I was shirtless as Yoongi was on his phone on the other side of my king size bed. I heard her steps coming closer so I pulled the blanket up to my neck and closed my eyes without making questions.
- If he is sleeping, we should go to another room... he needs to rest properly - she said very quietly.
- He sleeps like an angel, don't you think?- Yoongi said probably getting her in bed because the mattress moves made me imagine it.
- Yoongi... don't ask me to look at him... Jin is "my person" I feel like I wouldn't loved living here without him. It was very frustrating for me to be here alone, but he was always there for breakfast and naturally came to sit next to me, talk and smile... I was happy just waiting to see him every morning and try to understand him, even if he didn't came to be close to me, his laugh and good attitude was very noticeable.
- why did you fell for me, if he was so special to you?- Yoongi asked
- You were totally different, you took my phone and collapsed it with your pictures... I noticed your interest towards me from the very beginning. Sooner than later we hugged, kissed... all those things that Jin didn't was interested in, until I was already your girlfriend, he started to notice his feelings... afterwards, when we lived together in the dorm. I wasn't physically what he considered atractive, so he didn't showed any interest until my personality turned things... still, he always doubted if he wanted me or was just lonely... because he had someone else to consider - She said; it was true... I learned to love her features after I was sure that she was a good girl.
- Yoongi fell for you at first sight - I couldn't fake to be sleeping without falling really asleep.
- sorry, we are molesting you - she says
- no... you will never be trouble for me... what...- she was looking somewhere that wasn't my eyes, I laughed
- good... why it's so hot in this room? - she says embarrassed and looking to the ceiling, very interested on it.
Yoongi took also his T-shirt and asked if she wanted it instead the long thing she was wearing and she got it, without shame she exposed her naked back to me to wear it, pulling out of bed the rest of it, she didn't moved much to maintain the rest of her body decently covered.
Baika moves and talks a lot during her sleep, she got up from bed and he tried to convince her to come back, but she still was roaming around probably didn't remembered she isn't at home.
- Ana... don't make me go there and get you in bed by myself. - he said angrily but not really because he was mad at her. I had some water, it was too hot in the room.
- Chiquita... come please - I said
- I'm not safe...
- What's she talking about? - I asked to Yoongi ,as she opened and closed the window repeatedly... why she was acting that way?.
- The police called her today and had the bright idea to tell her that some girls that demanded Lee, are missing - he sighed seating on the bed probably to get her.
- Ana, I will give you anything... don't make me go there... last warning - he said
- Yoongi... I am scared... If they take me again... he is practicing with them, the police is said to me... Lee likes to be on top, they know it's him with help... I know - she was hiding behind a curtain now.
- It's she fine? - I asked, I never seen her like that.
- no... yes... she won't remember a thing in the morning but we have to be careful, she is very functional on her sleep, Jungkook at least is almost awake so doesn't do anything dangerous, she can go take a car and when his brain says it's time to get energy... bam!
- Bam?! You mean she continues sleeping like... - He nodded and pointing me to look at her sleeping against the wall.
- She knows how to control it... but I haven't been at home, we don't have a settled time to go here or there... That call happened today... You and Jungkook should learn how to control her in case of need... I will talk to her about it later, so she will tell you if she needs someone at home one day.
- And your parents? They know...? - I imagine they saw this when they spent those days in Daegu after she was kidnapped.
- That she walks on her sleep when is too stressed ? Yeah... but haven't seen her because we slept together in our own room... but I am starting to wonder what it's going to happen when we are doing the service, if Lee it's still free. Last time the criminals... they ended dead... come, I teach you ... first be commanding, tell her to go back to bed... I couldn't carry her back before and I learned to convince her.
- Chiquita... time to sleep in bed, now... come - I said
I didn't wanted to force her, but she was oddly obedient, once over the bed she patted a side for me and I got seated little scared, to tell the truth.
- You always smells like cotton candy, gets me hungry sometimes - she said laying in bed but moving her arms, so I pulled the bed spread to maintain her covered... I knew she wasn't wearing anything apart from that t-shirt.
- I like sweet things... the smell lingers on me - I said
- Really? I prefer to think it's just you.
- Sorry to break the magic... ready to sleep?- she closed her eyes but quickly she started moving and crying.
- Are you scared of her ? Don't you see her crying ? - Yoongi startled me.
- She's not my girl - I excused myself.
- It's in your bed and you have been telling me that you love her... can't you do anything for her?- he said a little irritated.
- I don't want to do something to upset her further - I admited and Yoongi sighed.
SUGA'S P/V:
Because he was scared to worsen his relationship with her, couldn't help her.
I hugged her without saying anything and she got comfortable, the three could get some good rest, until it was time to get ready for a new day.
- Are you going to take care after her if she asks? - I asked him as soon as Baika got out of bed.
- Yes... don't worry, but I never thought it was this serious, Is she fine?.
- Yeah... if nothing extraordinary happens today she will be really tired tonight and will sleep well... she told me that in New York it happened frequently... she hated living there.
- She went to a doctor? That can't be good for her - Jin says
- She couldn't sleep so her doctor sent her to sleeping clinic, to get an apropiate treatment, but ended developing that she would be very functional during her sleep... Isn't an everyday thing. But the bad experiences made her more sensitive... that's why I...
- She thinks Lee can be so obsessed as that dude that wanted her...? - Jin said
- Can't be sure... but she believes it's possible and it's understandable, her fears... She managed to scape once... had help, knew I loved her enough to be there when everything ended.
- What would happen if I... you can't ask me to be strong all the time, because one day... I will cross limits... not because I want to create problems but my feelings itself are ... I am not made of stone.
- I know... that's why I have been telling her it's fine to... whatever... I decided to love and be with her as long she doesn't do things on propose to hurt me or the people who I appreciate.
- Aren't you scared that if you open the door to that possibility... she will take advantage of it?
- I don't think so... if she wanted to play games, wouldn't wasted her time to get me and probably refused to be in a serious relationship, I doubt she would accept our company's offer if she was that kind of girl... She could have chosen a million of things that would make her life easier.
- Also couldn't hide it this long... okay then... count with me - Jin decided, now I need Jungkook.... the rest of the members would be nice to her but must more than just that. I want to be sure she is totally fine and I don't want to let my family know... not yet (they will think she is crazy if they see her in that state).
- Ana... what are your plans for today? - I asked
- not much, see my results from the exam, check the results of the trainees in the agency and buy Jin's birthday gift.
- That's unnecessary... I am old enough for those things, it will be enough if you remember to congratulate me on the right day.
- Sometimes one doesn't knows what he wants until it arrives to his life... now be good boys and have a really good day, okay? Whatever... just call me, I will go later to the agency to see what happened to my group.
- Hey... my kiss? - I asked
- Just because I love you... - she came close but I had to take it by myself, I could feel her smile as we kissed.
- Jin...- she sent him a flying kiss, he just smiled, it's been a while she showed her feelings for him around.
- Have a nice day... - Jin says as she got on her motorcycle and afterwards she looked at us a little longer, from head to toe, she positioned the helmet in place and asked for her bodyguard to hope behind her and be ready.
- Don't scare the poor bodyguard! - I teased her and she gave me a thumbs up sign before starting the engine and leave without looking back.
- She's crazy - Jin laughed.
- I know... very different from last night but you see... - I hushed to him in the car as everyone was getting ready to drive us to the agency.
- shhh... later... - Jin says, I wanted to talk with him but we know it's better to not say anything else where we can be heard.
Lee's P/V:
- I will tell the truth as soon as the police gets you, monster!! SOON ENOUGH THEY WILL GET YOU BASTARD!! - the woman yelled to me, as I used her to my convenience... she was dressed and soon undressed for those that would pay anything to see her naked... I just had to blur the ties to hook more people to participate on the live stream later... it's easy to get money with this method.
I know who convinced them to demand me... but nothing will be compared to what I will do to that cheap and burned doll... very proud of her because nobody can touch her.... We will see, we will see... and maybe large scars on the prince's face...
Baby's P/V:
- I don't know how to take this results... was the hardest evaluation we had to deal with in a while... this time we didn't publish the list straight forward because a lot of things changed compared to the previous evaluations.
- We judged you as if your presentation was something ready to show to the public, we followed your progress during the time for the evaluation. Since the groups aren't equally large, have different assignments and instructors, also different amount of talent to dance based on previous evaluations.... please the team with... - Hoshi was calling the first group to the front, and asked several questions. That was getting my group nervous so I signed them to stay calm.
I observed them as we all heard the recommendations from the diferent judges to pass the evaluation this month, a lot of things changed from my first time in the agency till now. A lot of people called the company's doors to be part of it, as trainees, as work force as musicians... This time of their lives it's hard because of the uncertainty of being able to be in a group that also will generate benefits in their first year or so.
- I should be really angry with the members of this group....- the main choreographer of the company talks about his frustration watching our progress and final presentation ... all the judges did.
I'm accostumated to all kinds of casting process, evaluations... comments and was a little worried to see some of the younger ones about to cry because nobody knew the results of the evaluation yet... just advice for the future to keep in mind.
- How do you feel after turning around things for those trainees? You will become a legend in the company... maybe they ask you to be a permanent mentor - Woozi says as his friends follow us on the corridor
- I just did my best to guide them through the evaluation, they did all the effort to communicate their concerns so I could do my part.
- I can see already the long line of trainees asking for your help - Scoops says.
- I don't think so... they will ask for more next time the company consider to evaluate if the cam do things as a group, but if it depends on me, I don't think it's the best method to get the best dancers... you know well that dancing is not the only thing they have to worry about, their voices, their aspect, getting in a group that will have all the qualities to debut... so many things, they can't learn everything at once... but have to.
- there is some talent, do you think they aren't ready to prepare a group? - Hoshi asked.
- Hability, they have, but aren't the only things they need to debut you should know that better than me, I just learned about it, that's why I am not debuting as Idol.
- What a shame... I wanted to see you on stage - Woozi says
- Maybe dancing behind you... mmm? - I teased him.
- I will be looking back... all the time - he laughed and invited me to have lunch with them. I acepted but explained to them about the bodyguard following me around even inside the agency, they just wanted to have something in the building because they have activities to do inside afterwards.
Yoongi was eating alone in a corner, I stopped a moment to say something to him, because he said something about dieting this morning and skipped his breakfast.
- Looks delicious, I am glad to see you eating so well - I said to him.
- A friend came to visit, but he had to leave suddenly so here I am with this enormous amount of food... are you eating now? I can share, it's too much for myself. It's some fried fish with sauce.
- you will be hungry soon, haven't you ordered french fries or rice with that?
- It will arrive at any given moment, I like it crunchy so I am eating this first - Yoongi finally noticed that I wasn't alone so we took a table close to him to keep talking.
He insisted on inviting the Idols to his program and Woozi was the only one accepting immediately, as the other said something about asking to their management team if they have time for that.
Yoongi talked and talked about the program and a few other things meanwhile I couldn't take my eyes from his cuteness.
HOSHI'S P/V:
- can you two stop flirting? It's oddly enough to be talking to someone on another table - I said not exactly to anyone and Scoops almost spited what was on his mouth.
- no I can't, everyone should know that mister Min it's my bias, I can't resist his charms... if you are uncomfortable can shut up or eat by yourself... Woozi never gets jealous, doesn't it handsome? - baby said and the Idol laughed to heard her saying that in front of everyone.
- I'm your Seventeen's bias? - Woozi
- you and the 8 are fighting for my carat heart, but Hoshi it's the best dancer still - she says smiling
- you don't have to flatter me - I said a little uncomfortable.
- I am not, you are very talented... If you don't think that I am honest, it's up to you - I didn't know where to look so I settled eating in silence and as soon as we left to continue with our schedules my friends protestested.
- why you always behave like a psycho in front of her? She isn't that intimidating to do so many stupid comments - Scoops asked.
- Says mister silence - I retorted
- Because I don't have much to say, that's all. She always been nice enough and likes our music, enough to congratulate us when we released something new... and you could met her as much as you wanted last week.
- It's work related... that doesn't counts.
- OMG, Hoshi what do you want? To see her running behind you like any other crazy girl would do having an Idol in front of her. Remember her culture is very different and probably have been around more impressive men than us.- Woozi asked
- She was salivating all over Suga... doubt asian aren't her type - I said.
- I haven't said anything about her type, she probably doesn't care about those things, just calls me handsome to see me blush because... who ever saw me and said anything nice to my face? I mean someone that it's not a fanatic or trying to get pregnant from someone rich and famous?- Woozi says
- I don't get those comments but you can hear those easily - I say
- Don't tell me you are jealous? She has someone you know? - Woozi asked
- You have seen him?- I asked curious
- Everyone has seen him, just you don't payed attention or have you ever heard any worker from here telling everyone liking any musician of the company? She is the only one showing it defending it but would never be with an Idol in public if they don't ask for it... Idols are the ones behind her, to get some time with her - Scoops says
- aish... like she was anything out of this world - I said not believing him.
- Baby isn't anyone outstanding, maybe, but she is a nice person to be with... I am his friend and can't say that I don't like her. Do you really... haven't noticed it?- Woozi asked
- anyways, what happened to that cheap lie that she was married? - I retorted
- she is living happily with his husband but that not your problem - Woozi says
- Hoshi... she any Suga are together... stop thinking about her- Scoops desesperated holding my face, hushed to me being careful to not be heard.
- What!!! Woozi.... he is laying.... must be... Suga keeps telling he is single every time on camera.
- On camera... he will tell when his group members decide to start sharing that class of information and celebrate a proper wedding... maybe before they decide to become a family - Woozi says
- Fa_family?! - I couldn't even say the word
- yah... is there another reason to marry someone? - Scoops hushed
I imagined them together, couldn't stop thinking about it the rest of the day... they were together all this time? From the beginning? And like a moron all the pieces started to be in place.
- Guys I received and invitation to something from BTS team... care to explain to me? because I couldn't give an answer - Our main manager asked.
- Oh, we met Suga during lunch a while ago and he asked us to participate on his new project for YouTube... something like an interview thing having a dinner and a few drinks as we talk and can promote our music if we want, Woozi said he wanted to go, I am not very interested - Scoops quickly said.
- Well maybe... after new year... you guys are busy, anyone else?
- he asked and I raised my hand and whe he asked if we wanted to go together or alone, Woozi didn't minded but I wanted to go on my own.
I have to ask things... I have to know everything straight from him.