you need to get ready for a date, there's about ten minutes left, but there you are, staring at yourself in the mirror. Your eyes helplessly wanders to all those insecurities of yours: that little imperfection on your cheek, the way that one shirt looks on your body, the way the light makes your hair look, every single detail looks so big and evident and you hate yourself for that.
🐺Bang Chan🐺
-you've been really quiet in your room, so he knocks to check if you're okay
-not getting any response, he opens the door, just in case something happened to you
-he immediately spots you staring at the mirror and understands what's going on
-runs to you and hugs you tight, whispering sweet words in your ear
-fuck the date, the most important thing right now is that you understand how important, worthy and amazing you are, and Chan's going to do anything in his power to make you understand
🐰Lee Know🐰
-barges in the room because you're running late, but finds you crying at your reflection
-feeling broken inside, you ask him why he likes you, what's so worthy about you that he chose to be with you
-almost in rage, he slams the door shut behind him and, stomping, walks to you
-grabs your face with his two hands and looks you dead in the eyes, outraged by your question
-lists all the things he loves about you and that you should love, too, all the little details of your behaviour you never noticed, the way your eyes light up when you're happy, the smile on your face that still makes his heart flutter like the first time he saw you, everything that makes you so perfect
🐷Changbin🐷
TW: mention of self-harm
-hears you sobbing from outside the door, so he immediately runs in to check what's happening
-the scene he sees shocks him: you're in front of the mirror, pinching yourself so hard there were bruises on your skin, with an empty gaze in your eyes, as if you aren't conscious
-hugs you tight to protect you from yourself, blocking your arms so you can't hurt yourself and you finally seem to realize what's happening
-Changbin knows why you acted that way, you shared your insecurities with him but sometimes it's just to hard to bear. The feeling of guilt eats him inside, he wishes he could've done something earlier to help you
-cancels the date, having time together at home, spending some healing time just the two of you sounds like the best idea
🦙Hyunjin🦙
-walks in your room without knocking because, well, he's Hwang Hyunjin
-one look at your face and he recognizes that same feeling of pain and lack of confidence he, too, experienced many times
-quietly walks to you, caressing your hand and whispering random, everyday things to let you reconnect to reality
-lets you speak everything that's on your mind without interrupting, just listening quietly
-in the end, he tries to joke to ease the atmosphere and, most importantly, to make a smile appear on your face again. That precious smile he'll do anything it takes to save
song of the day (2021/10/08):
Blackpink - You Never Know
