- Jimin... I don't want to hear anything about it anymore. Your feelings are your business, I'm tired of pleasing you... This is what you wanted, so stop looking for me for that motive again - I said softly didn't want to start another war, he was still my dear friend and I have to put a limit or will explode and one of the two will be the cause that the dream of the group, about staying together wouldn't be possible.
- I am not someone to you now? Fantastic... really, you are letting a woman be a wall between us... she is not going to forgive you, never.
I focused on being ready to go on stage as they finished his makeup. I put my mind in concert mode... nothing was going to ruin my joy and the hard work. I arranged everything to have these extra nights in my city and see my people here cheering like crazy.
- You know, usually guests have a presentation or something... here not, I came out straight and he left me alone... so thank you Suga for that, my friend..... mmmm... I will present one of my latest songs, hope you enjoy it... thanks for being here, Army. I love you... like crazy!....
- Apologize, at least! - Jimin says when he came down the stage and I hurrying to be ready in time for the next part of my concert.
- You have guts, Jimin... seriously, I'm at fault for not noticing how roten you are, I forgive and understand and can be careful with you... for nothing... actually... the last thing I want to do is talk to you.
- Suga one minute....
- Excuse me... - I walked back to the stage as some unfortunate staff member literally runs behind me to be sure I'm ready to continue.
I had to complete the night with happiness in my heart, but how?... The only thing I have been doing lately is discussing with Jimin. His moment arrived, and I didn't want to be with him.
To tell the truth, I didn't want to continue... wanted to go home, tell my wife to blow my mind, in bed (if possible... her imagination is dangerous).... After walking around the stage and the scared face of my musicians, I greeted the public and looked around to get some energy because, I wasn't feeling it now... having Jimin nagging, even if it was for a minute.... drained all my feelings of joy... I looked up to my public, to my friends that I placed on VIP seats, I couldn't give up my night for a discussion with a friend.
But I continued talking, singing... dammit doing all that I was supposed to do, even with this bitter feeling inside...
My wife came down from the spot I wanted, to see her watching me, with her drink in hand, beautiful as ever... Jungkook convinced her to come and cheer him up last night, and he must be hiding from the public somewhere, because he was supposed to bring her here tonight so she wouldn't escape from me. She thinks that being present will be reason enough for Jimin to attack me again, because our relationship was in the middle of our bond somehow...
Basically, I should blame her? She hasn't done anything but love us the best she could... and what if she needed more attention now? She was kidnapped twice and almost died in the cold of a forest on the most insecure area of the country... even scared at the hospital, she did not stop me, or protestested any time I had to leave for work... didn't asksl for favors, didn't left me, didn't wanted to go back to her country or her family... I was probably better alone here, but... she never gave up.
She couldn't talk or move much but was always clean, trying to look pretty for me. No one could stop her from hugging me to death there, her hands, her kisses... everything she gave me... and eventually, we got to be fine again... now I wish to be as good as her to remember not to let things happen because someone else decided that. I am the principal character of my life, and she was the beauty that lights up all that I couldn't understand well before.
- Did you have fun tonight?- asked about to finish a tea she made for me... I was tired but wanted to talk with her.
- It's always a pleasure to lose my voice, saying profanities to my handsome man, that it's also an amazing artist... but I have seen all your performances on this tour and you didn't enjoy it tonight so, I came down to see you.
- I know... that side of my public became shy because you weren't saying all that stuff.... seriously, you don't have shame... yesterday Jungkook heard you and he lost all his focus... he became shy suddenly and I couldn't stop laughing...
- You guys should be actually acostumated... I always enjoyed making you blush.... wanna talk? Aren't you tired?
- mmm... don't worry, turn around... how managed Jungkook to take you outside dressed so pretty?
- That liar... you remember him telling me that he would take me to a club with music to dance? Well, I believed him... and was actually a plan of yours? Because he usually can't get me to places as easily... knowing that I get suspicious easily.
- I'm sorry, babe... you had to be there... was important to me - I said
- But you end discussing with Jimin every single day that I want to see you.... he wasn't like that before.
- Has new friends... now that we are all going solo... I noticed the change. I hope it is all for the best... I don't have the right to tell him who can be his friend or who is bad company.
- Don't worry about it yet... be happy, because all of the members wanted to continue together... if there is a problem, you always find a way to overcome it.
- mmmm... I like your dress.... - I didn't wanted to talk about Jimin anymore.
- Jungkook asked me to wear something pretty because he said that was trying to convince you to come dance after the show... that I should wear something you would wanna see in person... and actually, I wanted to have the opportunity to dance together.
- Dance together? We can do that... - I played something, didn't cared what it was and invited her into my arms, she gladly did, sliding my hands where she wanted them and we kissed and started to mess up until I couldn't take it anymore, pushed her on the sofa to continue with the game.
I was very enthusiastic about it because all the trouble with Jimin had taken all my energy to become the lover she is acostumated to have. Jungkook has told me that she sighed interested in having my attention, but I ignored completely all the signs... Yeah, I am that stupid sometimes.
- Love... how will you manage Jungkook? You danced so seductive and appealing... Mmmm?
- I don't think I would dance at all... I just missed my culture a little, the music, going out to dance... having someone who wanted to show me the city around...
- Ah.... sorry.... since we returned to Seoul, I never invited you to another date... I am a disaster...
- You were busy and full of trouble with Jimin... I can't blame you... but I'll accept a compensation - Baika kissed me passionately
- still.... - I said. I pulled up her dress to have more access and stayed in a good position to please her as we kissed and enjoyed our time together.
- Seriously? Is someone trying to get into the apartment, or I have lost my mind? - I asked my wife, she was in cloud nine, nibbling my ear.
- what... - she asked softly and confused. We heard noise again and got scared... she tried to get her dress in place again, but I have seen aprons with more chances to cover her more properly than her sexy outfit.
And there appears all my family, dog included... carring bags and all sort of stuff inside our home.... what the heck were they doing at this hour without telling me first?
- See?.. he forgot everything on... oh Yoongi! - My new sister in law comments, they seemed surprised to find me there.
I sighed in frustration, was tired, but really was up to embrace my wife before anything else... goodness we varely got home and found and excuse to start kissing and everything, because we didn't had a chance earlier... and Baika was being respectful because she knows how exhausted can I be after my show.
But to tell the truth, I wanted it, she was more than pleased with me... I looked for a blanket to put it around her... was enough to be surprised this way, to hear anything about her outfit and lately that piss me off easily.
She put something fluffy in my lap, rubbing a little what she meant to do with that, and I locked eyes with her... because as soon as possible, I will lock us inside our bedroom to finish what we started but in private, and probably holding back our voices.
- where is.... oh oh goodness!! an affaffair ?! Yoongi... - that irritating voice again.... my family freezing in place looking in my direction but Baika turned her flustered face to see her.
- What kind of man do you think Yoongi is? Marriage is not a joke for him.
- I will never do something so horrible - I made my wife look at me, she said it as if I wanted to do something inappropriate on her back.
- Never say never, but thanks love, I appreciate that you want to respect me like that. - I hold her in my arms content and helping to keep her nicely covered.
Certain girl was burning on her own jealously but I decided to not be so cold to her in front of my family anymore, she deserves to feel my support and since I am quite cold, I will not stop myself from doing what I always wanted to do and never dared scared that she would push me away.
- Ah brother... we thought that would be nice to shae time together since your activities are ending... it a surprise visit.
- yeah... but that way in the middle of the night... I thought the worst... please don't things that way again - I said, noticing that I have calmed down... I asked my wife to go first to our bedroom that I will receive my family quickly.
- She should be more considerate... you must be tired and the good for nothing goes to rest before attending us - What an irritating woman... how can my brother be in love with someone like that?
- Girl... she is your sister now so watch your mouth... Yoongi dear... don't worry about us... go with her... we will talk in the morning.
- Thanks mom... feel at home please... I will retire first.
- Bro...- my brother made a gesture and I realized that probably looked like clown with lipstick smuggling around my lips and neck.
My wife was in the bathroom washing her face and certainly someone has to be really stupid to not figure out what they interrupted. I was proud of myself in the mirror, she really liked me and that makes me feel really fortunate.
Baby's P/V:
- Drink this with me...- said Yoongi
My husband came home stumbling from... I don't know... but all wet from the summer rain.
He took a gulp of it straight from the bottle and put it against my lips. I opened my mouth a little and he dropped a little inside before taking the bottle against his chest as if he was holding his heart.
- I'm a pile of garbage... that it's what I am... - he was so drunk that I was surprised... he can come a little high from his program, where he drinks things he is not used to have... but never arrived that way.
He dropped the bottle suddenly and probably was feeling bad so I helped him to the closest bathroom, fortunately I took a good decision and he didn't made any disaster at home, some spilled beverage was nothing compared with what I have seen in my past.
I was wondering what happened with him but he seemed to drunk to think straight and be able to talk... I took care after him and in the morning he got out of bed trying to not disturb me... but I was faking not being awake.
- So beautiful... stay with me please - he said softly, I didn't moved and inch but wanted to get up hug him until he would ask me to stop.
I asked myself what kind of problems he was managing alone... if he didn't shared it with me... problably... he was just protecting our relationship... because I tend to put myself on the shoes of the other person... and he probably just needs me by his side... I don't have another solution but to wait until he opens up to me.
Jungkook promised me that he would take me out where I wanted in exchange for going to see his presentation on Yoongi's concert... I have planned to be at the last one but him and a puppy eyed husband... I couldn't resist and accepted to go.
Suga was happy and I was placed on a side of the stage, where I could see them a little longer because part of the backstage was in sight, some of Jungkook friends were invited too and even if it wasn't the better places nobody noticed that our seats were not supposed to be part of the ones that were sold out.
I screaming at them all night and the nuw friends repeated all my inappropriate occurrences making blush the artists. Jungkook got dressed to not be reconogized and came with drinks for his friends and to enjoy the rest of the concert by my side.
Yoongi came to have a drink with Jungkook after the presentation, I was silent because really left my voice there and the protective behavior of Jungkook around me was starting to get suspicious until Yoongi arrived and there was two of them being so dominant around me that nobody opened his mouth.
The place wasn't very close to our apartment but a good one to spend some time without worrying about fans trying to get them.... actually I didn't reconogized some of the famous friends of Jungkook because I varely managed to met some of the Idols from his year that hangout with him more often.
But actually they worked with other artists that aren't exactly on the same page as BTS but were also famous... just that I didn't know who they were or what they do. What surprised me the most was the kiss in the cheek Jungkook gave me when Suga said it was time to go, because he was tired.
Once at home he really was out of energy so I helped him to be comfortable enough to have a good night of rest... tomorrow he has another long day and Jimin was the guest that night. I thought the best was to not show my nose around but Jungkook managed to get me there on VIP seats that Yoongi managed for us and a few members of groups that now are part of the same label ( HYBE entertainment).
Jungkook prepared everything very well and that made me realize that Suga was the mastermind behind it. I was happy to see that he prepared our secret entrance on the personnel entrance so we didn't waited to be placed in our private room where we would have great seats hiding from the public eye and with us where the few artists that the agency didn't want to show around because their debut wasn't announced... I was glad to see boys and girls that endured the training camp. Some have worked with me and were really surprised when Jungkook said my name... has been a while.
My outfit and blonde hair style was very different from my days being their teacher but we really enjoyed the company... singing his songs until I noticed that Yoongi wasn't the same as always. We unfortunately met Jimin on the back stage he was waiting his turn to be dressed and everything and was warming up his body and voice, I greeted him normally and Jungkook too, but he said something that angered Jungkook that pulled me to our seats before we could see Yoongi.
I couldn't understand well because when they use their regional characteristic sentences... most of the time it doesn't have any sense to me. Even if I get right the words, I couldn't understand the meaning because I don't have enough knowledge to get the real intentions of those words... Didn't asked Jungkook what was going on, his uncomfortable behavior was enough to leave things this small and not get involved in a situation that would stress Yoongi and Jungkook tonight.
- well Bunny... our ways part here... that's Yoongi's car... see you tomorrow at the after party. I can't manage to be at the concert but will do my best to be available a little later.
- Take care and thanks for everything Jungkook - I could see his gesture of thinking something, pouting and looking again the moving his head to the side when he decided to do it.
- My pleasure... - and before I could react because my mind was worried about Yoongi, but he a small peck on my lips. I was about to protest but a large hand hold my mouth and Yoongi got me in the car before I could do anything to his friend.
- Should shaved his head when I had the opportunity... how he dared! - I pouted.
- you dropped your barriers around him tonight... be careful you know he is that kind of guy that enjoys chasing impossible stuff... would have an unicorn as pet if they existed... but this time I asked him to distract you.
- I am not a game... or a toy.... I was distracted enough, he looked so good tonight... you too. - he hold my hand and smiled.
- He knows, perfectly but tonight you are stunning... don't tell me you didn't noticed his stares.
- No, actually I was focused on you that didn't noticed anything else that wasn't happening outside the stage... the ones with us must think I'm a freak about you. I run out of my seat to see you from a closer distance... couldn't enjoy the concert or the company if you were like that on stage.
- I see.... but with us... we are nice people you will have always the last word... that's why I want them close to you, especially Jin and Jungkook... I know you are comfortable around them.
- I'm too grey to handle them... should be more considerate and not let them have the opportunity to treat me so familiar.
- I don't min... since I pushed them a little too to be that way... I am quite permisive too because I know them quite well. Sorry you didn't enjoyed tonight.
- I thought I wouldn't be here tonight, and did my best to cheer up so nobody noticed my worries about you... I don't think has been a bad night.
- Thanks love.
Yoongi was in silence and I just thought that was better to not ask anything more, he commented that his body was stiff and getting cold already as we left the car, so I prepared him a ginger tea to warm him up and added some honey to help his throat to relax from the big effort, tomorrow was the last night so he had so little time to recover and be able to do a great presentation again.
He started to tell me that my presence was important to him, that he saw me looking for him... that he can hear my cheers and that he liked my outfit.
I didn't wanted to ask what happened tonight because I could imagine what it was. Jimin said something really hurting to Jungkook because he was treating me nicely.
But fortunately Yoongi focused on me and more encouraging words, about how we want to do things together... simple things like being there or doing something together. He admitted that forgot that we are a young couple, and from time to time should go out even if we are also happy at home.
I wanted to dance and he magically made my wish true. I know that we are alone in the middle of our apartment, hearing random music that was on the latest Playlist I wanted to hear.
- you are driving me insane... you are forbidden to dance with anyone else beautiful - he said pushing me towards the sofa to be on top of me and be more intimate.
My brain was celebrating already that this was the plan for tonight after our little vacation, I missed having his full attention. He always says that he is not very passionate but I should say the opposite but he had so much to think about that forgot to permit more.
I can feel his arousal when we are alone, he comes to me, has to be in the same room for unknown reasons... I don't know how we managed a relationship just over the phone. He is not good with words but his actions speak louder and clearly that he needs to know that I will be there.
- yes! - I answered when my brain could think how to do it, but more than hearing him, I was pleased with his hands and lips all over me. I was nibbling on his ear as he was trying to be more comfortable to continue with our foreplay.
Yoongi was equally irritated and worried because we... I mean even an idiot could notice that we were enjoying our time together in privacy.
Of course had my reasons to defend my husband, he never gave any reason to think that he was a man that only wanted easy sex because he doesn't lacks on voluntary people that would do the unimaginable to be his partner.
I never wanted to be so inappropriate in front of his family but we never imagined they will come in the middle of the night like thieves and just arrive at our apartment as if it was their own home. They have the code to enter because they are his family but never imagined this... Yoongi was worried because I didn't wanted to show them around our personal issues... not in this raw manner.
My husband hurried to cover my body and since was too late to clean my lipstick from him at least could cover that he was enjoying the situation before they arrived.
- sorry beautiful... I regret giving them our code... I can't imagine how do you felt - Yoongi said to me when I finished getting ready for bed.
- just a little embarrassed, was enjoying your attention and I know that your family must be as uncomfortable finding us in that situation.
- I know... but, really that I... it's our night ruined?
- Ah... I feel so ashamed, that I am scared that they will notice if we do something tonight - I confessed seated on his lap and placing my arms around his neck.
- I understand but love... I... want you tonight - he says softly
- me too... I was melting in your hands already... I want it too.
- then... can we?... I will be careful to not be to intense and will kiss you to not make a noise - he suggested.
- You soundproofed the apartment, but they killed the magic... I don't know how to overcome my embarrassment and forget what happened.
- What are you worried about, we are married and we love each other... it's normal that we want to be... caring.
- That was more information than they need about us... I don't want to give the impression that the only reason to be married is ... well... physical.
- It doesn't matter... I didn't choose you just because you are so pretty. I thought carefully before being involved in a relationship with you... I really want that our relationship...
I kissed him... was important to him, our marriage, and that was enough for me. I promised him my love and that would not give up easily.
Yoongi carries me to our bed... he was tired... couldn't manage to hide that walking around with me on his arms, was too much after the presentation.
- Sorry... are you fine? - I asked worried
- Yes... don't worry... do space for me - I removed my towel to hide my nudity in our bed and he hurried to do the same.
I didn't know what to say to make things less uncomfortable ,he noticed my doubts about what I should expect... are we going to try again or are we going to sleep together that way?
- are you scared? - asked after a while... I couldn't relax next to him.
- I like you...can't stop thinking that you aren't wearing anything.
- mmm... you are... I like....- he says softly and I looked at him... Yoongi always had a charm...that I don't know how to explain but because I could think something at that moment, his hands moved to have me closer.
Really careful he aproached again, and I didn't dared to scape because I wanted him and his maners to deal with me. I didn't minded what he would like now... I just felt lucky for such a considerate lover.
I was all distracted looking at him the next morning.... so lucky I observed him, his hands, his nose... wanted to memorize him and all sort of details. Yoongi was suposed to rest but with the whole family here that opportunity disappeared.
- make breakfast at least.... or do you think that I will serve you? - I sighed in frustration, and decided to get up and cook something.
- you are not a maid, she can manage herself - Yoongi made me stay where I was seated. He continued reading his book in silence. He protective as ever didn't minded settle down some rules for his family on my benefit. His parents weren't a problem, they supported him since we have the opportunity to exchange cultural issues and values so they were completely understanding about the changes that Yoongi wanted to implement.
Was the first time he has to be this demanding, this was my home and I shouldn't please others just because I am the youngest... If they were visiting another member of their family wouldn't ask to be served or anything similar, should be respectful and follow the rules of the house.
- I'm leaving already... need to met my friends to get in time to your concert.
- anything you need love... just call me and be careful...
- you too... see you there.
SUGA'S P/V:
The weather was really hot today too so it was a good idea to wear something more practical and change later at the agency. Where a small celebration will take place. She prepared presents for my team... inviting who I asked her to call and a few other details that she managed to help me and thanks to that I had less job.
I loved that she would make time to assist me, unfortunately I can't do much for her when she is busy and usually cook for us.
I couldn't contain any emotion tonight but had a great time.