- Jungkook... which room is this one? - I asked confused, really something changed in the agency and was almost new to me... just the walls, and a few things continued exactly as I remember.
- It's the white studio... it was free today, so let's take it. Now, let's borrow a projector and something comfortable to lay on.
- ah... okay... if we aren't causing trouble... okay... let's see a film here.
- A film? We will see a ton of them... why don't you prepare a list? I will arrange everything, don't move...
Jungkook hurried outside, and I tried to call his attention to not be left alone, but he ignored me, or my voice didn't come out of my head loud enough...
I wasn't going to stay here alone... so I went out to find Yoongi's Lab, has to be on the same place as always...
- wherever must be... - I mumbled to myself as I took a random direction towards it... I turned to not meet any person, lowered my head, to hide my features if someone looked in my direction and walked and walked to find it.
Jungkook's P/V:
- We should call Yoongi or her... we can not keep running around, have been missing for hours, and the building is gigantic to find someone who is highly qualified to hide from view.
- He is going to kill me... I told her to stay there and in a blink of the eye she isn't here - I said.
This was driving me insane... I didn't want to reconogize it was my mistake... Baika told me that she didn't want to be alone, that she wasn't ready... that she didn't want to leave the security of her home, that was better stay in one place until Yoongi returned and she wouldn't be my problem anymore.
But she wasn't a problem... I just wanted the smiles she shyly gives now, I wanted the strong girl back... I thought this would make her forget about her problems for a moment. It's simple, you do something relaxing, go to sleep, and sometimes it solves by itself... you ignore it, and it disappears... and when they don't disappear, then....I have to drown them with alcohol.
- what to do... at least any camera saw her leaving the building.
- And if someone...
- No, don't worry, we are very strict about who enters and goes, even scan the big packages that aren't notified correctly to the security team.
- Yoongi is going to kill me.... and he is here already.
- hyung...
- not now... if you want to do something useful go buy food and bring it to my studio. We will talk when I have the time - he says, walking towards the elevator.
- Why is he....
- He knows... he knows everything, and I don't know how I'm still on one piece because just the glacial stare went straight to my heart. I have the luck on my side this time - he says, walking towards the elevator.
SUGA'S P/V:
- That dammit phone... all day looking at it... can't she be alone for a few minutes? - Jimin protestested
- To your information, I left my job undone to please you, aren't you more busy than me? Your work will be released soon... I need my glasses to check this... the image is blurry.
- yes... you knew about it?
- mhum... I told my manager to remind me to see it on the right dates... it's stupid to try when I need my computer... see? My full attention... happy?
- Hyung... since you are so doting today... would you like to see my performances? At least one of them, in person.
- Can't make a promise but will try, it will be nice. You always surprise me on stage... even when we train together on stage, you always give something extra. That's why everyone is so crazy about you.
- Do you think? You are telling me to cheer up...
- Do you need to be cheered up? Look, I really don't have time now, but if you need anything, you know my door is always open.
- But she will always be with you.... I mean, Baika must be a lot of extra work for you instead of a blessing.
- She's not bothering me. Maybe you only see problems, but I was the one behind her, used any opportunity to get closer to her... she was on a sofa, and I would take a seat beside her and sneak my arms around her. I did a good job making her fall for me. She cares, and if I miss her, I just have to say the magic words.
- Please, baby...- Jimin teased me.
- Are you serious? If I begged like that, she would convince me to do random stuff until I got annoyed before I could obtain my compensation.
- Then? What's the trick?
- mmmhmmm - I unconsciously rubbed my belly, I didn't want to tell the secret... Her touch is what pleases me the most, so when I ask for it, she will leave everything to be in front of me and do whatever I want. Because I don't feel like being touched often, she would take any opportunity, and provocative will make me wish to have my hands on her.
I didn't want to pressure her after she returned to my side, I wanted to do all that I missed while we were apart. I am scared of hurt her, so I have been avoiding the moment to do more than sleep together and share delicious kisses.
The image of her came to my mind, and I know that Baika is waiting for me. It's scared of making a mistake and that I would find any excuse to kick her out my life... but that will never be the case. Nothing will tell us apart, nothing in this world.
JIMIN'S P/V:
- I don't wanna! Suga... don't do this... let's go back together - Yoongi didn't have the patience to stay longer with me and asked for a car and clothes to return to the agency from the park where we spend the afternoon.
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A different melody came from his phone. He hurried to pull it out of his pocket, and I could see a picture of them together popping up on the screen.
I got angry and threw it out of his hand, where he couldn't get it back easily, before he could answer and hiding my real feelings behind a laugh, Yoongi hyung wasn't a kind soul so he took my phone and threw my new device out of the car, we were in a red light, so I came out quickly to get it back and my manager hurried behind me.
Of course, he abandoned us there. My phone was fine. Fortunately, he was seated on the side that it's closer to de sidewalk and ended in the bushes, safe from a hard land.
- My phone...
- Why do you have to irritate him? Do you know that he doesn't change his devices until he collapses his capabilities to work correctly but are in perfect conditions like collectible items.He didn't agreed to this outing, plus... you made him pay for everything, and that's not nice.
- Yoongi doesn't mind spending money on me.
- No, until he gets tired of your tantrums... he has a wife nowadays who probably will control all those sudden charges in the bank account... what if she thinks he is cheating? Today was food, but I saw you getting all kinds of favors from him.
- you are my manager or my mom?
- ... I was just saying that he has a nasty personality.
- I will tell him that he damaged my phone and to get me a new one.
- you are worse than a teenager girlfriend.
- Do you have a teenager girlfriend?
- Of course not, sometimes I don't have time to have a proper life.
- then walk faster, I don't want to be found here in the streets.
Yoongi's P/V:
- sorry... I couldn't get your call faster.
- mmm... don't worry, love... mmm, I am lost at the agency building... thought that I could remember my way here, but... It seems like I forgot that... Jungkook must be worried searching for me because he said to not move... but he doesn't pay attention when I talk... probably didn't get the hints....
- okay, we will talk about that in detail later... I am entering the building... where do you think you are?.
- In a bathroom... I took an elevator to the floor where your studio must be... but I couldn't find anything familiar because I hid from any person on view... can you come for me?
- yes love, why didn't you call Jungkook first? He must be crying like a baby.
- doesn't pick up... I don't know if I have the right number... he changes it often.
- okay... don't worry, I'm on my way there. Have you eaten anything today?
- No I didn't get to feel hunger.... Yoongi... sorry for being an annoyance.
- Don't say that again beautiful, please bother me as much as possible... I miss you already.
- Thanks love, I will compensate you.
- That sounds great, but I have a lot of work today ... do you wanna go home first?.
- no... I promised, I can rest in your sofa or go to Hoseok's studio, he gave me permission if you need to work on yours with someone else.
- you can be with me... demons... since everyone knew we will go to Hoseok's entrance everyone is waiting outside to see us by chance... don't move love, I will get you soon... hang up, beautiful, someone is calling me now.
- okay... love, call me if you can't imagine where I am... I will try to go and find something to identify where I am exactly.
- perfect.... I love you beautiful.
I didn't got those words back... I miss that, before she would blurt it at me without a reason. But I can't force it.... she made a big adjustment to be able to trust my presence again after days of fears and danger.
She wants to be with me, I can feel it, the way she cares for me and she varely started to feel better. Baika always tries to be the lovely girl that I miss... but this is not bad... it's all new again and I hope soon I can embrace her again.
Dammit, I get hot just thinking about her in my arms... I now she wants me, but if she is trembling like a scared animal... I have to stop pushing my luck further. The last time the doctor that came to evaluate her almost run away from our apartment...she was savage and turned around all the tricks he tried to see her weak points. Baika only shows that to me.
I saw Jungkook nervously talking with the staff meanwhile I attended my call and decided to pass over before taking the elevator... I would definitely decapitate him if she didn't said it was in part her fault, she moved from where she was suposed to be... I supose she doesn't lowered her barriers with anyone else. Not even Jin or him seems concerned about her condition, not enough to pay attention to the details about her behavior and words... just see that she looks prettier that ever.
- hyung...
- not now... if you want to do something useful go buy food and bring it to my studio. We will talk when I have the time. - I said, walking towards the elevator.
- Why is he.... - the one with him comments on my back.
- He knows... he knows everything, and I don't know how I'm still on one piece because just the glacial stare went straight to my heart ..../
At least he noticed that we will have a serious talk about not hearing the person that it's talking to him... good knows what he had in mind to be so stupid... he usually catches up when someone is not behaving normally.
- sorry Yoongi, I don't have excuses.... sorry.
- It's also my fault... I didn't told you that they changed all the doors for security reasons and I don't have my name on it anymore. Come, you probably passed in front of it several times.
Baika suddenly stopped after thinking on my words and I looked at her, maybe she wanted to say something else.
- can I see your face? - she asked...
- of course... I didn't realized beautiful.
I waited until she realized that I wanted to feel her doing it, my wife peels carefully piece by piece and keps touching my hair, my ears... as if she could to learn my features again.
She came closer, Baika's nose was touching mine and slowly she was pressing her lips against mine. I couldn't stay still, I shortened the torture.
So delicious kisses that made me forgot that I need air, fuck, I love when she gets me... I don't know when or why is going to happen. I breathe over her lips... I don't want to end it.... I stepped closer and she let me... I put my hands on the wall and pressing her with my body... I kissed her over and over.
I will do anything stupid to have her kisses, her touch... so many days without her starting something between us... why haven't I returned sooner ?... what a pleasure. I said softly how much I missed this, that I loved her.
Finally her hands were sliding down to my belly, I was so turned on... but she heard something and started to scape from me. Fuck!
- come inside precious... - she so flustered and walked into my studio, this was almost a travel in the time, everything was in the same place, just the amount of papers in my desk was a little bigger than usual.
Baby's P/V:
- you are blushing so hard, isn't our first time kissing love - Yoongi says pulling my closer.
- no, isn't our first time and also isn't going to be the last one.
- I would like to see that... - Yoongi says hiding his smile, love whe he gets shy after saying something so full of hopes to get his lover back, not just the mask of a woman.
Yoongi came closer, now alone, finally alone nobody will suddenly get inside and...
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Someone came looking for him... Yoongi always busy he didn't had time for visits, for me... His parents, his friends... someone was always observing us... I didn't wanted to do anything that would give the feeling that I wasn't trying to be same girl as before.
Jungkook came with sandwiches and sodas... I know that I have eat better but dammit... when is going to be just us?
At the hospital... I varely managed to recover from my injuries, infected cuts, lack of the necessary hygiene... he has been more than patient with me. I never said words of love again.
More time than I imagined passed, and maybe someone else could win his heart and give to him all ... without drama, without trouble... with a desirable body, healthy, pretty...
Jungkook's voice sounds in the room but I only have eyes for Yoongi ... again acting weirdly. I could see the reprimand in his eyes... didn't enjoys the new me. But he didn't abandoned me yet.
- I would prefer to stay here alone - I said, Jungkook was still trying to spend time with me watching films... but I would like to do a little of that with Yoongi first.
They talked, and I couldn't do anything else, just looked how he supervised how I was eating. I finished quickly one of those and Jungkook asked if I wanted another one, even if it was already almost dinner time... I didn't wanted more.
- I shortened my outing with Jimin but it's almost dinner time... you bought too much food Jungkook.
- Thought she'll have more... Baika used to eat plenty, until our bellies turned round.
- My belly never got round... my wishes - that comment made Yoongi blush and fulfill his mouth because I could sense the indecent retort on the tip of his tongue.
- the ones you do at home are better - Yoongi says.
- uh...it's true...it's not round - Jungkook says when I tried pushing my belly.
- yours neither
- my abs blurred, it's hard to maintain them because the agency said against me being too muscular.
- I don't remember having them - Yoongi says without showing his belly
- you are flat enough a little more meat in you would be appreciated too... Namjoonie will have that problem soon because he isn't dieting but it's constant with his exercise.
- are you calling me lazy? It can't be... - Yoongi teased me
- don't be jealous... you are my type - I played around
- Me... jealous of Namjoon?... never!
- he is taller - Jungkook comments.
- uh? We all are taller than average people, being so tall it's just useful to play basketball - Yoongi comments
- the air must be so fresh, there in the clouds - Jungkook says making us laugh.
- Already this late?... my manager is calling to drive me home. Need a cab home Bunny?
- Nah... she will return with me, she promised - Yoongi quickly said.
Jungkook looked at the pile of documents and said that probably he wouldn't be able to fix that soon.
- I'm free to Baby-sit - Jungkook made an easy joke with my name.
Why he was trying to make me choose? Yoongi will be always my first option.
- I will support my cute slave, thanks Kook but I would like to be with him. I promised to him and Hoseok that I would not go home first.
- Are you sure? Anyone would like to have him babysitting... it's a dreamed opportunity - Yoongi says pulling sweets from one of his secret spots. We extended our hands to recibe some.
- no... they are pretty cheap in the vending machine... this is mine... you are ridiculous rich... I have to work all night.... what do you want from me? My liver?
He was just joking but he was cruel... we believed his little tantrum.
Yoongi's P/V:
- I had to rush to get some... I can't believe you worked with Jungkook to have my sweets... little girl - I was so happy so see their innocent feelings showing up.
They are younger than me, so it's really funny when they behave a little childish around me, I missed this, the funny reactions and their mischievous attitude.
- now that we are alone... explain me about being your cute slave? When exactly did I agree to that?
- A moment ago, you sealed a contract and everything - she hushed in my ear.
- About being your slave I really don't mind, but about being cute... are you sure? Doesn't sounds like me - I teased her, I liked that Baby says that I am at her service, because she usually is the one pampering me the most.
- I will refresh your memory.
Baika took the lollipop out of his mouth to kiss me, I pulled her on my lap.
- Fuc************************* - I said several bad words, one behind another feeling her lips kissing my neck, still a little sticky from the sweet candy.
Me too, it's what came to my mind when she stopped to look at my eyes. I turned us around to be on top of her laying on the couch as she moaned loudly... I missed this.
I didn't know what to spect, was the first time she didn't seemed as nervous... maybe that day cleaning her old apartment... But my mother suddenly returned from the store, telling that we should contact a cleaning service instead of wasting our time doing chores. Or that day we were left alone at home... if Holly didn't decide that we should go out with her, menacing to destroy everything or popping in the sofa next to us.
I tried to be under control, don't dare to ask what she wants, just messing around or everything. I made some space between us and removed part of my clothes ... I was burning.
My wife begged to continue, I don't want to scare her... my feelings are so strong to possess every part of her. I had to diminish the lighting a little... I explained to her everything, every move, the reason of my actions... I didn't wanted that she would feel rejected or imagined things.
Baika is beautiful and appealing to me, I carresed her, I thought that would be difficult for us to stay close and share a bed again but she aproached me, and didn't let go.
At the hospital she wouldn't rest if she couldn't feel me, then at home she managed to sleep properly hugging me, in our bed and all the familiar things that she remembered.
After the special moment where I finally heard her trying to express her love... she wasn't ready to tell me yet. Always thought she would say those because I like to hear it... she really says them when she feels safe and happy.
I slept a little, naked and tangled with her body and the soft blanket... was the best night of rest that I can remember in a while. When I opened my eyes remembered the mountain of work waiting for me, so I crawled to get my clothes again. I tried to work in silence observing her sleep, to relax from my stress. I don't like when my paperwork it's so out of control.
Because I am slow to do that kind of work, it wasn't really my thing to fix documents, archive... I don't know how a person can be happy doing office work.
- Yoongi... - I hummed instead of answering properly, I was trying to understand what was that document in my hands about.
- I should apologize... was the worst moment to.... I am sorry, I fell asleep without consideration. You must be so tired and I am here being another distraction, instead of helping out.
- tell me something... do you think that your presence here is unnecessary, or that I would prefer to be alone?
- maybe... I disappeared from your life and sometimes, I wonder how you handled it... you haven't told me yet. There is someone new that you... ? - left everything to stop her imagination with a kiss, I knew something was inside that productive mind... something that makes her insecure and careful with me.
- No... beautiful, there is no way that I would find a reason to put my interest on someone new. Who would be so stupid to mess with me? You are the only one... you are the only that can moan so loudly about my poor habilities to please a lover.
- Don't tease me... I can go home if you prefer.
- That's forbidden darling, you are my precious wife, stay here with me and suffer under my paperwork - I took my time kissing and comforting her... I don't know why Baika would believe, that she is so little to me.
I asked her why.
- Because I know that I changed, my body changed and I have been out of reach long enough for someone else that wants my place.
- Nobody can replace you - I say, touching her soft skin.
- I'm just a woman Yoongi, nothing spectacular about it - she smiled.
- Your moaning is out of this world... I almost felt like I was an extremely good lover - I teased her and she blushed so hard.
- I imagined it would happen... the first thing I really wanted was to be alone with you, but since everyone pitied my situation has been trying to be there and nobody hears me when I say anything.
- And what do you want? - I asked worried of being one of those that also ignored her, to do what I wanted instead.
- mmm .... you are busy... - she bited her lower lip.
- I can take this home, but I work faster here.
- I'm a distraction.
- You are my candy, to keep me focused and energetic.
- You don't seem very focused on your work right now. Yoongi... okay I will help you ...please don't start again... I will bite you... Yoongi !
Baika helped me finish sooner, she showed me her tricks and why Jimin and Taehyung where so obsessed with the writing pad she gifted them a while back. That thing was really useful and she teached me to skip hours of tedious paperwork because I usually write everything on my computer, now I can scan the actual paper with a picture and modify it until is ready, even send them perfectly customized and signed to the agency.
I would prefer another round of her loving habilities but she suggested a more comfortable place and I accepted. My sofa isn't as comfortable for two people as imagined, even if it has a good size.
- wow Yoongi...
- mmm? You like it, eh? I'm a Valentino model nowadays. I will use their designs in my tour.
- Your wife is very impressed, and I understand now why so many clothes from that brand keeps coming up - Baika says.
- I love you beautiful - I said before leaving her at home.
- Yoongi... thanks...
- why... is just the truth.
- I am aware that I haven't told you that, but my feelings haven't changed Yoongi... nothing changed about you... I want to be by your side for as long as you permit me.
- permanently then... but let's talk tonight, I don't want to be late for my appointments.
- sorry but doctors tend to look at me as a walking target - that was a funny way to say it, they notice how feeble she looks like.
- sorry I couldn't arrive sooner - it was dinner time and my wife used the opportunity to give me a hug and a kiss before I could take my shoes and coat.
I love that she is always waiting for me... even when she should be resting Baika made the posible to be there for me, and give me a lovely time. Those few seconds were enough to be totally different, now was time for my family and everything outside the apartment would have to wait until I get ready to go out of my bubble again.
- Your brother and his fiancee will come to tell us something about the wedding, asked if you would be at home tonight. Yo came before them, can go and freshen up....
- It's fine, I prefer to leave that for later and take my time... with you rubbing my back - I mouthed the last part and she blushed prettily, nodding to accept my suggestion.
I was hiding a single red rose in my back, so she didn't noticed my romantic gift until I was already walking to greet my parents.
