Yoongi's lips found mine as soon as I accepted his invitation to left everything and just like that he guided me to the bath I prepared before for him... I know he loves to feel fresh and warm before going to sleep, he stripped my body and did the same thing for himself.
I know a lot happened to him but probably he wouldn't like to talk about it, probably we will find another moment to heard what happened to Yoongi... right now I just wanted to make him feel comfortable and wanted, his expression of tiredness, the way he couldn't take his eyes from me, waiting to see what I wanted to do, since I couldn't contact him and knowing he was on a bad situation.
I was worried, I wanted to run and rescue him but it wasn't a realistic idea... The way I was feeling wasn't the right reason to go there, now with his hands sliding hungrily my sides as he spreads the foam he created with the shower gel.
Today I wanted to try a new fragrance, it was lemon and mint.
- mmmh Babe... I missed this - Yoongi said and when he was satisfied with the soap we could sink more into the water completely to leave all the foam in the surface and warm up our bodies as we relax there... today we will need a shower to take off all the soap he used on us.
- I missed you and your kisses - I said turning around to see him
Yoongi hold me in a way he normally doesn't like, strongly, I had to stay still, he kissed me with intensity and I wished he wanted more afterwards. My husband would change his mind at any given moment and I didn't know what happened to him today so, I hope wasn't anything bad at all.
Suga's P/V:
When I am with Baika everything else disappears, makes me forget the notion of reality and awareness about what should I will experience, the complete me that I don't let surface often, was awakening after a hard time, it wasn't the worst moment of my life but nothing I wanted to remember at the moment.
Baika noticed that, she made a titanic work to understand why I'm not really what I show, even if that is still part of my personality. As I run my hands on any curve on my wife that I would like to apreciate at the moment, she is observing me because I teached her, that at any given moment I will change my mind about what we are doing together and I will push her away.
- your kisses taste like soap - I teased her, she was doing her best to have me close tonight.
- you did a great job on me - she said smiling but searching carefully my limits at the moment.
- Can I keep going then? - I asked, I didn't know if she would like to play around first because she was the one waiting for me without notice until I was almost ready to be free of the doctor... well that woman... I don't know if she is still doing the same job. But I shaked my head, I didn't wanted to start thinking about it.
- Do as you please love... there is nothing better than be here with you - she said playing with the foam and my hair.
- I see... - I tried to fake that her answer worked on me, not because she was up to follow my lead but she also said nothing was better than a moment with me, she always chose carefully what to say when I am more sensitive.
After teasing and playing around in the water to feel again that my blood was warm and circulating properly after so many hours in the plane and roaming around the company building... I moved our games to the bedroom.
Baika was a little worried that I wasn't getting too far as I teased her, I could see on her eyes she would like more and even if I wanted it too, our bed was the place where I wanted to have her. Surprised of how much I missed it, soon my more irrational part of me, took control over and pleased my ego when she didn't put any resistance to enjoy anything I had to offer.
I didn't know how long we loved each other, or if I was sweating afterwards a bath, just satisfied all my needs until I couldn't continue and ended sleeping peacefully, unfortunately the sound of a phone waked me up, it wasn't in our room and I had mine turned off since last night so must be someone trying to contact her.
We couldn't talk much but I actually remember she didn't has plans for today or soon-to-be, at least not yet, but I thought could be her family, their sudden visit didn't seemed to be just casually done... but Baika haven't said anything on this matter since then and also wasn't sure if they contacted her at all.
I need to learn languages I had the feeling they needed a hand and I returned to Seoul ignorant of a lot of things because they would be a problem for Baika to solve... but first was to get the dammit device so it will stop sounding. My mom's number was on her screen so I answered it without thinking, whatever she would like to talk with her can be told to me... my raw voice sounded even deeper than I was accostumated so my mother wouldn't believe it was actually me.
- Mom!... my wife is sleeping with me, not having an affair with someone awful enough to answer the call of her mother's in law - why I had to give all those explanations to her ? Goodness a mother wouldn't stop being your mom even after a marriage and getting this old...
📲 - just pass the phone to her, I wasn't calling you - she said
- fucking goodness... Princess! My mom is calling you!
- what? - my beautiful woman said ignoring the fact, we're still naked.
- my mom, in your phone... - I said returning to bed and hugging her against me, my answer was more nicely said than my choice to awake her.
- gracias, mi amor... hi, good mmm afternoon?! - she looked at me surprised of the hour on her device
📲 - oh dear... I was calling to ask you why my son haven't contacted us jet, after his travel, but seems he forgot he had more family.
- of course not madam, Yoongi had a little problem with his luggage in the company and had to stay longer than planned, he arrived a few hours ago... I was really worried too but he is fine, just tired and probably mad at someone who made him unable to come home like the other members of the group.
📲- oh, his luggage, so that happens to superstars too? Well tell that ungrateful boy to give me a call later, sorry for disturbing you dear - why my mother is never that nice to me? That sweet voice wasn't what she used with me.
- yeah sometimes, but if he wasn't a great producer his luggage wouldn't be so valuable, fortunately it only got on the wrong car and didn't dissappeared in the airport, still he had to check everything was there and you can talk with him now, he is awake with a big smile on his face - that sweet liar, I wasn't smiling just liked she said that I am great producer.
📲 - no it's fine dear, I had the pleasure a few moments ago... just tell him to call me when we can talk in private.
- mom! I'm heard that! There is nothing my wife can't hear about me - I said, how she can say that to my wife?
- hey... your mother said in private okay, don't get mad or you will get grey hair... I will take a shower, have all the time you need, bye bye mrs Min, have a nice day and I love you - my wife wanted to go but I actually hold her tight.
📲 - that girl is so nice... why you don't learn anything from her?
- mom! - I said embarrassed but Baika just got comfortable on my chest.
📲 - are you alone?
- yes, what is so important that Baika can't heard about - it was a lie but I didn't care.
📲 - Jia...
- don't dare to say that woman's name! Whatever is it, NO!, you know that!
📲 - Yoongi... she took her own life apparently, her mother called me and said she would like to talk with you but haven't to be inmediatly, she knows you are very busy.
- what is all that about? I know you're friends with her but... if that girl got obsessed with me wasn't my fault, I didn't even remember her face from my childhood, just her mom when you met her at home - Baika wanted to scape but I hold her against me and she didn't protestested much actually.
📲 - I know Yoongi, but shouldn't be so difficult you come to her funeral and heard my friend out, she is suffering the loss of her only daughter and crazy or not it was her child, just come! for goodness sake!
- okay... but if this becomes an scandal...
📲 - Yoongi... it's a funeral, just cover yourself well and talk with her confidentially, It's a dear friend to me, like a sister, that's why I'm telling you, tomorrow in the afternoon and don't be too late... you don't have to be here all the time, just enough so she can say her words and behave, understand it's a difficult moment.
- mom... I understand, unfortunately it's not the first time I have been on a funeral
📲 - Yoongi... she is my dear friend.
- I'm bringing Baika with me.
📲 - no... you should come alone for this
- then sorry but no, I will go with my wife and probably a bodyguard or two, I will not put a feet out of Seoul for your friend that couldn't teach that girl the difference between reality and a joke, if you are sorry don't mean I have to be involved
📲 - don't be so obstinate... can't you just please your mother for once?
- yah... for once... If I had heard you, you would have married me to that phyco years ago to make sure I wouldn't become a musician, sorry to heard Jia died or whatever but that's not my fault, just yourself and her mother that filled her head with stories of your friendship and that I was so magnificent ...- I was very irritated and would start a never-ending discussion with my mother again.
📲 🗣 - oh gosh! Don't tell me you asked our son to go to that funeral? Dear hang up! - I heard my parents discuss until the call ended
- Your mother must feel so sorry because her friend couldn't see her daughter being happy with her own life, if it is so important to her... you should go, even if you don't care about that family - Baika said as she prepared something to eat and I was checking my phone.
- it's not like, I don't want to comfort someone with my presence on a hard time... you know that I would like to remove part of that pain if it is possible, but I have the feeling this is not going to bring any good, to anyone.
- sorry, I don't want to meddle in your things... just ...you know that I am fond of your family, they welcomed me and didn't tried to convince you to break up with me... I am grateful you didn'thad to choose between your family and a relationship with me - she lifted my chin so I could look up and see the sincere love she was telling me about.
- Jia... I don't remember her well, I remember my mom telling me to not call her monkey like when she was born, apparently to me wasn't a very pretty baby... anyways,I had my own problems with my parents to care about their friends or to pay attention to those children, you know that I am difficult and as a child without any control over my feelings, wasn't the most adorable kid out there.
- mmmh... I don't think so, I saw pictures, I can tell you were a sweet angel, just you can't remember everything... your family wanted the best for you, don't doubt it.
- I don't know... I always remember the bad things more, the case is that one day they made the joke, that family had 2 boys already, around the age of my brother and unexpectedly had the baby girl she always wanted a few years after I was born. I protestested so much... at that time because I lost my options to deal with life, that was basketball for me... my team was my world at some point and having to stay at home where I couldn't see things like my parents would like... let's say wasn't the best moment to hear anything about girls or anything related to my future... a future I never planned by myself... they weren't interested on what I was doing until years later when nobody could stop me and where losing me... my brother somehow maintained our family connections sometimes.
- it's ready, should we eat on the counter or you will be more comfortable on the table? - Baika always giving me chances to think before talking, she was sweet giving me her attention and appreciation as we talked about something I haven't solved yet.
- Baika, I love you and I have never asked someone to be my girlfriend if I didn't wanted to have that relationship, Jia and I ... we don't have something together, just our moms are close friends and I heard she fell for me... I am not aware of the details but knowing it, I refused any opportunity to met her properly, as I got older and understood what could happen if I followed my mom's wishes... I really couldn't understand why my mother is so close to that woman, there are a lot of things I don't know how to explain it, but I apreciate if you could understand.
- it's fine, don't stress yourself about it, it's just that I got curious about something, since it's related to you and your past I would like to hear the story but it's not necessary for you to tell me anything... I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable having to talk, I will support your decision on anything, not just now... always Yoongi even if we are fighting or whatever, I will be on your side okay?
- I don't want to fight with anybody, it upsets me too much, I don't like conflicts and having to impose my authority either... but I actually didn't recognized myself in Vegas, it wasn't a very peaceful vacation for you love... I am so sorry.
- we are trying to be a couple, it's normal to find different things to discuss about, specially when our culture is so different... I don't regret it, we are much better now that we had settled a few things. Lately we only teased each other to break the peace and the long silences... we can be very silent as we share our free time together.
- since you always wanted to be outside I thought you wanted to have dates but actually is the opposite... you are a very at home person.
- because it was forbidden when I arrived, that's why I felt like I needed to be outdoors that much not necessary to have a date, just be able to go without having to plan every detail.
- sorry... my fame does it more difficult.
- I finally learned how to deal with it, so don't think I would be happier if you are less famous... just need to keep you interest on me, on fire, so anyone else would take my place.
- never ever love, I can be stupid to lose our relationship, but not enough to realize that someone else can't be the same thing for me.
- Yoongi we are a team and our relationship will be nice as long both of us has the intention to keep it going, we have to improve for it together, I think we can be very happy.
- yeah... let's be happy.... and changing from my family to yours? Do you know what's going on with them?
- no...I can't even contact my friend, you know... my previous manager but hopefully is nothing really bad or It would have exploded like it happened with my sister's relationship.
- RM will be of help... I know he likes your sister enough to care, he is a nice guy you will see.
- Yeah, I know he is a good guy when he wants... hopes my sis had matured a little bit and finally get something to focus not just how having money without effort.
- I met your niece it's beautiful and very dark skinned, compared to his brother who is taller and nice as ever.
- he loves you, you can't imagine how much he admired you since you invited him to the secret wedding and treating him so dear, you are so good and patient with kids.
- well we have a few kids around, but I didn't thought the little one would choose me over my friends.
- ummm I got a secret mission for him as a big brother, he did a great job apparently.
- a secret mission? It's also secret for me? - I asked curious
- he is the big brother now, so he has to teach his baby sister who is his family and beloved ones... what do think he teaches the poor baby? I convinced my mom to get permanent babysitters that can teach them English and Korean.
- goodness why you do things like that? They can't even read... they so little....
- and if it is on my hands, they will have everything to have a brilliant future and to met the person who I love the most... well they should be able to communicate with you, don't you think?
- I will study enough English and Japanese for now, I will take it easy with Spanish okay? I want to do my part too....
- You're the best man in the world love...
I was embarrassed to answer anything but her phone interrupted us again and it was her best friend from New York.