My husband was massaging my cold feet. Earlier, they ended sleeping in the car so I had to drive in complete silence, do a little stop in a gas station, fortunately our destination was a hotel. Hotel moon
Seems like they are Jin's relatives so when they saw us wasn't as surprised and let us behave like any other customer without alerting the entire world where we are and that I, a woman was sharing the room with them, because even if the room was made for 4 people, I was someone from the opposite sex.
The general price for a night was around ₩ 70,000 KRW in a double bedroom with regular services but our room was more private and easy to share with all the comfort.
The image of my husband sleeping in car because the ride was comfortable enough to even use comfortable clothes. I couldn't believe how good he looked like under the afternoon's sunlight.
- my hands... Do you think is good? - Yoongi asked curious, he wasn't really making a big effort, was only trying to help me to feel me warm again.
- ahhh.... yes, yes... I do - I will never admit, no matter what, that my husband sleeping or doing anything would arouse me to the point of forget that I have to focus on the reality.
Actually, was a little weird that they decided to be seated together i the back, I felt like a taxi driver but a simple look at him in a small stop on a gas station was enough, his blanket was stolen.
Jin was like a statue sleeping peacefully, Jungkook was tied to the seat and the blankets covered different parts of his body, varely covered still, he looked so savage between Suga and Jin that was almost laughable.
- Why are you pouting? Aren't you happy about sharing room with me and Jin too? - Jungkook asked.
- You slept all the way here so I'm the only one tired - I excused myself.
- That's why we are going to have dinner and rest plenty tonight- Jin cleared, seems like he was the leader of this small outing.
- And what are we doing here? I mean... love the outing, the hotel seems nice and all...
- You shouldn't spend your free time on your own?
- hey.... you don't wanna meet my store? - Jin asked
- what store? Do you have an store?- I tied to remember if I heard about it before.
- To gift and produce alcohol, I have to open an store... didn't you knew? - Jin asked and I shaked my head, it was my first time hearing about it
- my friend the chef was in charge meanwhile I enlisted... ah...
- I see... now I understand what are doing this two here... shouldn't you bring Namjoon or another friend? Someone that enjoys alcohol - I changed the matter to not remember them that I experienced something horrible around that time.
- ah!! That's Woozy university... he has a picture in his studio.
- mmm... seriously? - Suga asked
- yes... another two Seventeen members also studied here, and Baekho and someone else from Nues't... there are more but I don't remember right now.
Jin's P/V :
Baika shouted about everything that caught her attention.
- So cute!! Stop!!! I want a picture there!!
- wow... can I buy it?
- what?!- Yoongi asked
- no ... I think ... because of that
- This place is awesome.... what's that?!...
- a house?...- I wasn't sure what to answer anymore
- amazing....
- you like traditional construction? - Suga asked
- All those colors.... wow...
- ... that is to cover that is not evenly done...- Yoongi comments
- it's pretty.... I only have seen that in temples.
- and over there......
- I know this place!
- You know? - Jungkook asked surprised
- Isn't the place whereJin took his shirt to show the tattoo?
- no I was in the beach... see?
Jungkook's P/V:
- well I like this place... it is a good one - Baika was a bit embarrassed so she walked alone for a while.
- Hyung... Yoongi Hyung... aren't you angry because she was thinking that type of things?
- About what exactly?
- you know... Jin, half naked at the beach.... those... things...
- Jin is atractive and you too, do you think she doesn't notice because we are married? She realizes, gets embarrassed when we notice her thoughts but the difference is that she doesn't pretend to do anything with that... or she accidentally got naked on top of you until... how was your song again?.... champagne, confetti...
- hyung....- I said in protest... he made me imagine that.
- Jungkook relax, she is not the kind of person that will cheat on her husband, she didn't wanted that even before they started- Jin said
- But Yoongi said....- I was still struggling with that because she was very fixated on being exclusive but Yoongi... he was always pushing us together.
- I'm not enough, that's all, she believes that is the opposite, so when I feel like I am less than shit on her shoes feel jealous because I don't want to leave her free at all, I want to be all the time with her, everyday, every second... I even dreamed on having children like popcorn... I don't want to return to my old lifestyle, lonely and thinking that woman are a problem not something to be grateful fortunately I can say that I had experience enough to choose her as the best decision to be in a formal relationship, get married and everything... she just became an adult and met me... anxiety to shee her falling for someone else... that can't be.
- if she falls for one of us wouldn't hurt less - Jin pushed Yoongi a little
- no but at least I know she will be in good hands, I trust you guys that you will treat her with respect - Suga mentioned and felt like he is really serious about this.
- she is great girl but my problem is when we are together, I can't ignore her and treat her like any other friend or co-worker, I have been away and knowing she is with Yoongi I focus on my things even don't get interest on trying to get a girlfriend at all it's weird... - Jin announced
- I have been dating... but the problem is that they seems to have an effect on me... is quite annoying to feel like no matter what they do is not good enough for me. Baika never really did something to get my attention, actually I could say that sometimes she doesn't even realize my existence but, she just wants to be in Yoongi's arms, no matter if he doesn't feel the same.
- I'm hungry....where are we going?- Baika shouted to us from a few steps away, enough to not hear our conversation.
- Let's return to my car!!- Jin says, and she came back to take the exit closer to us, to get back to the parking lot.
- Baika, what do you want to eat... I will look for a place in my phone- I said and she turned around to look at me I was seated behind her.
- Something... nice like homemade... not fancy just delicious... maybe fish.... we had barbecue for lunch so no more of that.
- we can cook in my store, just we would need some ingredients - Jin suggested.
- more? I think is enough....- Jin asked, we were trying another of her recipes so any of us was sure of what we should do.
- yes more.... don't worry.
- okay....
Yoongi noticed the place was getting crowded so he returned to the main room to get a table, it was Jin's place but it was working properly with his brother and his friend the famous chef in charge. They don't serve this ķind of food and we prepared plenty so the employees will have a nice dinner ready if they wanted.
The food smells strange, looks different butwhat we tried meanwhile cooking was tasty. We came early to have time to cook and resumed in a early dinner with a full place, some that asked why our food was different and if we were special.
Yoongi already said he needed a table that big and some looked at him weirdly because he was alone until we started bringing plates out, that took a while, everything was hot and we aren't experienced serving properly.
She says the best to drink with her menu was bear so it was perfect for us to drink, she was having soda and acostumated to her habit about alcohol we didn't pressure her about drinking like us.
Jin's P/V:
- give me your soda...I don't want to ask for more bear if I mix those would be enough for me - Suga asked in a low tone.
I'm not sure if he wanted to be heard or he was a little giddy after drinking, because I was and Jungkook too.
- sure, but don't use that voice... makes me go savage about it- she says and he smirked.
- Idols....you are a disgrace for us what are you doing here drinking with a girl instead of being in the camp... ahhh you aren't even man enough for that.- someone clearly annoyed because we were happy about our diner and company to mind or business and let people look at us from certain distance to not be surrounded by fans or just curious people.
- sir... please, he is the owner and is on his resting time from the service nobody here is doing anything wrong - A girl that works here says, and we all noticed how she looked at us... like she haven't seen someone more handsome in person. She was flirting from her position as worker, we are actually accostumated to that so we just ignore her respectfully.
- Don't trick me, everyone treats them like VIP but they are just a disgrace.... look how they are sharing that bitch... don't have money for one each 🤣🤣🤣🤣
The man was clearly drunk, he stumbled backwards molesting other table that tried to stay as calm as we were but they were more drunk than us or they should, looking at their table.
The girl was pretty but also her vibe was not exactly what I will like to find in a woman, she came to defend us but actually started the fire.
- Baika... why are you looking at her?- Jungkook asked
- I don't know... trying to figure her out... I think she is up to you Kookie, she looks irritated when you get close to me.
- I can't get close and Yoongi... figures, why do you think she doesn't react with us? - I asked
- let's try...- Baika says, talking to Yoongi in his ear, he blushing looks elsewhere before answering her that there wasn't anything she wasn't permitted to do.
She moved over Jungkook to get seated between him and I, she looked at me, I looked at her... I couldn't win because couldn't resist looking at her lips... she smiled and touched the tip òf my nose. Nothing but when she tried to get back to her place slowly moving between the bench and the table Jungkook pulled her closer and the girl was right beside us asking to clear our table or serve something else.
- she is always right, isn't that quite disturbing? - Yoongi comments having her back, at his side.
- I don't think so, but Jungkook is the one that shared the most with the fans... I mean about what he does, calling army dearly... staying for hours with them on clearly unplanned lives... eventually they see him as a easier target no matter what he says about being hard to get.
- I'm not easy...- Jungkook was playful but not that innocent to believe in any woman or word said.
- Jin announced his good points he doesn't need a girl telling him about it because he can do it by himself... is complicated if you can tell the boy you like how precious he is because he knows already and doesn't need a girl to get that.
- Yoongi is complicated... he shared his trauma and even if he is nice and all, nobody goes on after the hardest thing, if you aren't really interested... it's better not to play with fire... not to hear that you are unnecessary and that your unhappiness is not his fault because he always showed his colors beforehand.
- What type of girl are you?- Yoongi asked.
- An idiot.... I lived for others until... I... and then came here and fell in his trap...I am in trouble... now... no matter what... I want him... 😫 so cute...- Baika was about to say something about her but started teasing Yoongi instead.
Once in the room, meanwhile Baika was taking her shower because we played a game to take turns and she was the last person to use the bathroom.
- Yoongi... what was Baika condition?
- condition?- he tried to understand me
- when you met her....
- she never showed me her lacks... I realized when she had to return to the place she hates the most New York... not because the city... her lifetime there fher 16 until she moved to Seoul... her family is not easy either but at least she is blood related to them... in New York she was alone and unlike you she didn't meet enough people that would be worried about her like we were about you Kookie, we always wanted to protect you from all bad like your family wishes.
- And how she could hide it for so long? I mean to me was easy Ì was just a friend.
- her best friend and I also hided a lot too, still have secrets and she never asked me about anything that is not necessary to know at the present because we are together now, we are married now, we came here now... she never wished the hardly life she had to live, islike she doesn't look for help or visit doctors or professionals... she knows already that needed help before and fortunately I am of help, I am better than medicine.
- goodness and I'm the selfish already full of himself here....- Jin said touching his hair.
- who says you are you are that way... you are very kind and generous, probably the don't know much about you Seok Jin- Baika suddenly talked scaring him and making my heart start beating faster too... her look didn't helped to feel different either.
- wanna go out love? Why aren't you wearing a pijama.- Suga asked
- wanna look better to not get your questions if you see me... the reality is cruel.
- I don't mind...- her husband says
- I will never really ask...- Jin admitted
- mmm....you are beautiful... do as you please.
- That's what I want to hear, thanks for the comment you aren't bad yourself... actually you all in a robe, just showered in a hotel sharing room...actually you don't know the thickness of my makeup to hide my flustered face from you all.
- your.... flustered...face? - I couldn't even talk normally, imagine that! ..her ina robe in may room all flustered...I looked at Yoongi that was laughing... a little embarrassed is his wife, not mine.
- see? I need to put on... some defense... you guy can be shy but you forget that around me... you are the dream of any girl I am not blind, I decided to give him a chance since seemed interested enough... I don't like games, because I get hurt easily... and you two.... you guys like to play with fire because I'm not dangerous and don't wanna hide that your ideas don't have an effect, because you respect me enough to not lose your mind and stop when I say so. I am not blind... what are you considering on my back?
- An infidelity beautiful - Yoongi said... and never imagined that.
- Tonight?
- I wouldn't mind actually - says Jin and I couldn't believe my ears.
- That shouldn't be on your husband's back? - I asked shyly.
- Not in this case.... because he is asking me to do and I don't understand why yet... I don't want to be that kind of person.
- I am not enough and is driving me crazy that you dont have all that you deserve for being exclusive to me... you are not that insane to hurt me... I just considered the ones that would respect your wishes and aren't trying to hurt me using you- Yoongi cleared and I couldn't believe they can talk about this so calmed and nicely.
- I understand... but I never asked for it.... I don't know what I am supposed to find out on other men that you believe that I deserve, in your opinion- she got seated on his lap siding us and him to talk, meanwhile Yoongi relaxed much his position to hug her, and sneak a kiss on her neck and shoulder.... something I would like to be able to do.
- Don't kiss her... it turns me on - says Jin
- I know- Yoongi smirked
- you are evil... and you Jin... you too control yourself, I am not the only girl that you can get.
- is stupid to look for others when is you the one I want.
- ... thanks for having me in that good position in your opinion, still... believe everything will be a disaster and I haven't give my all to destroy my relationship with Yoongi... I am not ready for that responsibility... furthermore I won't gain anything...if I want sex the only thing I have to do is get up and all the things that turns him into my lover... I know what he likes,how to treat him... I work hard in my marriage, to understand him... I have much left... so... I would like to know why he wants this when I never considered it necessary.
Suga's P/V:
- I know... you are very fixated on telling me about anything that cross your mind... I am not that honest, not even with myself... you scared me sometimes... and tried to push you away but... now ... I don't want problems but I am not a good boy... I am doing what pleases me, but you are mine... I don't think you will find someone that I can tolerate and you can manage - I said, touching her legs... she got a little nervous about it
- I don't remember trying to find a lover, other than you...I am not interested on being the one with more lovers, finding you is more than what I expected to get in my life.
- what you thought about your future before meeting us?- asked Jin
- mmm.... That if I wanted to have kids would have to endure someone lobg enough to let him touch me... and then he will find an excuse to ask for money and get married with someone like him... not exactly in a nice sense. Almost considered that an anonymous donation would be my best choice, because I wouldn't have to be responsible for a relationship that would end worse than my previous relationships.
- that's too sad.... - Jungkook comments
- My reality then and now changed...even with my imagination couldn't think a good one would en in my life. I never met someone decent until I came here... maybe because the culture is different and couldn't understand most of things... I really considered giving someone the opportunity to change my opinion about men... because I had to ignore my feelings to endure them.
Someone knocked the door, we didn't asked for room service... the voice behind the door was Jimin, Jin opened quickly so he wouldn't do an scandal in the corridor.
- why are you.....- tried to ask Jungkook because Jimin seems like trying to kill someone.
- Bitch!!!- Jimin shouted to my wife.... I was planning to tell her that I have committed a fault in her absence... but maybe Jimin was about to do something else that will hate me for a lie.
My wife didn't said anything so he repeated that thing pointing at us sonce she was on my lap.
- Me or your "friend" ? - she asked full of sarcasm... I got surprised she learned how to sound like that... actually was a little proud she asked that way instead of calling us something that could be considered an insult.
- Of course you... - Jimin chocked on his words.
- ohhhh... love, your wife is a bitch... sorry?- she looked at me. I laughed because I was sure any of us knew what was all of this about.
- I have proof ! I told you to not play with fire ! - He showed a security cam video. Jin pulled him into a room and any lights where on afterwards, they seemed uncomfortable afterwards.... that dress... it was the night of my last concert.
- and you bastard.....- Jimin says, pointing our older member.
- repeat that, look at me, Do you believe that I am doing things to hurt Yoongi? - Jin asked, clearly annoyed
- I ... the video....- Jimin didn't knew what else would give him the chance to win over my wife. Why Jimin has to play the enemy role? Lately his is crossing all my limits... this is too much.
I was about to get up and put things clear for me I mean that they aren't doing anything wrong, I know everything, can ask for details if I want, but wasn't needed. I thrusted them all and unlike him nobody was irritating like he was now.
- Hyung... he has doubts... he cares about Yoongi, but every one knows already that Baika calls men attention everywhere she goes.
- Well... I was tipsy, I been living between males for almost a year now and she is beautiful... yes... I pushed her into a empty room and wanted everything from her, she refused my offer. That's all, it's not a secret, I even commented my thoughts with Hoseok afterwards i the car - Jin cleared
- That night I got really drunk and messed up with a woman who I'm not sure who she was... in front of my wife - I admitted and the discussion stopped I put another moment of the security video in tha same corridor... I kissed another one and my wife was watching, the glass in her hand slipped before breaking in a million of pieces. The clear pain in her reaction was nothing compared to the way Jin and Baika finished their issues in that dark room.
- you...kissed another woman? - Jimin asked, seems like the images wasn't proof enough.
- yes I was waiting for that glass of water and someone took the opportunity to make me believe she was back... both had the same hair style
- he was so drunk that got worried he would pass out... and yes... it hurts to see him kissing someone else.
Jimin reacted quickly pulling my robe to connect our lips.. I removed uncomfortable... what the heck was happening?
My wife just turned her face,I know she always teased me about a fantasy between me and my group members but I... I never wanted to touch them... maybe when they were still strangers and I was out of my senses would do crazy stuff with anyone.... literally anything that had the guts to ask me, would have space in my bed... I am not proud of myself.
My past is too dark.