私の暗闇の中の光
第15章
Han's POV
I know I told Soohee that I'll wait for my turn, but I want to know if she'll be okay around her ex.
Han's POV
I have this weird feeling that their conversation would not go well. Or maybe it's just me... because I'm freakin' jealous.
Hyunjin
Aren't you gonna eat?
Changbin
If you don't want to eat, can I have those?
Han Jisung
Hey, hands off my food!
Felix
You were just staring at it. I almost took your sandwich.
Han Jisung
Thank you for not taking it.
Minho
Hey Han. Where's Soohee? Isn't she always with her friends? It's just the three of them there.
Han's POV
I guess Soohee's already with Bang Chan.
Felix
Oh. I saw her leave the cafeteria with Bang Chan. Do you know that Han?
Han Jisung
I know. I promised to stay away. I don't want to make Soohee mad again.
Changbin
Or...you can go there and spy on them! Just to check on her you know.
Lia
That's actually a good idea!
Han Jisung
Whoa! Hey!
Lia
Sorry. I just got here and heard what he said, and I think it's brilliant.
Han Jisung
You want me to go spy on them?
Lia
Yes. Look, Soohee's like my little sister, although we almost have the same age, and I got this feeling that their talk will not end well.
Ryujin
Yeah. Me too.
Felix
Whoa! What are you? When did you get here?!
Ryujin
Awhile ago.
Yeji
So can you do it Han?
Hyunjin
Ahhh! When did you get here?!
Yeji
Jeez bro, I was sitting beside you the whole time.
Changbin
Aww she called you brooo..
Hyunjin
Shut it Changbin.
Han Jisung
Okay. I'll do it. I have a bad feeling too. Did you know where they went?
Lia
In the fields, because only a few people go there at lunch. I think nobody even goes there.
Han Jisung
Okay. I'll go now.
Changbin
So can I have your lunch now?
Han Jisung
Yeah whatever. I'm not hungry anymore.
Changbin
Because you're hungry for Soohee! Hehehe
Hyunjin
O_O
Felix
O_O
Minho
O_O
Lia
O_O
Ryujin
O_O
Yeji
Okay that sounded weird Changbin!!
Changbin
Ohh. I was trying to make a joke.
Lia
It's not funny. Make a joke like that again and you'll be sorry.
Changbin
Jeez you guys are scary..
Han Jisung
Oookaaay I'll leave now.
Ryujin
Thanks for doing this Han!
Yeji
Take care of our Soohee!
Lia
And if you can take her away from Bang Chan, please do!
Han's POV
I walked to the field and went into a good hiding spot. I see that they're just talking, but Soohee looks...lost?
Han's POV
I really want to take her away from Bang Chan right now.
A FEW MINUTES LATER
Han's POV
Soohee suddenly stands up, wiping her cheeks. Is she crying?! Oh hell I need to go there now.
Han's POV
I started walking towards them, but they haven't noticed me yet.
Han Jisung
I never should've let Soohee go alone.
Han's POV
I suddenly stopped in my tracks when Soohee kissed Bang Chan's cheek, then he hugged her.
Han's POV
I felt like my head exploded from embarrassment. Who am I kidding?! They still have feelings for each other! I can't breathe right now.
Han's POV
I need to go. I turned my back and started walking away...
Soohee
STOP IT! LET ME GO!
Han Jisung
Soohee?
Han's POV
Soohee pushed Bang Chan away. That doesn't look good. I should take Soohee away now.
Han's POV
I walked fast towards them, but Bang Chan saw me, and he suddenly pulled Soohee towards him and kissed her...
Han's POV
I thought the hug and kiss on the cheek was already bad, but this was way worse...*clenches fist*
Han's POV
I was frozen, and I didn't know what to do...until Soohee's eyes saw mine. Clearly she's frozen too.
Han's POV
I pushed all the jealousy aside, and started walking towards them again.
Han's POV
Soohee pushed Bang Chan away and she looked at him
Soohee
Did you do that just because he's here?!
Bang Chan
He should know that you're mine. And no...I really wanted to kiss you.
Soohee
I'm not yours anymore Bang Chan!
Han's POV
She's confusing though. Why did she kissed him on the cheek?
Han's POV
I walked slowly towards them and grabbed Soohee's bag, hanging it on my shoulder.
Bang Chan
You shouldn't have come here. I thought you said you would wait for your turn?
Han Jisung
Well, I felt that Soohee's in trouble, and clearly I was right.
Bang Chan
She's not in trouble!
Han Jisung
You kissed her without her permission! Just to make me jealous!
Soohee
Bang Chan...
Bang Chan
Leave now Han Jisung, we're not finished talking yet.
Soohee
No. We're leaving.
Bang Chan
Okay. Where do you want to go?
Soohee
Uhh. No. Me and...Han are leaving.
Han's POV
Wow. I did not expect that. I almost forgot that I'm jealous just now.
Bang Chan
Soohee, you don't even know this guy well.
Soohee
Maybe, but I feel like I can trust him. I've known you for years Bang Chan, but I don't know who you are anymore.
Han's POV
I kinda felt bad for Bang Chan. A tear slid down his cheek and he looked down.
Bang Chan
I'm sor--
Soohee
No more apologies. I've had enough, and please don't involve Han between us, and don't do anything stupid.
Han's POV
Soohee took my arm and dragged me with her.
Han's POV
I looked back at him, but he was just staring at Soohee, with hurt in his eyes.
Your POV
I dragged Han with me because leaving him with Bang Chan there is not a good idea.
Your POV
I started tearing up again because I wanted things to be alright between me and Bang Chan, but he's making it difficult.
Han Jisung
Soohee, please don't cry, if Lia saw you--
Lia
Sooheeee!
Han Jisung
Uhh. Too late..
Your POV
Lia ran towards me and hugged me, then Ryujin and Yeji followed.
Lia
You're crying! Where is he?!
Ryujin
Oh Soohee...
Yeji
Thanks for taking her away Han.
Soohee
It's okay Lia. Just leave him alone.
Your POV
Han walked towards me with a handkerchief in his hands and starting wiping away my tears. I didn't mind it though.
Your POV
But the girls are staring, and so does the other students walking by...
Soohee
*clears throat* Thank you Han...for coming there.
Lia
I suggested it!
Yeji
No you didn't. Changbin did.
Lia
But I pushed him to do it.
Soohee
Ughh. I should've know it was you three.
Han Jisung
Don't blame them Soohee. I really wanted to go, even before Changbin mentioned it.
Your POV
I honestly feel thankful for that, I don't know what would might happen back there if he didn't come.
Soohee
Umm. Classes are about to start again. We'll talk later when all of the subjects are done.
Han Jisung
Are you sure? It's okay if you don't want to, after what happened back there.
Soohee
No. I want to...and you're not Bang Chan.
Your POV
Han smiled and put his handkerchief in my hand.
Han Jisung
In case you cry again...
Your POV
He walked closer to me and whispered in my ear..
Han Jisung
You deserve so much better Soohee.
Ryujin
Are you guys melting or is it just me?
Lia
*clears throat* Okaaay. Soohee has enough boy drama today. Go to class now you two.
Your POV
Oh right. The girls have other class to attend, so it's just me and Han.
Soohee
Okay. Well go now. Bye girls.
Your POV
The girls said their goodbyes. Then Han and I started walking to class together.
Han Jisung
Hey Soohee...
Soohee
Yeah?
Han Jisung
Just so you know, you still look pretty even when you're crying..
Soohee
*laughs* Really? You're giving me a compliment now?
Han Jisung
Yeah. You needed it. See? I made you laugh. *starts laughing*
Your POV
I usually don't laugh when people gives me compliments. Han Jisung is good at making me laugh. I'm starting to like having him around.