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Bab 12
07:00 AM
BREAKFAST
Your POV
I don't know if I can talk to Han today after what he did last night. I think I believe Changbin that Han likes me.
Your POV
Because kissing the back of my hand wasn't friendly! When a guy does that to a girl, it's romantic!
Your POV
I can't deny that he likes me. Why though? It's just the second week.
Seungmin
Is something wrong with your hand?
Soohee
What? Huh?
Your POV
Mom, dad and Seungmin are all staring at me, while Soomi is busy eating her food.
Mom
You're staring at your hand hun, like something's gonna pop out at any moment.
Dad
Does it hurt?
Soohee
No. Was I staring at it? I didn't know..Oh look we're gonna be late!
Your POV
I ate my breakfast fast before they ask more questions..
Dad
So Seungmin said you had a date last night..
Soohee
*chokes*
Seungmin
*laughs loudly* Sweet reveeenge~
Mom
Seungmin!
Seungmin
Sorry mom...
Your POV
I composed myself before saying anything. They might be suspicious if I didn't tell them.
Soohee
We we're just hanging out. Han is my classmate, and he pissed me off during lunch, so he wanted to make it up so bought me something
to eat at my favorite place.
Seungmin
Oh okaaay. Seems like a date to me though..
Mom
Seungmin, stop messing with your younger sister.
Dad
That's nice of him. It's okay for us if it's a date either way, but since you said it's a hangout, then okay.
Soomi
I want a date.
Mom
No hun. Too young.
Soomi
But Soohee got a date and he bought her foods! I want a date too.
Seungmin
I'll be your date Soomi.
Soomi
Okay!
Soohee
You're lucky mom and dad didn't let me kill you last night.
Seungmin
I thought it was a date okay?!
Soohee
I just told you it wasn't! You're so stupid!
Seungmin
I wanted revenge because you called me stupid!
Mom
Cut it out both of you!
Dad
Oh no...
Mom
Seungmin, stop messing with your sister! I'm disappointed that you told it was a date when she said it wasn't!
Mom
And Soohee, try to not be mean towards your brother. He was pissed when you called him stupid. So you have a fault as well.
Soohee
I'm gonna call Ryujin. She's going to pick me up.
Soomi
Bye Soohee!
Your POV
I kissed my parents and Soomi goodbye then walked out of the house. I don't want to get in the car with Seungmin today.
Your POV
Ryujin arrived then I quickly hopped in.
Ryujin
Whoa. It's too early in the morning to be pissed Soohee.
Soohee
Huh? Is it that obvious. Ughh. I got mad at Seungmin, now mom got mad at us for arguing in the table.
Ryujin
Oh no. You're mom is scary when she's mad.
Soohee
Yeah. Let's just go..
Ryujin
So...I guess now you know that I helped Han yesterday.
Soohee
Yeah. Why though?
Ryujin
He looks really worried when he came to me asking for help. I think he was afraid that you might not talk to him again.
Soohee
Just because I ignore him all afternoon? I also ignored Bang Chan you know, and I didn't have any classes with you girls during the
Soohee
afternoon so I'm more pissed because I have to deal with them.
Ryujin
Well you have the first period with me this morning, so I'll sit with you.
Soohee
Thank goodness. I think I can't talk to Han today.
Ryujin
Why? Did something happened yesterday?
Soohee
He kissed my hand!
Your POV
Ryujin's jaw dropped and she almost lost control of the wheel.
Ryujin
Oh my gosh what?!
Soohee
Yes! It's not friendly anymore!
Ryujin
Oh it isn't! That's either flirty or romantic! I can't believe it! He really likes you. Felix thought so as well.
Soohee
You're close with Felix now?
Ryujin
Maybe? He's cool though. We both love dancing so we kinda clicked.
Soohee
Clicked huh? *laughs*
Ryujin
Hey! Not in a romantic way! In a friendly way!
Soohee
You sound just like Han now.
Ryujin
Oh shush.
Your POV
We arrived at school and I saw Bang Chan waiting by the entrance. What's with him and waiting these days?
Ryujin
Uh-oh. Do you think he's waiting for you?
Soohee
I don't know. I hope not. I don't want to deal with him too.
Ryujin
Okay. Let's go inside and try to ignore him.
Your POV
Ryujin and I walked through the entrance and I didn't looked at Bang Chan's way. I tried to walk fast as well but he caught me and blocked
Your POV
me from going in.
Bang Chan
Are you still going to ignore me?
Soohee
It's too early Bang Chan, please just let me go to class.
Bang Chan
I'll let you if you just talk to me for a moment.
Ryujin
Hey can we go--
Bang Chan
Sorry Ryujin. Excuse me.
Your POV
Bang Chan grabbed my hand and leads me into a hallway with less people. I tried to loosen his grip but he's holding on too tight.
Bang Chan
Please can you just talk to me? Like I'm your best friend again?
Your POV
I wanna slap him for saying that. Our friendship ended when he said I was being weak for begging him to stay.
Soohee
Can you stop it?! Can't you see that I can't clearly be myself when you're around?!
Bang Chan
Don't make a scene Soohee. If this was about the past, I said I was sorry didn't I?
Soohee
Yeah you did, but it changes nothing..
Bang Chan
Okay, you're still disappointed but give me a chance to fix it up.
Your POV
I suddenly remembered Han. I gave him a chance yesterday, but I can't give a chance to my former best friend and lover?
Your POV
Then I realized that Bang Chan did something that Han didn't do.
Your POV
Hurted me.
Soohee
I loved you Bang Chan, that's why I wanted you to stay...I knew that I would lose you. Clearly you can't handle me at my most vulnerable so
Soohee
you called me weak and said you'll never come back. You said that I should just accept it. I needed your comfort but you made things worse.
Bang Chan
I-..Soohee..
Soohee
What? You'll say that I shut you out? Because I thought you want nothing to do with me anymore! You pushed me away!
Bang Chan
I'm sorry Soohee! Let me make it up to you please. Let's go back to the way things were?
Han Jisung
Wow you're stubborn..
Your POV
Han suddenly appeared out of nowhere and he looks bothered. And since when did he colored his hair black?
Bang Chan
You stay out of this.
Han Jisung
It's obvious that Soohee needs saving, and can't you just accept that she doesn't want to deal with you anymore?
Your POV
Bang Chan walked over to Han, clenching his fist..
Soohee
Bang Chan!
Bang Chan
You're getting in my nerve Han Jisung! And who are you to tell me those things?! Who are you to Soohee!?
Han Jisung
I don't know what's your problem. And why do you care who am I to Soohee?!
Bang Chan
You back off! Stay away from her!
Han Jisung
You back off! She's not your girlfriend anymore!
Your POV
This is getting our of hand, and everybody is already staring. I should leave before things worsen. A walked between them and bumped their
shoulders both so they get the message that they should stay away from me.
Your POV
I grabbed Ryujin's hand and we walked towards class. Clearly the two guys stopped.
Your POV
Just thinking that this day could get any worse...
Your POV
I just hope this day could end right now...