IL MIO CUORE IN COREA
Aspettative contro realtà
Y/O
(I landed in Korea safe and sound . I was so happy but it was not like I have expected . )
Y/O
(I expected a separate room which I would decorate with BTS things but I have to live in dorm with other resident Scholars. )
Y/O
(The first day of my University was going good until a group of girls starting bulling me . I was afraid of them .)
Y/O
(The girls carried on their bully behavior. I was really afraid of them . They were crossing their limits)
Y/O
(It was a day , sunny but bit windy . I was sitting near river Han . I was almost crying as I was loosing my grade)
Y/O
(The University gave me a last chance and I failed it too. I think so it was happening to me cuz I had left my family)
Y/O
Now I was being bullied. After my last chance I had loose my Scholarship . I was really worried)
Y/O
The girls were following me everywhere I go. Even they found me , sitting near Han river
Susan
There is she. Let's go girls and tell her that she is in wrong place .
Y/O
(I thought to become stronger and tell them that I'm not afraid of them and I did . When they came near to me. )
I stood up and started walking back to the University .
kati
Ay you ??Bitch
Y/O
(I pretended not to listen her and started running towards the University as fast I could as it was safe for me )
They followed me but couldn't bullied me that day . I was happy on my act but my happiness got vanished when I reached University.
Y/O
My luggage was put outside of the room. I was not expecting this act from University. I was really hurted. )
Y/O
I was crying hardly , sitting in the garden of the University
Yang sung
Why are you crying ?
A boy came towards me , sat next to me and passed me tissue
Y/O
I took tissue but didn't say a word
Yang sung
He again said (Why are you crying ?)
Y/O
Go away
Yang sung
He ignore my words and said ( You can share with me . Don't worry . I'm with you
Y/O
He said to make me believe that he is with me
Y/O
Don't follow me
Yang sung
But I just
Y/O
I said go away . Don't follow me .(I replied angrily and loudly)
He left me alone in a garden without saying something
I was crying , Suddenly my phone started ringing. I took it out of my pocket, it was Simi
Simi
Hey Y/O How are you ??You don't know how much mom is worried for you ???
Y/O
I'm okay . I'm in Korea . I'm happy here; tell mom that I'm very happy here . It is my dream place .
I said all these ,controlling my emotions .
After saying this i disconnected the Call and Started crying hardly again
Y/O
I spend the whole night sitting there , crying.