This morning she was by my side, talking to me, relaxed because we agreed on our plans for the following days and she was so happy about that...
I gifted her the necklace that asked to her security team to order overseas, wanted to find her to know she was alive... Ana is part of me now, I need her.
The shock of the notice left me breathless, in pain. I have promised her that will do everything in my hands to protect her, it's been days and nights talking to her. She has passed it once and nobody should be in the same situation once more, I talked about my fears and somehow didn't seemed as big as I thought before I finally shared even the little things I never wanted to say.
Her worries where for me to know but not to solve, she herself worked on it and I was right there with her. Now I regret no being able to pray to the universe for protection, like she does sometimes without a reason (because she doesn't follow any religion).
- hey Yoongi, breathe... you are blue and purple - Jimin's face was annoyingly close to me, I felt the bottle of oxygen for emergency in my face and hold into it, to let the oxygen work on me.
- I promised... this shouldn't be happening again... - was the only thing I could say
- don't worry, she is probably more worried about you than on herself... calm down. There is not much we can do now, better prepare yourself... I don't know if she will be the same girl when she returns, I don't know what exactly happened to her, but if Bobby is fighting for his life in the hospital... just be ready to get her back - Jin says
- Do you know what actually happened with her? I mean... who took her away? And why she didn't scape or whom provoked the incident? - Jungkook's manager asked
- You don't have to cancel my agenda? I'm not negotiating - Jungkook says in an obvious angry tone... when they got the notice to be here so quickly... all the members available where already looking for me and wouldn't doubt to see some more coming to comfort me.
I don't want it... I want my wife back, so I grabbed his hand to call his attention.
- my phone... I have to find her... - I tried to say, but my voice didn't wanted to sound. He, Jungkook mimicking my lips realized and started to look for my things and hurried to find out my phone making a mess throwing away everything that wasn't what he was looking for.
I felt like passing out again, haven't eaten anything today yet, to lose some weight and Jimin noticed bringing more oxygen close to me.
- Have you eaten? When was your lattest meal - Jin asked seriously and I felt reprimanded.
- we had a meal together - I hushed.
- and afterwards? I doubt your wife haven't tried to feed you? - Jin asked and Hoseok came in the room discretly, asking to Jimin what was going on.
- I lied about it and you know... I know how to distract her so she doesn't knows that I am dieting - I said but now wasn't the moment to discuss so he didn't said anything about keeping those kind of secrets with my girl.
- So... killing yourself... I don't have time to lecture you, it's not the first time you starve yourself to end in the hospital because you fainted, and you Jimin, hope you see what he learned from you... I am going to call Taehyung because he must be missinformed and bring some food for everyone.
Jin's glare was a thing to fear, he doesn't really push his power on us but he usually is the voice of the reason. And today he, as promised, came to the company to cut his hair, tomorrow is the last day we will see him in person until we can visit him or he can get a rest from his new duties.
Jin's P/V:
I still remember... my life would be easier if I could erase all of her being with someone else, drinking or having a busy schedule.
Nothing worked, and Yoongi prepared to add trouble in their relationship... the jealousy kills him, but doesn't stops until someone of his choice fulfill his own ideas.
That night Jungkook had a glimpse of it, curious, he wanted to see what Yoongi was murdering to hear Baika on the other side of the soundproofed apartment. Of course he didn't dared to go alone so I had to follow him around and wait for his reaction.
They haven't arrived to bed exactly at once, as we observed in the dark of the room they have been stumbling around. All the way there, as clothes have been abandoned on their way, piece by piece.
I don't know what he imagined, in my opinion... (what he has expected, experienced or whatever that amuses him) but probably not the sweetest voice of Yoongi, his doting loving - the kindness he has with her. His hands sliding on her skin that makes her boil in her own passion.
- enough - I mouthed to that child, that had his eyes open and didn't noticed how much that sigth will stay with him. I was there once and couldn't forget, Jungkook is more intelligent and sensitive so he will set that on his mind, like is engraved in mine... just I could touch that warm and soft skin once, I know how it feels like, how it burns to know that she doesn't want me again because Yoongi can't handle his own feelings.
He just opened the door to see them in their own bubble. The real thing, not just bits of it here and there because we lived together and where curious if he really liked the girl, to not resist the temptation of having her when we are in the other room... casually that was the reason others turned on cheating him.
But Yoongi ended married, and we don't see the details about her, working on a million of things at the same time, like is a easy game for her. Bluntly woman that doesn't says a bad word because it's a lack of intelligence on her opinion. Shameless about her beauty and appearance that would ask what are you looking at, when she is almost naked in a room full of people.
Could sleep in the middle of all our noise if Yoongi said the word, anyone else wouldn't have the same power on her and now he was looking into something that wasn't an strength. Can't sleep well, have fears... it's just a young girl with something wild inside.
- Did you saw that? Suga is crazy... how he can trust us? We have been in trouble for less... - Jungkook asked me a few days after that.
- Isn't like she is willing to fail him, or that she will accept his proposals easily... Bai... - I stopped talking when someone came to our table as we eat afterwards our session in the gym. We didn't talked about it seriously because it was difficult to get but I wanted to protect and be there for her, because my love was bigger than my reasons to stay away and build a wall around her.
- I had enough thinking about what she might be doing sometimes, I can't stop now, is like her ghost is behind me, day and night. I even get mad at one of those girls that I used to date... I would like to be on Suga's shoes sometimes - he says nervous and stressed.
- relax... I understand you, more than you may think, but trying to erase it just brings more trouble - I showed him the scars in my hand from the operation.
- I thought it was because of your ex - Jungkook says being careful to choose the words he uses. The eating area at the agency isn't the most private place.
- I did everything to erase my feelings and didn't result as wanted... so leave them be and talk to Yoongi and... you know they will understand and adjust to it - I said.
- I don't would like if they change attitudes around me - Jungkook says
- She did because I hurted her feelings on propose, so don't do that, I just decided by myself without thinking on her, that I was important to her, you have your own place in her heart so don't break it as I did... hurts worse when she gets scared of me because I cannot repair what I ruined... hurts less to hear her saying because I knew from the beginning about their feelings... I love that from her, if she was diferent, probably wouldn't ever feel this way for her... That's why I will do whatever on my hands for her... do you understand me? - I explained
- she not even the kind of girl I like or find appealing, but she is... I don't know what exactly happened to me, I don't... ever tried to share time with her - Jungkook says.
- I just thought, "why she likes to talk to me?" At the beginning, I coudn't understand a thing and now feel like... we have a private language just for us two, to understand easily each other, I miss her - I admited.
- And now? What is what you want? What do you want from her that is so happy with him? You can't take her as if she was any lover you had before, she is not available - Jungkook asked
- Isn't a matter of what I want, She loves me in a way... she loves me. Having a non transparent, traditional relationship with the person that worked hard to be her husband isn't going to make anyone happy. If she ever said that she loves you then, believe it.
- I know she learned to appreciate us, the little family that we are. But what is in my head is... an appealing fantasy because she is forbidden but not impossible Yoongi... you don't even know... he says that anything she wants he would accept as long as they keep the marriage. Don't you think it's... something crazy?.
- for him, makes all the sense, she is going to kill him if she learns what he is doing on her back...- I said
- what is he doing exactly? - Jungkook asked.
- I am not sure yet, for know I just accepted to help him to take care after her, but don't want to mess things again with her so about expending my free time with her... I am choosing well the occasion.
- Like...?
- the other night we had meal together, after work, Suga was recording for his program that night, so she wasn't doing anything particular - I said
- I heard he asked you to take her away on your birthday - Jungkook comments
- yeah... but I don't wanna show in front of my family the way I feel, I don't need to hear anyone lecturing me about it being wrong, less to fulfill my head with ideas that will damage my relationship with Yoongi.
- How are you handling your feelings? - he finally asked... I knew that insane curiosity was troublesome for him.
- umm, I accepted them and go with my heart, since I stopped fighting against the things that I am not supposed to feel, I am happier and serene. Sometimes I would like to be the man she is with but the obsession has disappeared, I just enjoy what she is up to share with me... at least now we can be together and talk about anything, openly, without resentment in the middle.
To tell the truth I was wondering what we could talk about in front of the cameras, lately our conversation was always personal issues that nobody on his sane senses would talk about in front of anyone, even our staff. Not everyone would keep secret what we might say accidentally.
Fortunately we didn't have any trouble and actually was a good time together, with the sudden visit of Hoseok. I will be more enthusiastic to appear again in his segment, if the company decides to continue with his proyect long enough.
A couple of days afterwards, I arranged all my business, came to the agency to get my haircut and prepare for my enlistment, we have to plan the transportation and other things, since all the members wanted to be there with me.
Suga made a lot to prevent it, but wasn't enough and probably was feeling horrible because he couldn't protect her as promised. She was taken sudenly, her bodyguard was fighting for his life and nobody wanted to tell us the details about it.
He was really disappointed with himself and worried about Baika, but that isn't going to help anyone. He needs to be strong but I know that he can't be insensitive now. Baika did a good job lowering his barriers and whenever they have been together he was more patient, sweet and comforting, for sure.
Suga was that kind always but now you didn't had a doubt about it, even could hear his laughter more often. Was less stressed with her personal issues because now, he wasn't failing to have a relationship.
But does things that I would never do, and probably is why Baika gives so much to maintain their lives together. Also don't feel like is an effort, or something she doesn't want to do. Maybe if I could see that beauty at first sight like Yoongi did...
- how beautiful - he said that day, they are inseparable nowadays.
Inseparable and happy, that's why he does many unnecessary things.
I ordered the food, something easy to digest and that will maintain him until he feels like eating again.
Baika will be fine, there is more danger for those that abducted her, but she definitely wouldn't return to be the same girl... and Yoongi fears that the new her wouldn't want him.
He doesn't even comes to see her train with us because she makes us take it seriously and hit hard. But knowing that it will let her sleep better at night he wouldn't say a thing.
Yoongi was scared that she may blame him, for not being the protective person she might need. I knew that and also that she doesn't think like anything likely it, she can't be happier after knowing the real person behind Suga, member of BTS.
PD-NIM'S P/V:
- Are you telling me that a professional is about to die because Jena and someone that was accompanying her, open fire in a small clinic in Gangnam and nobody can find them? - I asked to the police officer.
- Yes sir, with the positive identification of one of the criminals we can connect investigations since all points out that they are moving fast, was clearly unplanned.
- unplanned? So they met casually and took the opportunity? - that seemed like good news.
- yes we found traces to another place in Seoul were they stayed for a short period of time afterwards they have to fly from the initial place they were using.
- mmmh, but you couldn't get them in time - I pointed out.
- No yet, it took us some time see the security cameras in the area and be able to follow them but we have the best investigators on it. We rescued a few people from them already but not miss Brown... they are still moving around but haven't left the city yet.
- Rescued? Explain yourself... who was there to be recued? If they acted without a plan...- I couldn't imagine how much I ignored about the ex manager and his surroundings.
- that's not the important thing, they are starting to move and left behind people who represent a problem for them now. They know we are on their heels so are moving to a most difficult area for us to control.
- Where is that? - I asked, could be a rural area or somewhere with a difficult access like a mountain or a forest?
- How are you feeling? - I asked to Suga
- I don't know... to tell the truth, I don't know how to answer that question. Why you wanted to meet me? I am trying to finish my duties today at least - Yoongi asked directly.
- Don't worry about that, I know that you have enough problems already to deal with work... that's why I called you... I just finished talking with the police, they are certain that was something unplanned and that are on their heels.
- As long as their priority is to save my wife, not see who else is involved this time... I don't want to have her in danger a second longer than necessary - He says
- I insisted on that earlier, tomorrow they will call you... investigations will be necessary since employees on the company seems to be involved and started to flew away as soon as the notice was given, I will sent a lawyer with you... not that you will need it, but you know the police. Would try to find anything to not be the ones doing a poor job to protect citizens.
- Jin is leaving tomorrow for the service... I would like to be there for him - Yoongi says
- I know that much, they have a copy of your agendas, but you are in a relationship with her so it's normal they would start with you to get all the information possible... I will have to give my answers too, at some point.
- But for that, you shouldn't called me here - he says
- No... I suppose what you have heard about the incident is not much. At first I didn't know how to take the notice, but the police gave me a few details... Jena was the one shooting without thinking on anything, your wife knocked her down because she could kill her bodyguard with another shot, but a man entered and took or killed... the ones that went with the criminals left the clinic alive, the others present on the reception area... well... you know.
- wait... so Jena... Lee is behind everything? He dared? - Yoongi wanted information and the police advised me what I can tell him, because he is her husband.
- They are investigating that, seems like it wasn't planned, just took the opportunity and are hiding from the police. That circumstance made them leave behind evidence to catch the criminals even if they have the time advantage... but seems like Jena hit the bodyguard first on propose.
- So she was right to fear, she told you, she almost got out of the company and see... good knows what they want to do with her - he marched out and I couldn't stop him.
- Sir... - my secretary called my attention nervously.
- What is it? - I asked.
- Lee is on the phone and menacing says you will want to take the call.
- record it and set a message to our security team, the one for cyber issues - she nodded and hurried to pass the call to my office.
I extended the call as much as possible, he wanted money and to be free of charges also wanted to have Suga looking and hearing how he does the worse to a woman that actually never did a thing against him but he decided she must pay.
I don't want to negotiate with that insane man but I don't know how quickly the police can rescue her... some time ago they showed their lacks, she had to scape and safe her life with her own strength.