回忆录（BS）

第六集：为什么？

Droplets turn into falls. She just don't loved me? That's it? Maybe the clouds are also hurt from her statement that it rains strongly now..

..her reason is just; she doesn't love me so she leaved me– hanging. That' it! I scoffed. But it turn into laugh; laugh of being hurt and..

..at the same time feeling adsurb. Then laugh turn into scream of pain. I yelled my pain away together to the rain whose falling harshly...

..and loudly at us..

Yoongi

That' it?!

I yelled.

Bea

Yoongi, I–

My body has a mind of its own; walking towards her and pin her hard at her car. I kissed her senselessly until we catch our breath. I link..

..my forehead unto hers. She didn't stop me. She didn't even push me away. I choked.

Yoongi

Why tell me you don't love me if you can't push me away from you?~

I whispered then held her hand and keep it close to where my heart is, so she can feel how harshly my heart's beating; from pain..

Yoongi

please tell me–you—you didn't mean it...

I sobbed.

Yoongi

please take it back~...

But to even burst the hope bubble I knew there was, her reply poke it, and added a stinging pain to all parts of my body..

Bea

..sorry~..

One word but left an aftershock; results to flow out the tears I didn't know I still have. I sobbed when she subtly pushed me and went..

..inside her car and drove off, leaving me under the rain. My tears can't stop while watching her car leave and be out of my sight..

..and from that I know she will never coming back to me..

Yoongi

...why did you do this to me, Bea~..

I whispered as my consciousness turned hazy and make my body give up on me and drag me to oblivion..