- are you sure? - I asked curious
- almost certainly is that company... anyway is made the appointment with the heads-up for today, PD has being elusive to bring any results to make a move on my matters so I will bring him to the table what I have found out in the first week I started my own investigation with the police having to give me the same report he had been asking for.
- Be careful anyway, are you going alone? - I asked a little worried
- No PD-NIM and the police is coming along so that's why the appointment was settled in quickly, I'm getting ready because I need to be in time... the police officers said they will drive us.
- That company is a mess lately, I heard but they have the best vocals compared to other groups I have heard live even if the company limits well when they can sing or just mimic the performances - I can't believe she could find enough evidence so quickly but she is almost a hacker with support from her own company where there are professionals with more knowledge than her.
- I just need to redo my makeup, I got tanned and it doesn't look good to me.... see I'm so grayish for some reason - she showed me but I liked her pretty features anyway.
- Wear what makes you feel more comfortable love, wait.. those black and serious outfit is what are you wearing? Baby dress up like a real Idol would do... I don't know how was your looks on the work they stole from you but impressions are very important for this industry.
- I don't know... you know I'm giving up on that, it's more fitting to me to be behind the scenes - she said really tired of the issue
- then do it for me, a person that was scammed before... I couldn't demonstrate anything to get my rights but you can. Have you decided what you want to ask for? - I asked curious
- To me those were my first tryouts producing something to show without being asked at all, it was something I really wanted to show you and get some feedback from the company and you... I don't think I should get to attached to it, but I actually really want to know the value of what I was capable to do because I am sure that can do way better.
- so you are gifting it? - I asked I didn't liked the idea at all.
- I'm thinking in my future and the scandal it can provoke a fight for my rights, I made them and God's knows I can manage trying newly things but I need to know that someone that is not Bang PD to tell me a serious opinion about it, to see where I should improve.
- I think... I can understand what you mean but it's sad not to see your name somewhere for something you created, impress them to the point they want to stole your talent from PD-NIM - I said.
- you like this better? I just have like 30 minutes left, I need to end the call.
- yes beautiful... that's much better than the black outfit, are you sure it's fine to wear the pendant I designed? You have better jewelry - I didn't said how much I enjoyed seeing her getting ready in front of the camera for me to see it... even it was just her back what I could look at.
- Thanks to who? I need to feel you close, I don't care what they think about me... I love you so much Yoongi.
- Ana.... I love you - she couldn't hang up afterwards so I saw the agility of her to get out and walk on high heels till the entrance of The Hills private area in time to don't make anyone wait for her, pretty from head to toe.
She was someone that could get all she wanted and gained my heart little by little... the dumb and smaller gestures she does everyday makes my hear flutter and say my feelings with happiness.
Loving her was making changes on me, not big ones but I could feel my confidence growing inside me... because I had freedom to try the changes I wanted before but never found the support I needed because I created a hole that even with all the love I recibe from those around me that loves me, also the fans that collapse our sites with comments...couldn't fulfill that empty side as much as I tried.
Taehyung's P/V:
I heard a strong discussion but didn't know what was the reason but someone was throwing stuff from the higher floors at the stair when I passed to go to our filming studio. I was curious and worried that doesn't really happened here before.
- Taehyung we don't have time, please don't stop walking therein the middle - Suzy said catching her breath as she carried our outfits, something comfortable today.
- sorry, it caught my attention, let me help you - I said taking part of what she was moving around and we continued our way forgetting about the ruckus.
Jungkook's P/V:
- sorry I am still a little sleepy today - I said covering my mouth and finishing getting ready so they can do may hair and make up.
- yesterday you left early, how come you are tired today? - Jimin asked
- I had a date, it ended quite well actually - I confessed
- so you will be the next one getting a girlfriend? Or was a one night stand? - asked Hoseok
- I don't know yet, let's see how is going - I said since I don't decide anything that quickly, butterflies were on my belly remembering about last night.
- aigo... look that face, it went that well? - asked Jin
- I didn't asked for that much on a first date, but think she wasn't totally against the idea if I liked to try something else - I commented
- I think is nice waiting a little longer for that moment, I like to know well the person first - said Suga that sounds quite happy today.
- how is that? I mean what do mean about waiting a little? Seems so far-away when I used to date that getting divorced seems a little scary.... maybe I will end alone with a mountain of cats - said Suzy
- Do you want some tips? Our lifestyle is quite different and I really don't have traditional dates at all but if you want my opinion and suggestions, I will do anything for our dearly staff - Suga said acting up it was quite funny to see him in such a good mood.
- I dated, had girlfriends... but don't feel like I should give any tips - said Namjoon.
- I still have evidence of how crazy was someone because of you kitty - Said Jin
- And keep doing it, every day - he said happily... poor girl she loves the most eccentric of us.
- poor thing, we shouldn't have stopped you when you tried to convince her to date someone else instead - Namjoon said
- I don't think that would have worked... I can't imagine that - said another person from our crew that new about the relationship.
- why not? Isn't like she had such a high standards to choose someone - I asked even if I can imagine the reason
- I have seen your face on your worst days... there is nothing to love about it - everyone was teasing him and he found it funny
- aish... let's talk about something different - suddenly Yoongi says and we didn't knew why until a few seconds later someone came clacking her shoes.
Jena's P/V:
- why so quiet today? Anyway don't want to ask me why I came here for? - said taking a seat right in front of Suga so he had to look at me, I pulled up a tiny bit the skirt of my summer dress.
- seems you don't have something better to do, we would like to work, do you know what is that? Is what you keep doing wrongly since you accepted the offer of Lee to become his assistant in exchange of money to keep living - he said with the clear intention of hurting my feelings.
- later don't came crying because nobody told you, but your wife is in a police car in front of everyone at the entrance of the company - I said and that's just the reaction I wanted, everyone was paying total attention to me, everyone but Suga
- you don't have better things to do instead of talking about other people's issues? - asked Taehyung angrily
- don't worry Tae-tae, I knew she has some things to do today... isn't anything special actually - Yoongi said not trying to give much importance to it.
- you knew? It's nothing special? But she is inside of a police car, how can't that be something unimportant? - I asked because how can be so relaxed about her wife taken like a criminal, I was enjoying the visual reality that much to even take a few pictures... I thought Lee proceeded to the next step if his plans since PD haven't fired her yet, he asked me to know what happened.
- What did you see? she have done something wrong? Sorry but she haven't done anything illegal - suga says
- Then why? - I wanted to know all the details to prepare something in case she tries something against me or Lee.
- why don't you mind your own business? Are you so jealous that can only move when she moves? what are you waiting to start new gossips about the woman I love.
- And you admit it in front of everyone to hear? - I said and he didn't covered his disgusted reaction.
- yeah, anything else? I'm too busy to be your entertainment today - Suga said getting up in front of me flattening his outfit.
- You have time, I checked, talk with me or are you scared of being with me? - Touching him on a provocative manner, men can't resist the temptation when I do it.
- go for someone else, I'm not interested - Suga says getting more distance between us.
- You dated me and at any given opportunity to see me you would move mountains to spend time in my bed - I said loud enough for everyone to hear; Well... let's see who is on the deepest shit.
- yeah I wanted to believe in you, I made many mistakes in my life and I am very shy so... I would prefer to be with you even if that hurted me afterwards, but that's all in the past I don't want to be an idiot any longer - He said without trouble... his tone was so soft that... that couldn't be.... he loved me he is just taking revenge because I married someone and stopped the secret mettings, he couldn't share me.
- seriously you want to talk about it in front of the crew? They can be discreet but later don't come crying because everyone knows your background, we wouldn't know you existed if we didn't followed him or noticed something different in him - Jin said.
- Better if they talk in public, with liars is more convenient to have listeners so they can't keep messing around - Jimin said.
- Are you calling me liar? - I asked directly
- yes, or haven't you tried anything to make people think there is a relationship between you and Suga? - asked Jimin
- Because there is a relationship between us, our story started years ago - I said
- Let me remember... ummm Suga never admitted having a girlfriend because he was interested on you... to tell you the truth, he never talked about you or any girlfriend from his past, we noticed something going on that's all, so they were invited in but nothing of that resulted a good idea - Jimin continued
- yeah I even ended tricked to sleep with one of those, that claimed to be his girlfriend, that visited his room and threw tantrums when he turned them down, Suga never admitted any feelings with words like he does now for Baby Brown even if didn't refused the company of someone he wanted to know better - Hoseok said
- technically we asumed he dated them or something similar, would notice a bit the change on his behavior we talked about it and he looked to some empty space and made a sound in response... the only way to notice your existence was one English email he tried to translate but was so exhausted from working that was sleeping over the computer and I quickly helped him because he is more than just a group member, is my friend and my family - Namjoon said
- an email? He always was short on money that didn't even had a cell phone... the only time I sent him some was when I moved overseas... maybe... I don't remember well - I guessed
- yeah you saw better options in the States and didn't said anything nice because Suga didn't accept to abandon us and follow you there without having how to support himself, less your help because you wanted someone that could take well care of your interests and I won't say more because I really pitied him having to endure that... any of that was to be told that way, using a language he varely managed to understand... A little cruel don't you think? To say now that there's a relationship... OMG, now he is not short on money... - RM said, making everyone gasp waiting for my retort.
- Don't get your nose on other people's issues Namjoon, nobody should dare to stand for him - I demanded
- you're the one taking the skeletons from the closet more than a million times Min said not being interested on doing anything with you, unless he doesn't have another choice since you work here - one of the managers said.
- Mind your own business newbie, surely you came to this company to live from their leftovers... is well known a lot would do anything to get a little closer to an Idol - I said he was actually going to say something but Namjoon trapped his mouth and pulled him out of the room to talk.
- Hey, respect him, he is new in our crew but he is older than you in the company and maybe in age too, I don't remember at this moment sorry... I know that I'm not the most appropriate to ask for anything but please stop Jena - He said with his hand over his heart and looking straight to my eyes.
This isn't my kitty he like anyone in this country would talk to the air and sneak a stare to see check if I was paying attention. His voice was firm and wouldn't lessen the volume until I varely could understand what he says.
In the past he only talked about music, instruments or what he liked to hear, artist he liked and lyrics stuck on his head for a reason or another and working here I noticed he kind of funny with his comments sometimes full of sarcasm otherwise flirting with the crew and friends but refuses to show it in front of me or Lee.
Suga's P/V:
- Mi~si~fu 🎶 nnnnnn.... someone died? Suzy-san tell me I am bringing the right ones because there is a lot... are you serious about doing so many photo sessions? - said Mina the right hand of Suzy and the biggest fan of my wife that always chooses the outfits more appealing when I needed fresh clothes because I worked all night and couldn't return at home.
- time to work again... how was the name again? MISIU? - Suzy asked
- Misiffffu, ffffu like blowing a candle I asked someone with good ideas - said the Japanese assistant probably she was talking about my wife.
- cute... there is a lot actually, Suga come take a look there is something you would like to try first? - Suzy asked
- Let's try something formal first... do I have to wear the complete set-up? - I asked
- no if you don't want, trousers are more or less the same thing over and over for guys so I don't think is extremely necessary right now we should decide on the colors and the style now to have a few options in mind - Suzy said catching Jena stares as I took off my tops, they made some kind of barrier between me and Jena so I doubt could see more than my shoulders.
- you call that muscle Min? This is muscle - said Lee pulling his clothes since some were said good things about the outfits.
- I don't feel like wearing anything printed, solid colors are more likely what I have in mind... I am not trying to show off anything Lee but my shoulder goes bad if I don't exercise appropriately because I work more hours in front of an screen that anything - I said lifting my chin for Mina to change the color of the neckties, she was so small compared to my wife that can look at my eyes as she helps me with my clothes at home.
- oh look Suzy-san this one... more classy, don't you think? Almost European - Mina said after arranging the knot on my tie to have it very straight.
- Yeah the long hair seems to bring more attention - Suzy said.
- we have made a lot dressed this formal lately, I would like something different not so ceremony like, but like how elegant it is this way - I said looking at myself in the mirror.
- the model of the tie is different, you like this better then? But definitely solid colors... and vivid see ?- Suzy said putting some colorful clothes as background around my face as I was undressing to get a similar outfit to the one we had on out last promotion for proof on music programs.
- You should just show that amazing white skin around more often Min, can I take a few minutes of your time in private? - Min Heejin said making me nervous and I dressed on my clothes again we had finished choosing colors and styles already.
- with all those scars? Nobody wants to see imperfections on Idols - said Jena and made me feel even worse having so many eyes on me
- Nobody asked you... but to not like it, you are almost drooling for him, control yourself
- Let's talk outside - The CEO said as I changed
- yes ma'am - I made sure to be dressed up correctly before following her.
- wait Yoongi ~ - Jena said trying to sound sweet.
- Jena I don't have time for you now - I said starting to walk away and Lee decided to follow me as if he was called in too.
- Lee you want something? - the CEO asked, she may not be officially in our company but we all recognized she always has been one of the professionals working to make the company as much as our earnings helped. But she couldn't agree in a lot of decisions lately so she took charge of a music seal where she could ha e the final decision.
- Oh no, just since I am his manager....
- There is nothing for you to hear, why don't you return to your work if you still have it? - She said and I tried to not react but wanted to celebrate he finally was getting fired.
- You don't hold any power here anymore Bitch, you can't decide my position just because you are freaking... - I got in the middle when I saw he was was trying to overpower her because it's a woman... I didn't know what happened but definitely in my presence he won't touch or talk to a woman like he was trying to do now.
- what are you doing? You wanna go to prison that badly?- I said pointing the cameras in the corridor pointing to us after what have been happening in the company lately the security has been intensified.
- Are you sure to defend all the bitches now? - Lee said almost spitting in my face.
- I don't know what is the problem between you two but this isn't correct, nothing in your benefit will happen - I said even if probably he was including my wife on the people I have been struggling to work with his new attitude.
- Do as you please, you are on my black list Min, remember that not always you will be on that throne - Lee walked elsewhere and I understood this was totally out of control and PD wasn't doing much to remove him from the company.
- Aigo... PD just doesn't give us any choices, Baby could be in my team long ago doing whatever she wanted - we were talking when we returned with the group, she just asked me if I could tell my wife if Baika wanted to form part of the demand she just presented against Lee because he has been molesting all the female artist on his way but I recommend to have a talk with my wife directly about it, because I already punched Lee in the past when he started to cross the line with her.
- I think PD is scared of her because Baby knows more things can be done but some producers just don't want to things they think that wouldn't work or aren't in trend because are worried about the results... when I work on my own songs it takes me an eternity decide when they ask me and I can't imagine it until I hear a few ideas for real not just talking, one day she just asked for a copy of the track and was in corner with a computer... we didn't used anything Baby created but nobody would refuse anymore to give me any sample I would ask for - Jimin comments
- after my birthday I remember PD was talking to me so politely and I was all freaked out because if it wasn't because everyone was congratulating me I wouldn't have noticed which day it was... and he didn't have my birthday present from Baby and I thinking what have done that woman now to get PD in that state.
- And what was it? - asked the CEO interested
- songs, she gifted me her music for my birthday and PD, He tempted Lee with it and he obviously sell it away.
- And why is he still in the company?! - the CEO asked
- figures.... PD-NIM has "the plan" but meanwhile Baby hates coming to the company even if we beg her to come with us - said Jin that came back with Hoseok after recording something in the studio as the rest were talking about her vision for Ador.... sometimes I think she is so open to us in case we go crazy and change the label of our agency separately or as a group.
- And she is good? Tell me she has backup for everything - Min Heejin said
- Baby can definitely demostrate is her work but it's going to gift it to the company that wanted it in exchange for information about how it ended in their hands, how much they paid for it and their opinion about it.
- Do you think they will handle the right information? Wich company they are leading with? - Hoseok asked
- The police is helping around, she feels like PD was taking his sweet time to investigate so the police couldn't advance much so she got into the matter around a week ago and today they went to where Baby thinks is the most probably... but I am actually a little impatient she haven't reported anything yet at least to me.
- Today? Ah... that explains.... so you didn't told why she was with the police to not alert Lee and the ones helping him - said Jungkook.
- I see... but is her work that good? - Heejin was still interested because she has seen Baika practice before on some opportunities.
- you know... she is basically a dancer so I doubt her choreography to songs she liked or mixed, can be used at all but Baby said something instrumentals done and original songs she was working on to get a few in time to show me... but I will have nightmares if I see them now and then recognize it, I don't know how to feel.... If those songs should get good results or not because her name is not going to be there, haven't received anything in exchange...
- mmm... well you felt it in your own skin, you have talked about her decision to not ask for her rights? - asked Hoseok and everyone was sympathetic with my point of view.
- Because of Lee she has been mistreated, did jobs in inadequate conditions, too much she has been enduring and being in a secret relationship with me as a cherry on top... Baby doesn't need another person telling her about talent and money or feel they can use our relationship to control her... Baby needs something to balance all the bad things, she has enough of that at home to come here for more.
- the vanity of someone that made a miracle once and is looking for another medal on his chest, I can't believe Baby could find enough strength to stay. I feel a little betrayed learning all of this mess because PD is doing all he desperately wanted to change in the industry, is behaving like a mafia boss to control everyone's lifes like puppets - said the CEO
- we try to convince Baby because we want to continue working with her, Look what happened actually with some producers... when they have been forced to decide to give up on their dreams to continue here... I wanted to work with Adora again but she gets angry just remembered of coming back to collaborate - Taehyung said
- Never asked her what happened? Didn't you know that Lee has been pestering women here and there but is recently that he is losing his mind that we got clear evidence?- comments the CEO.
- But using Baby is actually worsening everything... at this rate nobody would like to work with us - said Jungkook.
- I don't even know if I will be able to endure this situation after a pause, the company has to clear everything before we return because as much as I love to continue together and working here with the crew... some things I can't even stop myself from using violence when I see someone trying to hurt others because they physically can win against them.
- I will have a serious talk with PD... this can't happen any company can work properly if coming here is worse than a life without enough to survive - the CEO promises before leaving us talking about our future if things doesn't start to change for the better.