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TAEHYUNG POV

suga

tell me. do u have feelings for her?

taehyung

I.. uh.. I-

my phone rang. its Suzy

taehyung

Suzy's calling.. just a minute.

i picked up the call.

suzy.

oppa.. can kyun stay back with me tonight?

taehyung

why?

suzy.

i am home alone. his parents r on a trip.. so he asked if he could stay..

taehyung

I repeat. Don't Get Pregnant. U two hv been in a relationship for 3 yrs. so i trust him. That's all. he can stay.

suzy.

hihi love u oppa! good night!

taehyung

Su-

he hung up.. what m i goingg to say Suga hyung..

suga

think about it.. u don't need to tell me if u don't want to.. but both of u really need good people.

suga

I hv known u for yrs. i trust u don't leave her. she won't leave u too.

taehyung

I'll never leave her.

suga

Good. I am going now. Good night.

taehyung

K.. good night..

do i.. like her? i stayed back for a while.. just to think.. about everything.

suddenly i heard a sound. i looked back.

taehyung

y/n?

Y/n

*yawn* hi tae!can u pls give me some water?

taehyung

sure hold on a minute.

i went to get her some water. and when i returned, she was lying on the couch.. half sleeping.

taehyung

here u go.

Y/n

thanks tae..

she drank it and i kept the bottle back in its place.

taehyung

y/n?

Y/n

i can't walk.. i am tired.

taehyung

u will catch a cold. get up. u need to go to ur room.

Y/n

take me there.

taehyung

what?

Y/n

pls..

taehyung

ohk ohk.. i am taking u there.

i picked her up from the couch.

she is pretty.. how could someone do this to her? she is a child at her heart.. she might be a lil savage.. but she is innocent.

i took her to her room

i layed her down on her bed.. and i was about to leave.. but she held my hand..

Y/n

don't leave.. they haunt me in my dreams..

i looked at her.. she was sleeping..

i tried to make her hand leave mine.. slowly.. softly..

but she held my hand tighter..

Y/n

pls..

taehyung

alright.. but let me ask lisa hyung first..

Y/n

she will say yes.. pls don't leave..

taehyung

y/n.. r u sleeping?

Y/n

half sleeping.. i guess

taehyung

am a guy.. how can we-

Y/n

pls.. it doesn't matter..

taehyung

u r like a child. innocent. ohk. wait a second.

Y/n

thanks..

i kept my phone on the table.

taehyung

pass me a pillow?

Y/n

why?

taehyung

i need a pillow to sleep on the ground..?

Y/n

r u stupid? u want to catch a cold so desperately? get on the bed. u e sleeping here.

taehyung

i cuddle a lot in my sleep. how can-

Y/n

the same goes for me.. i cuddle a lot too.. if u r uncomfortable, u may sleep in ur own room.. i won't force u.

taehyung

no its fine with me.. if u r fine with it..

Y/n

i am fine with anything.. bcoz i hate it when those girls come haunt me in my dreams..

taehyung

i am staying. sleep now. good night. u can wake me up whenever u want. k?

Y/n

thank u good creature.

i laughed. she is adorble..

taehyung

Good morning!

Y/n

good morning!

taehyung

did u have those nightmares?

Y/n

well i drove them away. i told them that u were with me and u will protect me. that scared them away.

taehyung

haha good.

Y/n

u go downstairs first.. i need to change my clothes

taehyung

cool! we will be waiting for u!

i went downstairs.

lisa

did u SLEEP sleep with her?

taehyung

no i ONLY slept with her.

jin

U what?

Y/n

I said i was having nightmares so i insisted him to stay.. he didn't agree readily.. but i finally made him stay back.

she said coming down the stairs.

lisa

then its cool..

Y/n

but.. i am not sad.. but i still feel sad..

i looked at lisa.. she was looking at me too. i turned my head back towards y/n.

taehyung

wanna hang out? let's go somewhere u like.

lisa

it almost sounded like u were asking her out.

taehyung

ya i am asking her to go out with the entire group. any problem young lady?

lisa

u know what i meant.

Y/n

lets just stay back home today.. i don't feel like going out today.. my heart feels hollow..

jin

then i will make chicken noodle soup for breakfast.

j-hope

with a soda on the side!

lisa

I'll head out! i sneaked out in the morning.

Y/n

lol go now. bye. i don't want u to die.

she left.. she has her mom to wait for her.. i want to go to mom too..

Y/n

cool. then m gonna bring some soda. wanna go with me? anyone?

taehyung

I'll go..

suga

I'll sleep. bye u two.

jin

i gotta cook the soup.

jungkook

I'll play Overwatch

Jimin

I'll play too.

j-hope

I'll go read my book.

RM

i-

jin

u won't go. i don't want u to destroy the shop.

RM

I-

jin

U won't. thats the final decision.

Y/n

K bye lol. let's go tae.

Y/n

tae..

taehyung

yeah?

Y/n

where are my parents?

i looked at her..

Y/n

they left me..

taehyung

y/n-

Y/n

i know they left me.. i accidentally heard u and lisa talking yesterday.. she thanked u for distracting me..

taehyung

I-

Y/n

no its fine.. i can't break down.. i need to be strong.. y'all r staying with me.. I'll make y'all happy too..

i just looked at her..

last time, they kept reminding me about my parents.. they kept saying that I'll be fine.. that just made it worse..

taehyung

...

Y/n

thanks.. i wouldn't hv been this normal without y'all.. i kept having panic attacks last time..

taehyung

am sorry.. i slapped u.. if i didn't slap u, this wouldn't hv happened..

Y/n

am glad this happened.. now i can atleast realise not everyone us bad..

i just smiled sadly..

taehyung

i lost my mom too.. in front of my eyes.. at the age of 10..

she looked at me..

taehyung

my dad killed her.. he hit him.. and then never returned.

Y/n

omg am sorry..

taehyung

nope.. its not that bad.. i was 10.. suzy was 9.. i can't forget that.. i promised my mom i would never be as cruel as that man..

taehyung

.. my biological dad..

Y/n

am sorry..

taehyung

don't be.. both of us ahave suffered.. losing parents is like losing 70% of ur life.. at least when u r young..

Y/n

highly agreed.

we were silent for a while..

Y/n

hey! lets go home and play! I'll make it up to u! for making u sad!

taehyung

am not sad.. but cool! lets go home after buying the soda and play!

Y/n

we r home!

jin

and breakfast's on the table!

taehyung

lets play something!

Y/n

truth and dare anyone?

Jimin

I-

Y/n

don't mind me! i know why y'all r here..

Jimin

u mean.. for enjoying the holiday?

taehyung

she knows. and i didn't tell her. she is aware of everything. and about me too. i told her about me.

jin

R u two fine? i mean.. its sad.

Y/n

yeah.. it's k.. for me. y'all don't keep making me realise that my parents r gone..

taehyung

fine for me too.. at least i am not the only one who has lost his parents..

they smiled.

Y/n

Ahaa.. y such a sad envioronment? Lets play!

jin

Drink the soup first.

Y/n

Ahaa... lets keep playing while drinking the soup.. pilij??

jungkook

yes yes yes pls

Jimin

yeah plssss

RM

i don't think its a bad idea

j-hope

its going to be fun. i can't wait!!!

suga

everything is fine with me.

jin

tae?

i vote for drinking soup and playing together!

jin

i don't think I have got a choice then...

yay yay yay

she started running with the sodas and passing everyone one.. a smile plastered on her adorable face..

Y/n

tae here's yours.

she passed me the drink.

taehyung

u r not having soda?

Y/n

no.. I'll have the mango juice. i like the mango juice more.

taehyung

u could hv bought me one too lol

Y/n

u could hv asked me to buy 1 for u too lol

Jimin

lady and gentlemen!

Y/n

yes?

lets start the game~

she brought a bottle. and spinned it.

Jimin

so RM. truth or dare?

RM

Truth forever

Jimin

cool. so since its my question, i have really wanted to ask u something.

RM

Go ahead.

Jimin

how did u get the talent of breaking everything around u? i mean.. i am pretty sure its not genetic.

RM

I have got my talent of breaking things the same way u got the talent of having nO jAmS

Jimin

HYUNG!

everyone started laughing hysterically.

Y/n

God RM u are savage! omg HahAhaHa

Jimin

Y'all always do this to me. y'all r bad.

jungkook

But he said the truth tho.. HAHAHA anyway haha lets move forward.

Jimin

jimin spinned this time.

RM

Tae. truth or dare.

taehyung

truth

RM

i know this is a weird question.. m sry m asking this.. but.. how did u feel after slapping.. her..?

Jimin

He was looking at her wide eyed.. like he had just seen someone dying in front of his eyes.. y/n didn't ev-

taehyung

Regret. Regret is what i felt.. i felt anxious.. sad.. guilty.. and all those emotions.. is that enough?

i looked at y/n. she was looking at me.. with.. idk.. without any emotion.. i guess?

RM

I-

taehyung

I felt as if some one had just hit my yeontan infront of me.. and i couldn't even do anything..

Y/n

yeontan really means a lot to u.. why would u feel tha-

taehyung

i just felt so.. don't ask why.

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