- ah, you're here, let them pass please... Namjoonie? How?- Jin said to the person at the entrance.
- Bang PD... he is talking to someone important now.
- she is here, I can see her? - Suga asked interrupting.
- Yes, she is taking a shower after her exams the doctor says she should go to a hospital to be checked but isn't urgent she seemed quite well to take some rest fist. You look great... she will love it.
- take a seat, I will see if she is ready, do you have something clean? Because here we only have uniforms and if possible wouldn't hand them around - Jin said
- here... I always have something for her with me.
- always? How is that? - I asked
- she isn't picky, my clothes are better to her than the most beautiful dress on stores, but I found a few things on her closet that I can carry around with me, she cares about it since we are together but what I love the most about her is that she is different from any other that grew here, different from others we met before here and overseas.
- so romantic now that you have her back...uh?- teased Namjoonie
- control that criminal tongue of yours when you see her... remember you are the husband not just a lover - Jin said
- He is dying to see her... don't worry hyung - I said to Jin hyung.
This is so you don't get a shock because I almost didn't reconogized her, she have reasons to think that some soldiers are part of the criminals that helped Lee to maintain her captive so asked me to record everything and I fell onto my knees and crying like a baby before I could call anyone and see her again... she has been strong enough and probably will need a lot of comfort, love... Yoongi take a seat and look at this don't enter to see her until you're ready.
- how badly....- I tried to ask
- she came covered in mud, the only bath she had during the time she had... was a frozen bath in the river to scape in the middle of the night... you can't imagine...even here someone tried to get her again and in the middle of the shooting she managed to get my body behind a desk and be on top of me so I won't be hurt if any of those lost bullets... thanks we imagined she didn't appear sooner because was scared of soldiers and I had to mark the way towards myself.... and she came in front of everyone to get my help... don't do anything stupid Yoongi.
- where is Brown ? We have to talk with her - someone said, demanding.
- having a shower like a human should be able, wait for her - a militar said and a doberman seemed ready to attack them if the man says.
- tsss.... Military always doing things on their own, giving her a shower before we can take traces of the criminals on her - the police officer says it wasn't the usual man we have talked to.
- Where is the inspector Hwang? - Bang PD stated to interrogate the people that didn't looked or acted like the police... at least not likely nothing I have seen before.
- I'm here Mr. BANG... who are you? What are you doing here? Who called you here? - the official that always contacted us said, looking at the so called police officers asking to see Baika first.
There was a little ruckus but Jin managed to give the clean clothes to her.
She was so thin but looked so good on her own clothes, probably before the outfit would enhance her curves but today they hanged on the noticeable bones, still sexy as ever... so the real her dress like that on her country... wow.
SUGA'S P/V:
I reproduced quickly and without sounds her examination... those miserable marked her entire body... In another moment I will examine it carefully... Namjoonie took a look over my head and turned around to not see anything like that again. Jungkook didn't even looked in my direction when I started the video.
There was a little ruckus and I focused on how manage my heart to not become another soul that wouldn't give her the love and protection she needs.
She came out of that room looking up, swinging her hips, secure of herself, on her socks... what an idiot, I forgot her shoes in the car.
A few steps towards me and her walk made silence, observing her as she continued on a straight line towards me. I got nervous would she like my affection right away? Is she going to be scared if me? Does she loves me still?
She came and took a seat by my side. My hand moved to ask for her hand before I could think something to say, she pulled it towards her face so I could notice that warmth... does she have a mild fever?
- can I? - was the only thing that left my mouth, I wasn't even sure if she has heard me properly, I wanted to be softer for her... I don't want to scare her with my desire to have her in my arms.
I felt her going on my lap, her nose on my neck and her lips there too, I pressed her against me, she was so small now. My friends made like a wall with their own bodies so I kissed her on her lips, dry because she couldn't take care after herself.
- Yoongi... - she looked at me trying to say something else but her body suddenly got lifeless for a moment.p0
- Kooky get the car, Namjoonie ask the police to lead us to a hospital... Jin we need a doctor or someone.
I accommodate her over me, and everyone wanted to see her like this, so I tried to keep everyone away from us. Everyone wanted something from her but she even if she looked strong enough, she wasn't in any condition to declare, to explain, to help.
- hurts...
She cried, I was scared of this.... that night Jungkook and Jin were using the other rooms so I guided her to the one my parents usually take... That night I revealed to them a few of her secrets so didn't had any excuse to not give my entire self to her... not having any barrier to make her mine... to make her feel that our love will have future, it will grow... that I wanted that compromise, all the trouble, everything... I want everything with her... I wanted so many things to happen between us.
- Doctors said to not feed her untir she goes to the hospital, must be really hungry - a militar said.
She disappeared a few days afterwards and probably didn't though of it, or maybe she realized now that is here and they told her how much time passed... it was still early to have hopes but if she could... she would be taking care... she was so happy that day...
That morning when I gifted her that pendant, I promised her follow my dreams not just professionally, I wanted to marry her in front of everyone as soon as possible, to arrange that empty room for our children in the future. She was in Gangnam that day because of me, I wanted a special night together and she was preparing for dinner a very special one.
I didn't wanted to live with fear, our lives should continue with happiness, is what I wanted her to feel every day by my side... even if I know that is impossible.
- in the hospital don't have anything to say because you are there? - Taehyung asked
- yes... but her arguments where better... thanks for coming... I didn't wanted to leave her alone but I have to work.
- Don't worry about a thing - he said
- love, I have to go... Tae-tae is going to be with you meanwhile.
- okay, have a good day... I will be here - she said.
- Tae-tae... take care of her please... I want to see her out of this hospital as soon as possible.
She didn't said anything when the doctors examined her and told us the treatments to follow, without mentioning if she had more to hate... if she blames me. Maybe we aren't meant to be, but I just can't let her go. They didn't said anything when I asked them outside in te corridor, they didn't found any evidence... but that pain couldn't be normal, but she passed through a lot so the most important thing os that she can return to her healthy state.
TAEHYUNG'S P/V:
- come... I will help you, before I go - Suga says
- Isn't going to be late for you? I can manage alone. Thanks Yoongi.
- I will be more relaxed if I do... come love... - he carried her to the bathroom and came out to change the bed with clean spread... blood, why so much blood?
- she bleeds every time she moves, so try to do for her... as much as possible, please - Suga explined to me looking how impressed I was.
- love? Can I enter? - he asked before getting her that had a shower and was wearing clean hospital clothes for today.
- Um... one can get accostumated to the princess treatment - she teased him because he was carrying her in his arms again.
- I love you, I will be back before you notice... Tae-tae - I said to my friend that he could go without worries.
Nurses were really flirty and a little shameless, no wonders she has been trying to pull herself together so quickly.
- Yoongi is not so easy to seduce, Baika - I said to her afterwards the person that came with the lunch gifted me one that was meant to be for Yoongi, companion shouldn't receive any kind of favors from anyone here.
- I know... it's just that I can't do anything in my situation... I don't look good, don't feel confident on myself... again something happened and I can't, we... - she didn't could properly say that she was struggling about not being able to enjoy their relationship.
- It's not your fault, but don't give up... I am curious what he would become ... I haven't seen him so bubbly... he is happiest fanning around you.
- little by little Tae-tae, I didn't had time to get all the answers from Yoongi... you know he is very private to share his thoughts and feelings.... I know something crazy is haunting him... he haven't left me for a second until someone was here to babysit.
- He loves you like crazy, don't worry about it.
- And you handsome? How are you?
- lonely... I kissed someone, but never contacted me again. I suppose it's my fault... maybe I get things wrong.
- It's hard for me to believe that, maybe that person is as confused as you are. Have you tried to contact her or him? - she asked and I know she wanted to hear a little bit of my story and that's why she asked me on such a manner, even made me smile.
- she...is a girl. Dummy
- At least you smiled... Tae... don't leave everything to her, look for her. If you want her, conquer her, do your fight nothing extraordinary will come around meanwhile you are sleeping and playing on line with your friends.
- how..?
- we have lived together Tae-tae, tell me seriously, do you want her or you kiss her to see what happens? - she asked
- we were somewhat friends before... she opened up to me and have been telling me how she feels... I think that, I started to like that... she came several times to spend time with me.
At first, I tried to look for her too but she was troubled about it and we decided to meet when she called... now... I think she regrets that we kissed.
- Or not... how was reaction when you kissed she seemed troubled or happy about it? I doubt you surprised her, she could have asked you to stop before it was too late - Baika says
- Good knows...
- Taehyung... if she didn't felt like it was a good idea to be kissing you, she should have done or say something... I don't know... something like "why you did that?" Or "Taehyung I think you misunderstood our boundaries"... maybe would push you away or slapped you.
- just said it was late and smiled as she left, I wanted to accompany her home but she refused... I have been waiting.
- and why don't you ask her when she would have a few minutes to talk with you?... maybe she really is busy but should be able to give you a few minutes. I will do anything for the guy that kissed me and have been meeting lately, what do you think that could be her problem? Work, family...
- I prefer to not talk about her.... just myself.
- okay.... then... what are you up to?
- My album got delayed again... has been difficult to express my thoughts on how to sell and promote it... even the songs I made... are so different from any other before.
- I'm curious... the music you like aren't exactly my favorites but your songs are the ones I learned the fastest, just hearing them one I could get the most of it and try them by myself.
- thanks... that cheers me a lot... would you like to hear what I got so far?
- OF COURSE!... I don't know why did you asked - she seemed really happy and I looked for my phone and in ears... I have to be careful about playing them out of the studio.
- Promisme you will do MVs for every single song or something of the sort - she sudenly was in my arms and someone just chooses that moment to enter the room and clap
- just peachy... should I take pictures? - was a security agent from our agency... he is on duty?
- Get out of here! How you dare! - she says menacing... why she would be so cold to him... he usually is around her.
- I haven't done anything to go anywhere but you are hugging another man, what should your husband say?.
- Criminal! Hey security! Anyone! - she pushed all the emergency buttons and threw anything in hand to him,hitting him so I stand out to protect her if necessary... but quickly people came to see what was wrong.
She was so hysterical about him, being a criminal one of that gang, they took him away... and I didn't moved her side, not even when the police came and started to make questions.
Baika was too agitated, I had to call for a nurse or someone to help me... all that was making her feel pain and bleeding more that I have ever seen in my life. The police left the hospital when they noticed she was in such a poor health that even passed out.
I was here with her, so I just texted Yoongi... I know that if I call he will abandon everything to come back , I was here because he couldn't move or skip his work today... it was important too and he shouldn't have is so difficult in life... I would take care of her the best I can.
Jungkook's P/V:
I was taking a plane with Bang PD and a small crew, we are working on my soloist activities and today the crew came to record the process since I was traveling the to work in person with the producers. There is a lot to do yet.
- fuck! - I said when I saw my phone... I was in the apartment miles away from Korea and this happened... Taehyung was nervous about her and Jin said her would return earlier from visiting a few relatives during his short-term vacation.
- what is it? - Said my A&R in this proyect, she has been rubbing all her tricks to get my favors... before I made the stupid decision to sleep around with her... without compromise but I didn't wanted it nowadays.
Her interest was starting to irritate me, to tell the truth and probably everyone around me noticed that.
- not your business, where is PD? - I asked
- busy, this room it's magnificent it's like a real apartment.
- It's Baika's apartment, her family moved away and she borrowed us so we don't spend money unnecessarily, so don't break or stole anything.
- she kicked her family away? That woman it's so cold.
- she inherited a bigger house in another state and they accepted it because was more convenient for them don't talk about her if you don't know anything about my friend.
- your friend? You call her bunny... I don't know how Yoongi haven't kicked her away yet.
- shut up,or I will do anything to get you out of my presence- she stopped but I will make a few suggestions to PD-NIM, I can sense she will become a problem because I lost my interest on her way to entertain me overseas, when I cannot pick up someone else from the streets... stupid decision.
As PD solved his business, I was practicing in the apartment, we were supposed to be in Los Angeles the whole time but we actually took an helicopter to NYC and I have been hiding here until we traveled back to meet the producers in person and do the recording...I am going to travel several times and will make it look like I did this at a particular time not the real thing, so same outfits that I will use later on the exact moment.
That's why everyone thinks that we do so many things in a short period of time... editions magic... it's impossible to do so many things in a few hours, we have to rest and eat and is just so little sometimes what I can do in a day, specially if I spend most of it in a plane, a car or whatever. I am really impressed nobody have made a ruckus about it.
I was very stressed with her on my back, don't do this, don't do that... pay me attention, let me wear your clothes... soo as soon as I finished the recording I drank until her annoying voice didn't work on me. Tonight was our last night before returning so I will sleep like a log on the plane.
- Jungkook! You really are going to get drunk tonight? Nobody is going to carry you like a princess to board the plate - she says
I ignored her comments and continued having my dinner peacefully, PD had his plate full since the police started to investigate how many employees in tht agency has something to hide.
A security agent from our team that was doing the service alongside Jin decided to go inside Baika's room in the hospital for unknown reasons. Yoongi can't let that pass... he didn't permitted someone hit Jin with a toy at the beginning of our career and never let pass again anything that would be the cause of our distress. I can imagine how savage would have been his words, it's his wife and she is in the hospital recovering for the crimes committed against her. I still can't believe why he didn't stayed away from trouble... now everything blowed up in our company too because more and more people showed to be involved in all or part of the inconvenience she has passed unnecessarily.
- how much I missed traveling on a private plane.... do you still remember those times?- she says and I ignored her.
I was waiting for the signal to take off my belt and change into something comfortable to sleep.
- Jungkook... - she tried when I moved from my seat.
- don't touch me - I said dryly getting into the bathroom to wear my pijamas.
- You only see your benefits don't you?- she was waiting outside to continue with her tantrum.
- yes, just that, now shut up and let me sleep in peace - wrong answer she was red and angry because I admited that don't really care about what she might want from me.
- Do you think you are the big thing because a few would like to have you naked in bed, you aren't the greatest lover, I had better than you.
- If I was so unpleasant, why you have been waiting that I would accept a few minutes with you? Because believe me that I doubt I would even try to please you one bit. Go look for those better than me... oh wait ... nobody is interested doesn't it? And you think so low of me to take your offers, not that I easily can have anything better.
Some in the plane didn't knew how to act indifferent about our conversation, since she was doing an scene, I roasted her. Shy slammed her hand in my face, she insulted me, did things I never imagined, jealousy on every word she said to defend herself. PD-NIM decided that she would have to leave our team and maybe the agency, that was unacceptable even if we crossed the line between private and professional.
- Yoongi! What are you doing here? Where is the bunny?- I asked when PD and I met him in the corridor of the company, he was carrying a few drinks and some food.
- Ah! I have work waiting for me and Baika was bored at home so she is in my studio, wanna see her? She would love it.
- I'm busy right now, but I pass by latter ...I will call you first - PD excused himself before disappear inside the agency.
- Shouldn't she rest at home...I know she came out the hospital already but that was... the day before yesterday? Or... I don't even know what date is today - I laughed.
- mmm... three days at home and she is super bored of my family pitying her, she begged me to take her out - he smiled as we walked towards his studio.
- Are you going to eat there? I can come around later if you want.
- ah this... I don't have anything in my studio sometimes I don't remember to eat so in case she is hungry....I wanted to have something she would like.
- nice... how is she?.
- way better, she is in a wheelchair, don't want to be carried all the time even if I know she learned to love it. - he says
- She never asked for favors, must be really difficult to not be able to do anything without help.
- I know... but I really want to do all sort of stuff for her and she feels like it's too much. That isn't necessary to take care after her, but love that she enjoys it and let me do what I want.
- you always has been the most doting, can't see anyone struggling.
She was better, wasn't as pale as seemed more enthusiastic and energetic. We all have ignored the group chat but finally reunited to go for a dinner together
Jin was doing something to content Baika because since she got into the hospital he haven't contacted or visited, he was on a short leave or vacation days or whatever is called but never tried to be closer to her.
- I will order the most expensive things in the restaurant, since you don't care about me, at least I should hurt your pockets.
- You learned that from Jiminshi, don't you? Don't learn those you will get uglier - I teased my friend and she laughed hard.
- ay.... don't make me laugh so hard... sorry I need to use borrow the restroom for a second.
- wait love, remember you shouldn't strain yourself, I'll push the chair there - Yoongi moved her through the corridor meanwhile we waited for RM and Hoseok to come so we will together, we have gone several times there so we knew we could bring Baika around without trouble, furthermore they always behave in public so nobody ever suspected their relationship further that he was sharing his table with a woman.