- don't worry unnecessarily, we are more than fine with a taxi, take care your family must be worried after so many hours here - said PD as we thanked them their job once I signed the document and all the parts had a copy of it.
- don't look at me like that Sir, I know I was rude on the phone - I said regrettably for my attitude since I was abandoned in a room for hours.
- don't worry unnecessarily, I know it's difficult but I can't tell you the truth behind my actions yet but I promise you that I will compensate everything you have endure until now - the CEO said.
- Sir please stop making promises - I said
- Think about your relationship, he really is interested to have your talent in the company... he has dreams too - PD said and I wanted to kill him
- don't dare to mix him in the problem, my relationship wasn't a problem until Lee started to notice that people wasn't believing his lies so easily as before - I said softly but really irritated how he dared to blackmailing me because my marriage with Yoongi... he has said several times to don't change agencies yet he has to think about it himself in a few months too and to remind by his side at least until then but I actually couldn't answer to that petition... Yoongi has to choose by himself what he wants on his life, I don't pretend to get my hands on those matters.
- he is fighting for your relationship with everyone because he wants to give you... your rights as the woman he loves and openly talk about it... I don't try to convince you or maybe I do, just wait a little longer please - He said but I just can't ignore the facts that easily.
- I just choose what's convenient for me if ....other artists decide to abandon the company isn't going to be because I said anything to them, that's not my intention but maybe your fault after showing what you do in my case.
PD stayed in silence until we arrived our living area an clearly giving the worst impression since he is so famous and rich but nobody knows what I'm doing here or who I am as well.
SUGA'S P/V:
- guys, time to go home - I said getting up and paying for everything without asking.
- Bro... we have some more in the bottle, you aren't even drunk - said Jungkook, the maknae line was more or less done with alcohol at this hour.
- whatever, I had enough for today, it was funny and everything but I want to go home now - I said being sure I didn't forget anything behind.
- It's because of her? You love her that much to leave on your own? That... we are first - said Jimin, having a hard time to pronounce normally.
- I didn't said anything when you got me in this kind of stablishment... you know I don't enjoy having women all over me showing me... body parts I didn't asked to see - I said
- they aren't bitches, just party animation, furthermore nobody would get you in trouble with the princess, she is dear to us too - said Taehyung.
- tell me about it when your wife arrives home drunk as you are now, after a night with her friends paying for male entertainment - I said
- Let's go home guys... I... I can't believe we invited him to this place... he never came before and finally found the reason... I don't wanna have a past to regret when I meet my own princess and get married - Taehyung said scarying the poor girl behind his bones.
- he has a lover? - one girl asked
- I'm not, just a crush so don't start gossiping, we are single until we clearly announce it... we shouldn't talk about things that maybe doesn't will even work long enough - I said, just in case, but looking at them to not dare to spill anything about my privacy in this place.
- Okay handsome - the girls said their goodbyes in that VIP room as I waited out for the taxi, my friends didn't stayed long but I can tell they didn't left the stablishment totally empty handed.
- you know your princess is my princess, I'm just jealous - Jimin said in the elevator of his building.
- I know, if you really had any reason to doubt her you wouldn't have support my decision about marriage - I said looking at my shoes if he starts crying, I will start feeling like crying too.
Jimin's has been a little distant since I got so serious about Baika... he noticed first how hard were my feelings about her so, he has been the most difficult memer to find acceptable the woman that will be my wife legally.
- dirty, don't kiss me with all that red lipstick in your ugly face! - I said when Jimin took the opportunity to molest me... I was feeling a sense of dejavu because Taehyung just did the same at his apartment before he started to notice he doesn't tolerate alcohol inside his body that long.
- thanks, I am safely at home, darling 🎶- he said
- dummy - I said leaving his building as if something was chasing me... I could imagine his stupid laughing face in my head.
I was lucky enough Hoseok just ended his work for today and picked him up at the underground entrance nearest to his apartment and he will help me carry our heavy maknae, that was singing some blabbering thing before he definitely will fall sleep.
- Yo~, dude you have something in your face - said Hobi to me
- the dummies were messing with me, hopefully they will have a good hangover this time - I said rubbing my face with the sleeves.
- you are making it worse, wash it later who knows what they used to draw on you - Hoseok said
- this happens because I was being nice... but it's the last time, no matter how much they beg about drinking in any extrange club - I said, using my clothes to rub it harder.
- 🎶 And you know...🎶ujfsetvdgj okay....🎶🎶🎶 ohhhh..... just before.... 🎶🎶🎶
- aish... why he's singing in English? - I said exhausted of the noise, we had heard enough music in that place, all day actually my head was clogged.
- well he sounds very good at least.... don't worry, I will carry him he is still awake... or maybe not... Jeon walk properly! or I will tell everyone why you slept on the streets tonight - Hoseok said
- I'm fine, see? He came towards me and kissed me in the forehead before leaving - I obviously protestested energetically.
- I will ignore their invitations the next 3 years, one for each idiot - I said to Hoseok that found it funny, before he had to go and the taxi driver having a hard time holding his laugh too.
- Say hi to your family from mine - he knows the only one waiting for me at home is Baika but just in case...
- take care bro...- I said and told the driver the last address but stopped at the 24/7 store and bought a few things.
I texted my wife to make her hurry up, but probably wasn't a thing on her hands so looked for something to keep drinking and awake with something on the big flat screen of our home. She stopped answering, announcing that finally will come back and should arrive soon.
I prepared a boiling hot tube for her so the water will be fine when she arrives, the scents she likes, candles... rose petals, a shame I couldn't get a better color to express my feelings, cleaned our bedroom just in case, this day my nose wouldn't let me appreciate anything because of the dust and pollution in the ambiance.
When she said that was in the taxi and about to arrive I got undressed, cleaned whatever those girls applied on their lips to do this mess after taking good count of my friends mouths.... I would never understand how they can manage to kiss any stranger they find appealing in our presentationin the music shows, they just indicated the vip fans and our staff just abducted them into the changing room... I can't believe nobody suspected further, even Jin looked like a clown with all that lipstick from under his nose to his neck.
As I brushed my teeth and had a shower, was thinking about that moment, I could just focus on doing a great job and watching my fans go crazy and screaming like possessed people... they were enjoying the moment, me too, it was a blessing... why turn it into dirty things? a way to be a prick and choose the most pretty girls just because we are famous? I understand the feeling of wanting someone to take the excess of energy we need to be up there... Or how great is to be able to choose but those probably doesn't feel the same as when I kiss someone that I really love.
The water was still hot for me but I endured it since my wife was opening the door but at the last minute I remembered that I forgot the music, Baika surely will enjoy this more with some music on... I had enough for today and was almost in silence since I arrived.
- I love you so much Yoongi - she said as soon as she found me waiting for her in this unnecessarily romantic way, I haven't told her that long ago I arrived home prepared this surprise... she thought I was totally drunk and having fun with my friends because she wasn't at home already and the pictures I sent to her didn't help to believe I will do something so corny for her.
- sorry for the little lies, I didn't wanted you found out my plan... play some music and come here... I know you showered this morning, just come here to warm up and relax - she washed her makeup and teeth quickly before I asked her to leave the panties on because they were pretty.
I couldn't control myself, no matter how much I loved her or how much desired her, I got goosebumps and became static for a few seconds because she approached me and started the kiss.
My wife is sensitive so stopped right away to give me a moment to relax, looking at my eyes I can imagine the horrible day she just had... also consider it something not really important or long ago that company would be on the news burning down until nothing was left... yeah that was too imaginative on my part, but my favorite terrorist surely would do something if they tried to abuse her.
- Breathe - I ordered with my lips chasing hers and she just moaned her feelings, any small gesture on my part to be with her was like the biggest gift, that helped me a lot with my problems to be together... even if everyone says that I improved a lot, to tell the truth I was taking baby steps, yes ...even in the very beginning I felt this attraction towards her, to have her in my arms but sometimes I just so attracted that Ididn'tthoughtof anything else... I realized in that hotel that before thinking I was already taking her body against me... she was struggling to not fall sleep in a sofa after a long day and I couldn't take my eyes from her... she plagued my thoughts day and night since she appeared in my life... specially at the hospital, she was my biggest distraction about my situation.
- love take enough air, I want to kiss you, badly... can't wait - I said and that is when she just stopped thinking and just tried to do what I wanted, her heart was beating like crazy but finally did and I also picked air, to take her under the water with me and enjoy the passion she awakes on me, twirling under the water she let me surprise her furthermore.
I asked for an insane arrangement in our bathroom, I like to play around with her here a lot, more often than anyone ever had found out... it was our secret, but no matter the mess we can create here nobody will notice afterwards. I pulled us to the surface when I was tempted to breathe under the water and check I didn't killed her with my ideas.
- Are you fine love? Sorry I just got an impulse - I said softly
- don't stop now, take me please - she said and I smiled where I was supposed to take her? I just continued loving her carefully centimeter after centimeter, learning every detail in her skin all over again... I varely recognized as strange her touch so didn't reacted when she started to respond to my actions. I wasn't even thinking when she decided to use her mouth on the bastard that fills my head about ways to savagely make her unable to feel something if I not the one lovingly taking all her firsts, molding her to my taste and desires.
- crazy girl, do you wanna die?- I pulled her head out of the water; doesn't matter how many times we already have done something together, I'm ashamed of my thoughts, what I want do, what she clearly would like to try... that's not pure/cute/ lovely?
- I want to... - I kissed her before she could say that obscenity with words, she wasn't a toy or something similar... I am truly doing my best to not harm her with my weirdness.
- you are going to kill me one day Ana... you know... I'm extremely shy, it haven't faded at all... at least be comfortable - taking a towel and seating on it out of the water I closed my eyes, clenched my teeth and hands to separate my legs and let her do as she wishes. I can't manage myself if I can think about what is going to happen, too obvious, so naughty...I want it.
I tried to not say all the bad words I have learned in my entire life because of the pleasure and the pain to resist the urge to make her stop or take controlof her, doing whatever she wanted with me... Just one day my heart won't resist her charming personality and I will die in a very pathetic way.
- Babe just... I.... if it is disgusting for you.. - I managed to say, making the mistake of looking how she does magic with my little bastard, obsessed with her, I cursed all the profanities at once because I couldn't resist any longer and tried to separate my private area from anywhere near her face but was too late and I didn't have any strength left to get out of that paradise or think how to do anything different from enjoying it ( this little will hunter me on my dreams, when I want to be with her but we can't).
- Yoongi I can't even count how many times I been with you, why you can't relax tonight? she asked and I hided my lower half in the water before answering anything to her.
- Ana dammit... I have to control myself or will do something regrettable - I got her in my lap and kissed her mercilessly, I don't care what happened a moment ago, she should feel confident to try anything she wants even if that means trouble to me.
- Yoongi... you don't really have to be that careful, show me everything about you - not everything, definitely I maintained my fantasies concealed in my head and can't be grateful enough every time the tiniest thing comes true... because she really really gives me confidence and security to be myself, my savage side needs to learn how to be nice for her.
- love... is just I don't want to hurt you by accident, I easily can become a dirty animal when you let me touch you... see? It's painful hard again and you can't imagine what is inside my head right now - I said but she likes me, her kisses and the way she touches me... I don't need words.
- Yoongi... don't hold back - she said rubbing herself against it, I hold her tight and moved us out the bathroom to get dry and pleasure her until I don't have any energy to move.
The next morning I just carried her to the bathroom to do her things because her legs just started to tremble as soon as she heard my voice, isn't because she is scared, just likes the sound and we used all our energy last night to end sleeping comfortably until we awakened naturally... furthermore I love pamper her this way because I usually forget to be attentive.
- don't worry about me - she said when I huffed to my phone, before getting comfortable... I don't know how she can notice when I want to ask her something serious.
- love, to promote my album... I have been delaying the decision since I am still working on the songs, I am struggling to have a final choice - I said giving her a glass so she could finish with her teeth and we can have a conversation.
- seriously? What you want to do? You know I will support you, do whatever you please - she said combing my hair, as I handed her legs to be around my waist again and go preare some breakfast before having to be ready for today. I love my time with her so I do all those things I imagined but never dared to do scared of judgment, Baika surely changed everything for me.
- I would like to do all the concerts possible... and travel, to do a tour of concerts maybe... but for that, I have to choose carefully the cities and all I would like to do in my concerts... is not an urgent decision anyway, just keep thinking about it.
- nice... why are you looking so concerned? - she said carresing my face and about to kiss me, I just moved my head to have her lips over mine before her smile desapears.
- come with me, travel with me... I don't know how... just let's be together all the time possible, you probably don't have the best memories traveling and working together with my group, that didn't came to our last concert in Vegas
- Yoongi you know perfectly why I didn't wanted to go... it wasn't for you, the group or having to be careful with your image or the hard work... didn't even minded when Lee didn't let me go in the team for your solo project with that beautiful hair color... no even before we traveled he made things so difficult for me to endure... we also struggled with our relationship, adding Jena didn't made it really appealing for me to go.
- I now that sometimes I do things without thinking, asking for every little thing I want... I couldn't stop thinking about you all the time ... I don't enjoy missing you or not knowing if you will be waiting as you said before I leave - I said rubbing her belly
...if last night I made something to make another of my dreams come true, I won't ask for too much... I won't let her go easily because it wil almost kill me if that happens.
- Baby!... I thought this gremlin has you in a closet under seven locked doors - said Suzy when my wife came with me to company... I don't know why, but she is very easy to convince today so I am using it on my favor.
- He is a sweet man and takes good care of me... I couldn't refuse his puppy eyes today - my wife said making all the staff hearing laugh.
- See? I'm suuuuper nice - I said still playing on my phone as they choosed what to do with me today, never are enough pictures taken for magazine, interviews or just for our fans, the agency ideas...
- You little gremlin... come Baika, let's talk far enough of his fluffy ears darling - said Suzy
- cute, fluffy and adorable gremlin see you later, behave - my wife said following Suzy and my crew couldn't believe I abandoned my phone to hug her before she could left.
- I cannot make a promise love - I said and realized that I couldn't stop myself from calling her the same way I do at home, she only smiled but the ones with me teased me about it, calling me all kind of pet names.
Jena's P/V:
- shhh...Zico! Shut up! - I said
- why? You are the one making others think you are the princess assistant in the management team, I know her so... go do your business elsewhere... I'm too busy - the Idol said so loudly
- don't joke like that... came on... it's our first time crossing paths, I just came because of the MV... I heard you want to dance with me.
- you can dance? Show me - the mans said
- Right now?
- Yes, you are that professional at least?- he asked and everyone was waiting to see proof of my talent
- I... I am not dressed appropriately the skirt is so short and my heels are delicate.
- I'm lucky... my apartment didn't get any damage afterwards the storm but my street was blocked for a couple of days so I finally got settled... I really needed help to find an apartment, the money... can imagine? I varely could get my things so he can bring that woman to our home ?- Suzy said to Baby, she dared to come here? I didn't saw the visitation ID.
- I can't believe he dared... after all you did for him... you will see the universe will bless you, don't worry about a thing I wasn'tthe only one waiting to give you a hand - Baby was saying and I noticed how dark skinned she was since last time I saw her in person.
- my blood boils just thinking on all he had done... by the way... vacations just increased your beauty and Suga looks even more ... - Suzy was saying
- Ladies...Do you have a minute? - said Zico surprising them because they waited for their order talking, not minding anyone else.
- Maybe, are you recording? - asked Suzy
- no... I have to go get my friend for that, but have a problem... can't get rid of Jena, calling herself the princess of the company and giving me weird vibes...wasn't she after Min's bones? - Zico asked not being exactly discreet.
- I'm a dog or what? I'm not going after anyone's bones, Suga is my ex boyfriend and you will see how he begs me to return as soon as he gets bored of junk food - Jena said with all the letters making a lot of people gasp hearing about that because is well known for not having girlfriends or lovers important enough for people to find out.
- So...first security had to rescue Min from sexual harassment, we had to endure you doing who knows what all day because you were Lee's assistant and now that he his packing his things because he got fired in the morning meeting... you are trying to get Zico's favours? WOW - Suzy said
Baby's P/V:
Suzy started a verbal fight with Jena were all they knew about each other was being exposed to every single soul in the company that wanted to hear them, the resting area in this floor was very popular because was close to the sets used by all the artists of the company so it was a great place to casually see Idols during work hours and mingle with them taking a break to eat or drink something.
This rest area is close to the sets artist use for photo sessions on daily basis and sometimes other kind of filmations on green or blue settings, there is a white one but the are cleaning and repair the paint to maintain the nuclear whiteness needed, Suga is in one of the tiniest ones with security at the entrance so nobody he doesn't want there can actually come inside and take a look.
I was surprised about Lee getting fired this morning without any official explanation yet, but this kind of discussion in this public area will start gossips about the situation with the group and all the pressure that ignites because a lot of people don't really believe they will remain as a unit afterwards doing things separately.
- Shut up Bitch! You can't even maintain a marriage correctly, is because you work with Idols, travel with BTS or because your husband noticed you aren't interested on him? Do you think that anyone that expends so much time around naked people is on his right to say that I'm looking for male attention? Or that I harass Suga, my kitty because that is how I always called him - Jena was definitely pissed and such a ruckus outside the confidentiality BTS crew always had been proud... it was really difficult to know the real secrets of their plans, lives and struggles because they don't do this kind of spectacles in public.
BABY'S P/V:
- seems today everyone has so much free time?- Said a CEO taking a seat next to Bang Sihyuk, eyes popping out of their sockets and mouth agape open disappeared quickly from the room until nobody with a real reason to be here stayed behind.
- Can I know the reason why my employees are giving such an scandal here? - I couldn't help rolling my eyes, like there is any convenient place to start a fight with someone but composed myself quickly before someone noticed my lack of enthusiasm to heard him talking to us as if we were children.
My problems with my manager has made me lost the respect I had for him and the trust on his criteria to manage this agency and everyone related to it. But that wasn't a reason to not behave like a well educated person, because is what I like to expose about myself that no matter what I will do my best to be formal, respectful and peaceful.
- Sorry Sir, it's my fault because I couldn't control myself and gave that woman a piece of my mind - Suzy hurried to apologize taking her responsibility for starting an scene with another person of the company.
- I am at fault too, Sir... I can't work properly with the new assistant from the main management team... I didn't received any announcement to include her in my team, our perspective about working together is also highly incompatible ans easily become a personal issue - quickly says Zico not giving a chance for the heads-up to ask the meaning of this unprofessional situation.
- I'm so sorry too Sir, I didn't meddle in to stop the inconvenient situation because I think my intervention will only aggravates the...mmm... disagreement? excuse my language, is still poorly understandable - I said bowing my head like the ones that apologized before me.
After an uncomfortable silence and taking our responsibility we were diminished to hear news from them in another more appropriate time as Jena enjoyed we took all the blame.
- and the gremlin? - asked Suzy noticing Yoongi wasn't where we left him.
- he is like a person sometimes, needed to borrow the bathroom for a moment Suzy-san - said automatically her assistant.
- ohhhh, okay... keep working then... what he said about the outfits? - she asking taking her pink glasses.
- He wants to try the 1900's idea because of the long hairstyle he has right now - said the one ironing a white shirt that seemed like almost like a blouse.
- that needs some previous work and will take some time, we will do the casual outfits meanwhile, Baby help me order or this holder will roll everywhere without control... I can't believe is still this way - Suzy said putting her foot to stop the clothes horse that almost rolled into a light protector when she took a few pieces from it.
- that old thing is heavy, so ends pushing all the things we put on the way, this set is the one that has the inclined floor to do bathroom and water session's said a camera assistant having the same problem to adjust the camera holder.
- what are you doing? - asked Yoongi helping us to pull the clothing horse behind the sofa so it would stay there since the seats are heavy. I could feel his arm around my middle and his body behind me, his serious and concerned voice also affected me positively because last night he surprised me and has been super affectionate until we left the car in the private area the can park his personal vehicles during work hours here.
- helping to put it on a proper place, it rolls around- I explained
- I didn't bring you to carry heavy stuff today, be careful beautiful - and he kissed my exposed shoulder making me melt for him because he was sensitive about the possibility of me getting pregnant afterwards last night.
My eyes didn't left him as he changed and followed the photographer's instructions taking pictures by the window, and around the room. Someone from post production came to ask for his approval for the new material about to be released in the next following days... he just was concerned his log will clash with one of Jungkook's publications, but they couldn't manage better the scheduled date since Lee put his hands on everything he could to mess the group members planning schedules.
- it's fine just shorten the repetitive parts a little, it's going to be boring seeing me doing the same thing during so many minutes - Yoongi said thanking the work they had done already.
- we can use the fast forward effect because we want to show it really took your time and energy... maybe we can shorten it another five or seven minutes - the technician said
- That would be awesome, thanks just send me when will be published to tell my family about it, please - he asked and I got curious but didn't moved to see what he has been up to.
- The classic costumes are always suitable for Suga, not bad for a gremlin - said Suzy
- Everything is situable for him, his proportions are good - said Baby drawing on her notebook, I looked at the topless character that walked over the water in a dark forest raining, but flowers and nature grows because of him.
I looked previous images she made and partial images of Yoongi hands, shoulders and face, detailed draws of his ears with exotic jewelry, his eyes and the details on each line that formed his hair.
- Let's do this - I decided showing everyone the design... Baby actually protestested saying we shouldn't take seriously her ideas she was just entertaining herself as Yoongi worked, but clearly she can't take him out of her thoughts and the Idol was struggling to not become just as obvious as she was.
- mmmh okay, but shouldn't we be prepared to try something like that? - Yoongi asked looking into the notebook as I previously did.
- Carlo can do them we can do a prototype and digitally add the real ones... we have done something similar before just need a design and she is right here with some detailed sketches done - my assistant said taking pictures and ready to dial everyone needed
- Min you have the latest word - I asked
He looked at the shirtless images and after a few seconds said to prepare before he regrets. We don't know what will be the result or what to do with such images but sometimes trying out new things bring more attention to our work.
SUGA'S P/V:
- You are insane... look how everyone is running like crazy for some drawings - my wife said
- they love it, that why they are working so hard... see? This company needs you more than you can imagine, come let's order some food, we have to be sure everyone can have a bite at least... think about it, today some wishes will come true.
She seemed troubled and confused as we talked about other things, like how was yesterday for her, we moved to my studio to have more privacy as we ate. I talked about myself too, the club and the red lipstick in my clothes, at some point she would have found out my dirty clothes and I don't want misunderstandings.
- Yoongi, why are you doing all this? I mean why are you doing this much? I love you and you know you can't promise me all this magic forever... I know our lives have been far from normal- I interrupted her with a kiss on her lips.
- my life long ago stopped being normal, I don't know what normal is if I don't ask my parents or friends... hard times will come when I enlist...I am really worried we don't have much time to go slowly... that will change me, you may get bored of waiting... maybe someone... - she kissed me this time, her tears wetting my cheeks and begging for this love to work... one day at time.