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y/n woke up feeling better

she was still shook of what happened not until she felt a presence beside her

it was rimana

Y/N

eonnie!

y/n hugged her sister-in-law and her baby bump

RIMANA

dear? what happened are you okay?

RIMANA

we were so worried, Jungkook brought you home with a very sad face

RIMANA

what happened?

Y/N

uhm..I was working overtime he told me to take rest but I refused not until I fainted

rimana nodded patting y/n in her EMBRACE

Y/N

baby will come out sooner right?

RIMANA

he will he promised you right?

RIMANA

what did you get yourself into bub

RIMANA

you should try you know

Y/N

hmm

Y/N

I will if you think things will be okay

RIMANA

they will be ! your gifted with kindness and generosity

the door opened only to reveal Jungkook with a tray of snacks

RIMANA

uhm ..take care of my sister I will leave

rimana patted Jungkook and left

y/n stood up from her bed and took the tray from Jungkook who looked at her painfully

Y/N

what is it?

Jungkook gave a sad and kind smile

JUNGKOOK

maybe a hug will be okay right?

Jungkook opened his hands widely

y/n hesitated but she nodded

Jungkook hugged y/n warmth surrounding her she felt safe but the fear of him turning into a monster like she did

made y/n fear

JUNGKOOK

are you okay ?

Y/N

nope not at all

y/n said casually looking at the window breaking the hug

Y/N

I wanna get out take me somewhere

y/n tried her best to lift up Jungkook's mood she had to do something to know more

JUNGKOOK

okay , where to?

Y/N

hmm ...we need some groceries and clothes for winter so yep shopping

Jungkook nodded for shopping before looking at her .

y/n looked at him scanning his face and he looked at her confused

his eyes

Y/N

you still carry that?

y/n asked jokingly but she didn't expect an answer

JUNGKOOK

I don't you just still find it in there

he said before hugging y/n and leaving

Y/N

he's right

y/n said before going to fresh up for shopping

RIMANA

am going

SONG KI

no your not, you can give birth any minute ri

RIMANA

so? I gotta buy clothes with my bun y/n so you stay or come I don't care

song ki looked opposed and nodded

SONG KI

but it won't be long or your not gonna walk all the time

rimana nodded

JUNGKOOK

let's leave then noona

RIMANA

yeah okay

SONG KI

y/n! faster

Y/N

wait I gotta water these plants

y/n said as she watered the plants and they later left

Y/N

I think this company sells the best products

RIMANA

of course it's your company

Rimana said taking what y/n gave her

Y/N

promotion is important

y/n joked as Rimana beat on her back

SONG KI

you shouldn't walk more ri

RIMANA

hey y/n I don't understand your brother , song I am the one giving birth not you ! Don't worry

rimana joked as y/n helped her sit

SONG KI

I know am just worried dear

RIMANA

baby don't worry am okay

Rimana patted song ki

SONG KI

y/n go on with your shopping I will stay with your sister

y/n nodded and left as song ki said so

RIMANA

why are you telling me to sit consistently?

SONG KI

because baby we need y/n and Jungkook to come together

Rimana gave a "O" face realising why her husband suggested her to sit

RIMANA

let's skip after the grocery shopping babes

SONG KI

yep also our boy must be tired too

song ki said patting rimana's baby bump as she smiled fondly at him

later Rimana and song ki insisted that they stay at yoongi's house as rimana should be admitted to hospital the next day

y/n agreed even though she kinda wanted them to stay cause she's truly afraid of what she saw this afternoon

JUNGKOOK

what do you wanna order?

Jungkook asked as y/n Snapped out of her muddled thoughts

Y/N

I will go with Americano

the waiter nodded

JUNGKOOK

i will have cold coffee and some brownie

the waiter left after having their orders

Jungkook looked at y/n who looked at the sky which will soon snow

JUNGKOOK

it's the first snow of the year

y/n nodded

JUNGKOOK

do you wanna stay until noona gives birth or shall we just pick up jeorum?

Y/N

uh...let's visit our friends and then bring Jeorum with us

Jungkook nodded looking at his phone

y/n looked at the window smiling at kids playing outside

JUNGKOOK

y/n here's your order

Y/N

yeah thank you

they ate and talked about the companies project and the sales expectations

Jungkook nodded listening to the records y/n told about

they left to shop for some winter clothes

Y/N

we gotta go early to head back to the camp

y/n said looking for some shoes for jeorum

JUNGKOOK

I think these sole shoes are better for him

Jungkook suggested

Y/N

I think so too ..

y/n looked around for a while and bought a couple of shoes for jeorum

JUNGKOOK

y/n don't you wanna buy some?

Jungkook asked

Y/N

well ..nope I can buy online gguk

Jungkook hummed as he headed out to the billing section

later they left to the house

next day, y/n , Jeorum and Jungkook came home from the camp to stay with Rimana as she will be giving birth sooner .

08:45 AM

JEORUM

mommy! wake up !

Y/N

good morning!

y/n said as she brushed jeorum's hair and kissed his forehead

JEORUM

Momma we gotta visit aunt

Y/N

yep in the afternoon we will buddy

the door opened revealing Jungkook with red eyes

JUNGKOOK

hey bud!

JEORUM

papa good morning

Jungkook hugged jeorum as Jeorum chuckled in Jungkook's hug

JEORUM

I will get ready

jeorum said leaving

JUNGKOOK

hey. good morning.

Y/N

yeah ...I couldn't get good sleep

JUNGKOOK

me too I was busy with works

Y/N

jeorum was rolling around the bed

y/n as Jungkook settled on the chair in the room

JUNGKOOK

so when will you visit ri noona?

Y/N

she's fine I called her yesterday night , eonnie's confident there's nothing to worry

Y/N

the main problem is my brother he's worried

JUNGKOOK

he must be cause ..it's just scary you know ..

y/n looked at Jungkook confused

Y/N

hmm he must be so worried

JUNGKOOK

hey you gotta understand how hyung feels he's just alarmed of what's gonna happen.

JUNGKOOK

you should be there .

Jungkook reminded

Y/N

hmm... anyways let's fresh up then

Jungkook nodded before leaving the room

y/n sat down as jeorum went out to play

she sat alone reading some essential files

not until she heard a glass break from the upstairs

y/n got alarmed and went up

no one was in the office

expect some files which might be belonging to Jungkook or the company

y/n saw some broken glass pieces

Y/N

is he okay? ..

y/n's pov

I cleaned the glass pieces and was about to call Jungkook

when I saw a strange..door..?

what is a strange door doing here ?

it looked very brown dark brown with some design and a lock?

I looked around to not find Jungkook until I heard a sigh from behind me

I turned around to see Jungkook catching some vegetables in his hands

Y/N

what's that Jungkook?

JUNGKOOK

I tries to make some and took this glass bowl and it broke ..

I sighed in relief and chuckled at his pout

Y/N

okay I will help you cook them

JUNGKOOK

thanks I guess it's for ri noona by the way

Y/N

ahh got it !

I smiled as he smiled back

I still was curious about the door but I couldn't just go into his privacy and a lot changed in these years

the most important thing is Jungkook is in a more worser condition than me

I had to do something I can't help but care for him it's just automatic reflection towards him I sighed but still will try my best

how much do we hide the multiple masks a human has the different Colours

we hide a lot many faces that we sooner or later struggle to find our own selves in this vast deserts

"who knows what souls we see outside might be going in inside

let's support the souls who need support and care even though they don't ask such you should help them and yourself too"

to be continued sooner .