.... stinks here...- she said trying to move more but I stopped her
- ahhh... she... ummm I will call for help - the doctor greeted us to leave. That unproductive doctor... who gave him a medical title... dammit
I stripped the dirty clothes from my wife and carried her to a clean emergency bed before someone came to clean the disaster very irritated, because it was a very unpleasant task.
- Yoongi...- she smelled my neck and hugged my body. I loved the feeling, the reality is that she will continue recognizing my perfume
- Why ...- she tried to ask.
- you passed out, can you remember? - she didn't wanted to let me go
- no... no... where am I ?
- In the clinic at the agency, Mr. Lee carried you here. Try to recall it.
Baika breathed in the crock of my neck before letting me go, it gave me a nice feeling, of being her safety blanket.
- ... it was raining right?
- yes... have been raining today a lot actually.
- Mr.Lee decided to get a car from the agency instead of calling a cab because the traffic seemed dangerous to be confident in any random driver... I was waiting under an umbrella because the roof wasn't stopping the droplets far enough... even the ones trying to smoke where uncomfortable in their designated area.
- what else love...
- Jungkook?
- Jungkook's at the boot camp dear...
- But it was ...someone... smoking under my umbrella, called me bunny...said that I should go home...and that shouldn't smoke in my presence... if it wasn't Kook... then... who was talking to me?...I mean, Did I imagine someone smoking that minty tobacco?- I was keeping everyone at distance as they noticed that I moved her, and the disaster left behind.
- Don't worry,we can check the security records but what else do you remember?
- Ahm... Mr.Lee bringing me inside... then some bad memories ... them something like a dream of Jin asking me if I was sick because a boat... or something... everything had that halo of mistick or magical ambiance... but I really felt the sickness and well... hello there.
- Relax... can the doctor check on you now?- I asked.
- okay but stay with me...
- here... can you see me?
- Don't go away...
- What are you talking about? I'm a keeper - she wants to touch me but the doctor suggested that he should examine her first. The poor me had to contain the smirk and any comments with her clear disagreement with the medical procedure.
- Love...- she finally said something when we where at home.
- mmm?... tell me...
- sorry...
- ... no, don't apologize...
- I'm messing up your life...
- Because I want it, how are you feeling?
- hungry and tired...
- any pain?
- no...I am fine...
- I will prepare something...stay here.
- I don't want to be alone...
- why? Are you scared of something?
- myself...my alter ego... the one that is awake 24/7
- mmm... the dangerous you? I like that side of you too.
- it's not funny, Yoongi... I think that I'm blocking memories using Jungkook and Jin, masquerading something bad with something that I like and wouldfit to cover it ... I figured that I did something against my beliefs to get back to you.
- I don't mind... now focus on feeling better and Bumpy, I can't ask for more.
- What if I killed people? I can be sadistic and cruel, I know that, if I want, I can be a demon... evil beyond reason...
- would it be different if I was the one in your shoes? What if I killed someone else to save myself?
- Yoongi... are you trying to tell me something?
- Tell me your answer first... would you change your feelings for me if I'm not as good as you have learned till the moment?
- Probably it wouldn't change anything, this is the way you behave, I have been loving you like you ate not adorning the reality.
- Then... forget it.
- I'm trying...
Jungkook's P/V:
- Invite me...- I heard the girl telling to my unit's sergeant.
- Surely... if you begg... come here - the same girl that wanted me once... now was a used toy for anyone, it was a pity but her election.
- hey... why the long face? We are going to the bar tonight - Jimin asked me.
- You don't feel pity... for her?- I mumbled
- No, it's her choice it just started with me, could be yours if Baika haven't visited the camp that day.
- She is not my type, I like to win girls attention and afterwards their hearts... nobody needs to take the effort, look at that.
- mmm... yeah she surely is easy-to-use. But we can't spend the entire boot camp admiring each other's bald heads.
- still... think I deserve better.
- Better? .. wait... WHO?
- Nobody Jimin... I was talking about a girl with high standards... wasn't thinking in one in particular.
- You do, and she is Baby Brown.
- Don't even joke about it, she is nothing but a friend.
- Surely... tell me when you get tired of denying it.
- What's your point Jimin?
- My point is that you fell for a dog with a demon as owner... touch her and Yoongi will send us to hell. He had a taste of going solo, don't believe he will love to be in a group with a dude that stabs on his back to get the same woman that he got.
- Shut up! That's nasty...
- Nasty? If she didn't stopped us... she would have to be one of our handy candidates to get us satisfied, no more.
- She wouldn't accept anything like that... if not Yoongi wouldn't be her first... her first would be... someone lime you.
Jimin crossed my face with a slap, he always uses violence when he doesn't have more arguments. But he is the one that always brings around girls for a night... only once unless she becomes one of those necessary toys.
- take that back! - he said.
- what?... hurts to hear the truth? Offended? Proofs, facts, Jimin... I'm not wrong.
Our unit stopped the fight and I stayed in bed meanwhile they went to drink all night.
BABY'S P/V:
- Yoongi... are you done choosing my dress?
- goodness....
- hey... think about my lingerie later, hurry up, let's not get there late.
He wanted to present me more of his friends, with the hopes they would like me enough to invite me to hang out with them in his absence. Specially the girls since he knows that calling men's attention is not going to be particularly difficult.
- someone should look at that for a while...
- Yoongi... I will do whatever you want but later... which one?
- the gray one, it's shorter... would like to see how you maintain all that stuff hidden under it.
- should I? Shouldn't they know that you are such a genius having me around?
- So you don't have the intention of explaining yourself to them.
- only if they are interested, if they can't do more than stare astonished is not my fault.
- is not uncomfortable with Bumpy growing up?- Suga couldn't keep his hands from me and that is just what I wanted.
- no, don't worry and I can get more room if needed, or do you want to hear that at some point, I took it off?
- I already made plans for that later so please don't take it without my help...mmmm?
- yes Sir...- I laughed and he blushed, looking to the front. Our driver wasn't the smoothest one tonight.I didn't wanted to comment to my husband that have noticed him distracted looking back in the rear mirror every time we kissed or he played with my outfit, since his hansd are free. We weren't making a scene but couldn't focus on my husband completely.
A jacket landed on me and Yoongi murmurs something between his teeth that I couldn't understand, but scared the driver enough to take his task more seriously.
The choosen restaurant was nice has enough for me to appreciate, since I shouldn't have raw food, it was outside the center of the city, so we precisely had almost the place to ourselves. Close by we found a live hall and we couldn't get too see anything big just people trying their best on stage.
- Mmmm it's getting crowded, ready to go home?- Yoogi asked in my ear, hugging me and observed by his friends, he rarely is soo affectionate in public.
- yes, I would appreciate it.
He turned me around to hug me better, my chest pressed against him that was warm and solid. Yoongi lifted my chin, I wanted to be kissed but he obviously, leaves me wishing for it.
On the ride towards our place he didn't holdback and told me about what I did tonight... things that turned him on and I didn't wanted to let him calm down, because before leaving the house he already knew what was waiting him.
- You are supposed to look at the roads.
- Min... Sir....- the driver corrected himself thinking on a good excuse, he scratched the car and we will have to arrange the damages. And also wish nobody will call to get their vehicles repaired too, we left a number where to call anyways.
- Come, it's super late to discuss over the damages, you can go home now... come Yoongi... come with me tomorrow morning we can solve the issue...
- This is not going to end here - was the last warning Yoongi gave to the man before permitting to be guided inside our building.
SUGA'S P/V:
- Wasn't necessary to worry about him, he will end fired if he tries to lie, he was trying to see your body through the mirror - didn't liked to let him go after what he did.
- Just managing the amount of anger you can forget to pay attention to me instead. If you start arguing with the driver now, would forget how to enjoy your night... with me... please.
Baika was waiting for me, to help her get out of the dress that same dress that I couldn't resist all night long. Unzipping it, letting it fall at her feet kissing her shoulder and gently leave her expecting my next moves.
- Don't move... I am going to take off my clothes.
- So... my punishment is to not get a glimpse of it?
- Maybe... I am not sure about what should be acceptable... mmm? Would you like to see me ?
- Of course... when did you found me missing that opportunity?
- At work, at my parents house, a lot actually - I teased her.
- Then what you wanted is me, showing my feelings that openly to be a joke in their mouth. I am not going to do anything like that... ever. No thanks - she seemed offended by that situation.
- Hey, I was kidding, babe... but you have all the rights to stare and leave your mouth hanging open.
- Come here if you dare - and this way our night started.
Our kisses started landing softly everywhere in my body, on her skin, drawing a map of pleasant sensations. Touching were I wanted, feeling totally loved and desired, I could hear it, see it on her eyes and feel it on own skin.
It doesn't matter what I wanted at first, doesn't blame me for my past, doesn't blame me even if is just a mistake, if we don't know what are we doing together. She is mine.
- Yoongi...mmmhmmm
- babe... fuck...feels so good with you...
- Me too...
In the morning she was trapped under my body weight, so I moved to give her some air but she cursed looking for my warmth. So she likes me, that much still... she curled to get closer.
- Relax... I am all yours, it's my day off.
- mmmhmm... sounds good, but I need the bathroom now... hate my life sometimes - she got up to do that and smiled shyly, is common that her first impulse in the morning is going to the bathroom then she will continue trying to get comfortable by my side until I need to get out of bed.
I followed her, doing our routine together, I was up for a shower feeling her hands on me again but now without that uncomfortable feeling of need.
- Your skin is amazing... I can't believe how soft it is - She comments
- Mmm, do you like it that much? I don't feel special about it actually. It's pale and sensitive.
- Yeah, I really love it
- I love yours... came on, kiss me.
- Sorry...I got a little carried and marked you.
- I don't regret it, felt nicely at the moment.
- Yoongi...
- Okay... I will stop teasing you... How are you feeling? How is Bumpy?
- Mmm.... I feel greatly today and Bumpy growing up I suppose, I haven't been feeling differently about it, only my hopes to get bigger and round.
- seriously? So....You like the idea of having a baby with me.
- Yes... and you... how do feel about this?
- Come, let's talk out of here.